Stracciatella Protein Pudding And Blueberries My Beloved Yess

It takes 30 days to build a habit, right? So maybe if I count the days I'll finally be consistent

You'd think after three years of this I'd have finally figured out something that works for me, but noooo

its like i starved for control but then remembered that my body exists and i starved for weight loss but then i saw other anas counting calories and eating lower than 1000 calories so i started to count calories but like i felt guilty after anything even if it was low cal so then i remembered originally that i starved for control so now i starve for both control and weightloss

Got logged out of my EA account today and I can't remember my passwords (plus the email address I used is inactive now). Guess even my computer thinks I should stop fucking procrastinating and WORK because there's literally nothing fun I can do anymore besides that now that I can't play Sims anymore (cuz it's too late for music and I have an injury that flares up sometimes and it's huuurts right now, so I can't even work out and my friend is not responding even though we wanted to call this evening)

“do you struggle with an 3d?” Clearly. I keep binging.

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The not-eating after my class was cooking went well yesterday, the teacher was so busy, she didn't even pay attention to me

Now that but four more times to go still 🥲

Hello!

I'm E. I kind of got a lot of interests and then none at all, but my hobbies are music (especially Cello and singing), art sometimes, science, movies and shows, Hermitcraft and my ed.

It's what I'll be posting about mainly, so dni if you aren't fine with seeing content about eating disorders. I'll probably talk about self harm as well.

By the way, my languages are English and German, so even though I'd say I'm relatively fluent in English, errors can still happen, soooo do be forgiving I guess :)

This is a shitty intro post and I might update it later, but I'm lazy af so who knows if that'll actually ever happen.

Always looking for mutuals! :D

Stats below cut

Height: 173 cm (5.8ft)

Hw/Sw: 70.4kg (155lbs)

Cw: 65.6kg (144lbs)

Gw: 65.0kg (143lbs)

Gw: 60.0kg (132lbs)

Gw: 55.5kg (122lbs)

Gw: 50.0kg (110lbs)

Let me know if I messed up with the imperial units lol

femmes... 😍 butches... 😍 mascs... 😍 studs... 😍 stems... 😍 futches... 😍 people in between... [im very gay guys]

getting used to the hunger once again (it's literally the best feeling)

They shouldn't have me shopping for clothes if they don't want me to make pretty little red engravings on my legs after