Personality Quirks/Quirks in General I Have:
-Flinch at physical contact
-Can't navigate for the life of me, but once I have a path down, I will never not go that path
-Can't solve most school locks
-Always paranoid that someone is going to hurt me. Mostly stab or shoot me.
-Paranoid of people behind me, that's why I never turn my back on people. Literally.
-Can't eat in front of people because I'm messy, and another reason.
-Literally the most mess of a person you will ever meet.
-I use literally too much.
-I cry over everything. I know I'm over emotional.
-But some reason, can't show weakness in front of strangers/my parents.
-I have a very, very good long term and short term memory.
-I always have a weird way of thinking and cannot follow the way teachers teach me.
-Due to my number phobia, both clocks and math are hard for me to deal with.
-Seriously. I have no idea what goes on during math. I just pretend to know what I'm doing.
-And also, I have a schedule for sleeping due to the phobia of numbers.
-I need every friend of mine to give me a gift, preferably a plushie, once we get close because I need something that reminds me of them + bares their smell in case I lose that person.
-I am too much of a perfectionist and can't stand when things are out of order.
-If the house is messy/my room, I can't work, sleep, and I become restless.
-I have a MASSIVE fear of losing my friends/my friends being killed my enemies.
-That's why I'm overprotective of them.
-I wear my heart on my sleeve too much, and always get broken in the end.
-I either trust completely or not at all, there's no in between.
-I have two personalities, the way I see me, and the way my friends see me. Both are very accurate to who I am.
-I constantly struggle with balance in my life.
-If you are my enemy, yoU'RE GOING DOWN. I will not let you hurt my friends. Ever. Fight me.
-I have an overwhelming fear of school shootings/mass shootings and always prepare myself for one.
-I watch scary documentaries and then go to sleep and have nightmares.
-I count nightmares as just dreams.
-I remember all of my dreams. I frequently lucid dream, but just see what happens instead of controlling myself.
-I seem chill, but I'm super uptight.
-I am drawn to people that have the "bad boy" look.
-I read too many X Readers because I need to feel loved.
-I love people watching.
-When I have a crush, I'll stalk them online.
-Animals always consider me their mate for some reason??
Where To Find Me If I've Disappeared:
-Sitting under a tree, reading a book
-Basking in moonlight
-Stargazing
-Wandering in a forest
-Sitting by an ocean/jumping in the ocean
-Looking up in the sky
-Getting lost in thought/daydreaming, anywhere
-Writing poems in the rain
-Jumping in puddles in the rain
-Writing during a storm
-Crying, anywhere
-Being captured by aliens
-Being locked up in my room, watching anime
-Spending time with any animal to exsist. Ever.
-Sketching at a coffee shop
-Spending time with the best people in the world, AKA my friends
-Tumblr
If The Good Doctor writers really think they can trick me into liking Morgan by continuing to drop little hints and references indicating that she could be gay then they are 100% correct
My Chemical Romance is preparing something, All Time Low just dropped a new song, Blink just released a new album. Green Day is about to drop and album and go on tour with Fall Out Boy and Weezer, Panic! At the Disco is in the top charts and Hayley Williams is coming back with new stuff. Is this describing 2020 or the mid 2000s?
RAINAIR-
I got Venuew
"A part of me wonders if you'll even show up to my funeral. Will we still be friends before we die?"
- Dreaming of Wolves//Dark 3AM Thoughts
(Don't worry, I'm okay I swear, I'm just expressing myself.)
- Dreaming of Wolves//Poems
"I told you I loved you 500 times. I proved it too. Over and over, every little action, I made sure it counted. It took everything out of my heart. I poured it out for you, and then I waited for you to pour yours out for me.
Then you said it.
Those three words.
Right back to me.
I swear I blacked out, but I remember it crystal clear.
As time went by, I saw you with the others. How your smile was brighter, your laugh louder, you genuinely loved everyone and everything. But with me? It all toned down. I shifted you. It felt like you shut me out. But then I realized it. Whether it was you ignoring me or avoiding me, I got the message. And then I felt it. The storm. I cried for weeks. You never noticed.
I loved you.
You said you loved me.
You
- Dreaming of Wolves // Liar
I never really got a childhood. Sure, I had a beginning, but a troubled one. I became an escapist from day one, always flying to my imaginary world instead of the real one. I didn't like reality, and frankly, I still don't because of the people inside them. I had to grow up too fast. They pushed me into the blinding reality, and I got hurt. They laughed when I fell in my hole, and they never helped me get back out. I never forgave them for that. Now, as I look back, my beginning was stolen, my middle was me realizing it, and what will my end be? All I want is a happily ever after, something of fairy tales. I want to be the girl raised by wolves, or protected by the forest creatures. I want to find someone who makes me feel so loved I won't even have to doubt it anymore. I need something to prove me wrong that my end won't be as tragic as how it all was written in the start. It's time I pick up the pencil. It's time I start rewriting my life.
- Dreaming of Wolves// Short Stories
"How dare you. How dare you leave me when I am at my worst. You hold a blank stare as you shatter me with your words. Can't you see I'm bleeding out? You storm away and shut the door, and the only thing I can possibly think of is how I just lost you. And how much I'm going to miss you. But you don't care, and now I realize, you never did."
- Dreaming of Wolves//Vent
chronic wolf girl in too many fandoms - infj/infp, 4w5, aquarius sun :)
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