THIS!!!!!!!!!

the way id do a lot of things to see be more chill. then i would have seen the five musicals that make any wattpadian quake (deh but im seeing it later this year, heathers, hamilton, six)

GONNA THROW MY EMOTIONS INTO THE TUMBLR VOID!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm not sure if I'm not using the app properly. I never got into it during the mid 2010's or anything, rather during 2021 summer, during a period of time where I wouldn't leave my room besides emergencies. I used it mainly for a replacement of Pinterest - gazing at fan stuff for my hyperfixations - and continue to this day in that way. I never posted anything, maybe tossed a ball back and forth between a friend of mine.

Anyway. Here. If you like socially awkward (not socially anxious online) people, then hey. Perfect fit.

ANYWAY PT2: I feel different mentally. Back when I first joined, I wouldn't leave my room. Now I can't go into it. I had to swap rooms with a sibling due to how many bad memories would flock each night. It's still the same case. I still struggle to fathom the right words for what it is. I used to wanna do a "Stardew Valley Shane 6-hearts" sort of moment but now... I don't know? It's an option, subconsciously sat in the back of my mind, sure, I just couldn't bring myself to it. I'm riddled with fear about the future, near and far. Hah. That's me for you. I'll open up for a split second, then change the subject the moment I realise I've let others in.

I don't know! I never typically use grammar in sentences when typing, unless it's something important or it's fanfic writing.

Goodnight.

WE ARE SO CLOSE TO 100 HITS!!!!!!<3

is it time to mention that sebastian is my side one??

some sebastian because i also like him a lot

best worst musical thingie is still going, don't worry. just been busy the past two weeks and i have a week off so something will come out :'))

im forever grateful for the attention this silly fic is receiving

i fear the connor murphy texts that have been really popular of recent are too good. they need to be a legal requirement or something, they're that good. whoever does them, never stop 😔😔

me: hey do you like penguins? i have some theory-

him: you wanna go to the same college/university and have dogs??

i got into deh during the films release. admittingly i watched it first. nevertheless, it probably has formed me as a person considering i used to read fanfic (and still do) as if it was healthy

when things are so bad you have to pull out the "rb if you still like x"

anyways rb this if youre still into dear evan hansen

(im on the verge of tears why did i get into this fandom 11 years too late)

no clue who joe bishop is but A BURGER?? damn my ass doesn't need more sodium but this looks good

(guy who is so hingry$ I NEED TO EAT A BURGER!!!!!!

Tasty burger with beautiful background Hot hamburger Delicious food

just slowly realising that i haven't posted anything on here in a solid year (and myself purging it all by deleting every single ounce) sooo i wanna introduce myself??

im alice :) i live in the uk, i have pda autism and im pretty chill otherwise. i mainly use tumblr for bobs burgers stuff, sdv stuff, musical stuff and whatever niche hyperfixation i decide to have that day. i also really like simon bird's work.

anyway- that's about it?? im not that interesting, clearly shown here. im just trying to make it through the day without feeling the need to curl up in a ball.

so yeahhhh :) feel free to interact with me at any point. im basically up for conversation (within reason!!) so yeah!!

also please, please, PLEASE, don't interact if you're obnoxiously racist, homophobic, ableist, etc. or just keep it to yourself. this is a safe space for literally whoever needs it.

yeah!!<3