I Don't Actually Know How Many People Care About My Writings (MCL, Specifically), That's Why I Haven't

"I clearly remember that fateful night, years ago. What I did was unforgivable, I wasn't even surprised Nath broke up with me then and there. We only met a few of times after that, when I took my belongings from our former flat, but that's all. Avoiding each other was hard, since we still lived in the same city and Eric was still his colleague, so we decided to move to England and start a new life. Together."

the first chapter of my new fanfic is online! you can read it here

dedicated to @marycecilyy and @momiyi-chan mostly because they are the most awesome friends I could wish for, but also because they they didn't get tired from me texting them at the most random moments to ask for a little help 🤭

Thank you @myfallenangel04 for tagging me!

I think this is the first time I speak about the kids I imagined for Cindy and Nath so here we go:

I tag: @jockallensworld, @momiyi-chan, @amrrygae and @sammyjomcl​ (I know that the latest episode with Nath wasn’t exactly “child-friendly” but canon is non-existing here)

I also know that not everybody is interested in the kids I made up, so a few things about them are under the cut

First we have Eileen who is also my SE OC because why not

she is an absolute daddy’s girl, and being their first child she helped Nath a lot with overcoming his fear about kids

she’s overall joyful and optimist, and very outgoing not relatable

she is learning to be a pharmacist

and you can read a bunch of useless info about her here

Then the twins, Reed and Fae: ah yes traditional French names

Reed is also interested in science, but rather than alchemy he likes physics

he’s the most “rebellious” meaning he stayed up until 9 when he was told to got to sleep at 8 (all of the kids are pretty chill)

his best friend and regular partner-in-crime is his cousin, they spend most of their time together. Fae often joins in but it’s usually just the boys

Fae is very quiet and introverted, she likes to observe things from outside

she spends most of her time either playing videogames with his boyfriend or drawing on her tablet

she started practicing digital drawing when she saw her mom draw a lot, but now she imagines her future with it too

And then the smallest one, Kayla (original post here) who I only imagined because a little cutie like her joined our family in July and since then I’m in baby mood 🥰

she’s the only kid who finally has Nath’s eyes and skin colour

but other than this she’s totally like her mom (meaning she’s kind of histerical sometimes)

she’s very cuddly and even as she gets older she prefers her parents carry her in their arms rather than baby carriage or even later walking

aaaaand that’s all because as I said I don’t really have a detailed personality imagined for her

since we are making the children of our Candys, why not make your adult versions too?

well, first of all, i wanted to talk a little bit about your adult versions.

Havi:

he/him | gay | Rowenna and Priya’s son,

Havi is a very kind and friendly vegetarian boy and loves to help everyone. he is currently studying to become a police officer. he’s dating Rafael. likes: make friends, be useful, animals, japanese food, affection, travels,books,silence,his boyfriend. dislike: making enemies, prejudice, arrogant people, fights.

Rafael:

he/him | bissexual | Hana and Castiel ’s son .

Rafael is a fun and charismatic person, loves to joke and get everyone excited. Currently, he intends to follow in the footsteps of his mother and father. he’s dating Havi. likes: show affection, dogs, make music, your boyfriend, make jokes, parties. dislike: arrogant and selfish people, queuing, staying at home, being alone.

Marilia (or May):

she/her he/him they/them | genderfluid/assexual | Charlotte and Rayan’s daughter.

Marilia is a very quiet and reserved person, she never talks much. Currently, she intends to be a stylist. she does not intend to date or marry anyone. likes: silence, being alone, your few friends, reading while listening to music, making clothes, meditating, rabbits. dislike: getting stressed or overloaded, letting your hair grow, prejudice, dogs (they make a lot of noise), not understanding about a certain subject, crowd, parties.

about the pricrew:

for the boys (haru and Rafael) I used this pricrew: https://picrew.me/image_maker/13338 (I edited the background)

and to make marilia I used this: https://picrew.me/image_maker/163761 (I edited your eyes)

as marilia is genderfluid , I chose a pricrew that fit more with her appearance and personality. But to make Candy’s daughters, you can use this pricrew: https://picrew.me/image_maker/400653

i tagging: @candysweetposts @satansfaery @melodyalanaroster @aloy97 @myfallenangel04 @marylusaoficial @marycecilyy

1, 2, 15 & 18 for Cas! 💘

thank you! I’m sorry some of these turned out short, but I didn’t want to make it too long (and there were 4 prompts)

1. cuddling

Castiel would never admit it, but he really likes to cuddle (when he can, of course, it’s not rare he’s not home)

his absolute favourite is when he can hug Candy from behind (for obvious reasons...) and bury his face in her neck

he also likes to fall asleep while cuddling Candy, it’s actually hard for him to do so without her

2. kissing

Castiel is all for long kisses on the lips, battling with their tongues for dominance, pressing their bodies strongly together

his other favourite part of Candy’s body is her neck: kissing her there gifts him either her adorable laugh or an erotic sigh, depending on the circumstances and the length of the kiss

he tries to avoid kissing Candy’s neck though, he can’t resist staying there a little longer and giving her hickeys, whihc she doesn’t usually like since they are visible for some time

15. touching

he likes it when Candy runs her hands along his body. scratching his arms, his chest, playing with his hair, slightly pressing against the place between his legs... these are certainly not unenjoyable and Candy can drive him crazy if she tortures him like this for too long

him, on the other side likes to torment her with lingering touches, especially through her clothes, that makes it always worse for her and better for him

18. what turns him on

one day, Castiel went home to Candy singing one of his songs loudly and dancing to it. the singing wasn’t totally on point, but the dance was freaking hot. Candy was embarassed about it first, but when she knew what he thought, she started doing it intentionally. Castiel often catches himself staring at her

and even if it’s not one of his songs, Candy dancing suggestively and slowly getting undressed... that’s also one of his biggest turn ons

Castiel enjoys looking at her butt as well. when she only has panties on and it’s visible under her baggy T-shirt, when she’s in leggings, in a short skirt, doesn’t matter, he has seen her naked that it’s enough to just think of her 🤭

Alright then, I’m done with the Kinktober writings. I know that October isn’t techincally over, but I have school and I also started writing something else 👀

I don’t take any more requests for Kinktober, but if you sent something and I didn’t write it, feel free to ask again! I don’t ignore asks on purpose, but Tumblr has this bad habit that they often don’t really send them

And now a question: would anyone be interested in something that’s not MCL related? Not game related? Like, a completely independent story???

amazing

I was taking a break from my homework, and my graphic tablet was too far away from me…yes, this is Lance,, I mean Cursed Lance.

😢😢😢 your writing made it, it's very sad

ahah, well 😅 that's partly what I was going for. I haven't really written angst so far, so I don't have much experience in it, I was afraid that it would be too "flat". so I'm kinda glad that someone was touched by it! don't take this the wrong way please I hope that you are fine though, because as much as it's a great way for me to practice, I wouldn't want to trigger anyone ^^

random addition that I just remembered:

the best thing in MCL was that little demo game with Chinomimi, Nath and that elephant sculpture. I played it like. 20000 times a day, I loved it. I was ashamed that a game with such a title got my attention, I didn't dare to sign up at that time, but I went back every day to play that little demo

removing it was worse than removing the three LIs from HSL, change my mind

favorite memory from prime mcl time?

I... don’t really know what you mean as “prime MCL time”? but I guess HSL, since I know many people enjoyed that season the most

sadly, I wasn’t here around that time. I started playing in 2016 (I think? I don’t remember anymore), then stopped when UL aired (I got mad at losing Kentin, okay???? 😭). I only came back around a year ago and that’s when I really joined the fandom as well

I don’t know if this counts as “favourite memory”, but the expos and goodies (including the mangas) are something I really miss, even if I haven’t personally experienced them, they sound truly amazing! also, not an exact memory as well, but I 100% support the change of the art style (illustrations and sprites); they look much better this way

as much as I quit because of UL, I’m a bit sad that I wasn’t part of the fandom then, since I can still see so many posts from that time. amazing fanarts, fanfictions, the fans interacting with each other... it might be because there are less things from the HSL era on Tumblr, but for me it seems like the golden time of the fandom was during UL

so yeah, I don’t have many memories and I’m also not sure I understood and answered your question correctly 😂 if not, I’m sorry, my brain is completely drained

I’m very proud of you Louis ❤️ it must have been hard for you, but being where you are now needs a lot of courage; I admire you for your strength

if you need anything, I’m here for you 😉😇 and I’m glad I can call you my friend

alright ignore this if you want to, it's just a vent

I'm a guy (he/him pronouns) even if i look and sound like a girl ;; I'm going to change my tumblr url aaand my instagram account name

please refer to me as Louis or Lulu

Bya/Bianca is now my dead name (i despise it so much),, my parents, relatives, classmates and teachers are the only ones who obviously use it and i can't change that,, they're close minded people, i can't do anything for them to change their minds).

ok. i think I'm done.

anyways, this post was written by the old bya-draws. peace out

[I'm a little late,, too late, but merry Christmas and a happy new year to everybody. you're loved. i care about you all. stay safe.]

I just finished this and I love it! I think this is the one where I worked the most because I had to modify every character. I don’t know if I can tag this for that event from discord but I will do it anyway. 

I think Helene and Alan look the best in this, in rest it’s decent. I couldn’t do much about the lighting, especially on Alice, because she wears really bright clothes. Speaking of clothes, I let some like in the original illustration because I really like them and because I go lazy at the end. And a thing that made my day bad is that I just found out that Nevra has some really poorly done illustrations, like, I was searching for eyes (eye more) and mouth and I couldn’t find much. Oh, and if you wonder why he has the New Era look, why not?

I still have some things that I want to post for halloween, so stay tuned!

yes, you are

Simping for Castiel since 2014

I'll never stop.

hehe