9 And 10 For Candy And Castiel 💕

Hey, I hope you are doing well and taking care of yourself. Just wanted to tell you that we are missing you, so (no pressure) come back when you will be ready.

ahhh this ask was literally the first thing I saw when I came back after a short break, sorry for only answering now ~_~

(I have to be honest, the thought of not answering at all crossed my mind so I could just see it in my askbox forever, it made me so happy <3 now I must create a tag on my blog for kind things!!! smh)

anyway haha yeah, I'm really sorry for this "wave" of activity - I'm either on the net 24 / 7, or I ignore everyone and everything until the leaves start falling down, there's no in between. I'm trying to be more active and write more! and really, my endless gratitude and love to anyone who cares about me enough to leave a reassuring message like this

heyyo

I know that I wasn’t productive lately 😔 I still have 7 requests to do, and I swear I’ll do them 🤞

meanwhile, I think I’ll stop taking new requests for some time, since Valentine’s Day is coming and I have my own ideas for it (I don’t want to get requests while doing those because I would just feel bad about not writing either one ahahahh)

that doesn’t mean that I’ll close my askbox! but if you send me a request, I’ll elegantly ignore it until I’m done with my original ideas. (though if anyone has requests about VD, then feel free to send it, because I might write it)

promised, so I'll deliver. it's extremely cursed and I don't make much Sense, but I hope you guys will like it

not me sitting in one place for 5 mins, listening to the car radio and then suddenly being inspired to write a bandit!Castiel & sheriff!Nath story

someone help me get my life together

Ceci, your tags scare me

@vanillaamoursucrethings @marycecilyy I’m not even sorry

I can 100% relate, the writers you listed were my favourites as well (hell, they were the main reason why I even signed up on this site). steph-writes started making her own games, it’s understandable that she doesn’t want to write for other fandoms anymore (though it’s a bit still sad that she deleted her MCL writings T-T), while I don’t even know what happened to otome-aeriie?? she kind of just disappeared, I think

luckily, not everyone quit the fandom! there are still a bunch of talented writers on Tumblr, such as

Tetrakys (hehe, I won’t tag her, I’m sure you know her)

@marycecilyy

@idolcandy (she’s on AO3 as well)

@otomes-and-tears

@centralsaints (though they write mostly on AO3, as far as I know)

@melodyalanaroster (she mostly writes about her own OC, but that doesn’t mean at all that she’s not talented!)

@vanillaamoursucrethings​

I think this is all?? I hope I didn’t leave out anyone. I know some other people who write sometimes, or just used to, but these people are still active in the fandom ^^

Okey, so I have a question.

I was out of tumblr for a while and when I logged in for a first time i noticed a change. Why is no one writing any MCL fanfictions? You, steph-writing and otome-aeriie were my favourite writers, I was coming back to your stories all the time and it was my favourite guilty pleasure. And now they both wiped out all of their MCL fanfictions and you also stopped writing MCL stories. I dont want to be disrespectful but is there any specific reason why it happened? I saw that there was a time when girls got some hate for their work but I loved them so much. I miss those times..💔

Hey happy to see you online again! I hope you're doing well.

I can't speak for other people, but personally i just lost interest in writing, it was a funny experience while it lasted but it has never been 'my thing'. I've never felt like a writer but I'm really grateful you and other people liked my writing 💕 I still write short dabbles sometimes, but small things and only when inspiration strikes, which is rare. (Incidentally I made a post about it yesterday but it was buried under dozen of comments on the latest episode)

Dispair not though! There are still people who write in the fandom! I've been very busy this past year so I haven't kept track but MCL writers if you see this post feel free to comment/reblog with a link to your masterlist so people can find your works :)

ANON ASK TIME

🍎: favorite food

🌦: favorite weather/season

🌎: dream travel destination

🐻: favorite animal

🐶🐱: dog or cat person

☀️🌙: morning or night person

🌠: zodiac sign

👤: MBTI personality type

🔮: Hogwarts house

👁: what do you look like

🎶: top 5 songs you listen to at the moment

✝️: religious or not

💿: top 5 favorite movies and/or movie genres

👻: do you believe in ghosts

👽: do you believe in aliens

👕: what’s your style

⏰: top 3 favorite pastimes

👅: top 5 kinks/turn ons

🍀: do you have good luck, bad luck, no luck at all, or do you make your own

🛍: favorite store(s) [online//physical]

🧸: your main/favorite toy growing up, why

🚬: bad habit you want to break

🎮: the greatest time you had playing a video game

👹: 6 things someone would put in a pentagram to summon you

😱: biggest fears

😡: top 5 pet peeves in a romantic partner

😍: top 5 virtues in a romantic partner

🤓: a subject/topic you could completely, 200%, without hesitation, nerd out about

⏳: would you travel forward or backwards in time and why

📖: 1 fictional character you’d love to bring to life

💤: weirdest dream you’ve ever had

🔁: favorite tradition

🏆: things you collect, why

🎧: song that describes your best friend(s)

🏖: favorite vacation destination

🛸: if aliens abducted you, what would you tell them about Earth

🍼: one of your favorite childhood memories

🎄: favorite holiday, why

🤖: how do you feel about walking, talking, critically thinking A.I.s ?

😴: describe your favorite sleeping position

🤢: the sickest😎 you’ve ever been

🤡: an embarrassing childhood memory

⚰️: scariest way to die

😢: a book or movie that made you cry the most

🤐: a secret you want to know the most about anything in the universe

👊🏻: a celebrity/famous person you want to punch the most

🤝: celebrity/famous person you want to meet and spend a day with the most

🍻: which person in history would you want to have a drink with

💪🏻: superpower you want the most

🗺: where you want to be right now

🔗: reason you joined tumblr

🗣: what accent do you have

🕵🏻: are you a good judge of character

🌅: favorite memory of nature being so damn beautiful

🔍: first thing you see physically on a person

💬: a quote you connect with (favorite or random)

⛵️: a fictional relationship/friendship/pairing you enjoy

🎓: best class and/or teacher you ever had

🌈: RANDOM: whatever you want to ask or say to me ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖

I don’t like this because I was waiting for the part where Nath realises how Candy feels about him and wins her heart 😭😭😭 they should be together!

but besides this little detail it’s beautiful ❤️

Sober - A CandyXNath songfic

this was heavily inspired by  a conversation I had with @imjustsomebodyelse. I’ll still do the collab piece  with “Undrunk”, but I thought this song also fitted the theme so well!

And also, I did this because of a request I received on my askbox, so thank you anon! 

The song is Sober, by Selena Gomez

-x-

Candy took another shot, hoping that the burning taste of vodka would take her sorrow away, and turned around to look at the crowd. By then, should be studying for the upcoming exam, but her mind could only focus on the face that approached her.

Damn, he was the last person she wanted to see at the moment. After all, he was the reason she was there, drinking all by herself in a corner of the Snake Bar. She couldn’t blame him, though. This place was his second home, of course he’d be there that night.

“Hey.” Nath took a seat  in the barstool next to her and quickly ordered a drink for both of them, as she had already finished hers. “So, how’s college?”

“Good. How’s… Everything?” 

“Fine, I guess.”

They stayed silent, Candy’s heart growing more sad with every second that passed. How did their love turn into this cold, lifeless relation?

We fall for each other at the wrong time

Only for a moment but I don’t mind

Guess I don’t know where to draw the line. the line, the line

We’re playing the same game every night

She vividly remembered high school, their relationship back then was pure bliss. When she moved, all she wanted was to stay with him. Be with him. And then, four years later, she got back. The consequences of her actions, however, would mark her until the present moment.

Candy tried to restore what they had, god knows she did, but his heart was stone cold. He didn’t react  anymore to her touch, his words were always sarcastic.

It took months for him to be his friend again and, even though she wanted more, she was content with that. But, then, one night, he made a proposition, one that she should never have accepted.

Being friends with benefits with Nath was something absurd. She loved him, more than anything, and reducing her dreams of a life with him to some casual hook ups would slowly kill her.

But she said yes. Every damn time, Candy said yes. She could blame the alcohol, but she’d be fooling herself. Her love for him made her accept this crumb of affection. But he fucked her so good and made her feel things that nobody else ever did.

Up in the clouds, yeah you know how to make me want you

When we come down, I know, yeah I know it’s over

That was why she pulled him closer once again and sealed their lips in a kiss. He took her into his apartment, where their drunk bodies became one, roughly pounding into the mattress. When she noticed it, another night had been passed in his bed.

You don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

When the bottle’s done you pull me closer

You’re saying all the things that you’re supposed to

But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

Candy opened her eyes and immediately recognized the bedroom where she was. The sound of running water caught her ears, he was in the shower. Quickly, she got dressed and caught her phone to see if anyone contacted her during the night. There was only one message from Chani, an answer to her previous one.

“You deserve better”, it said.

She was about to answer when Nath returned to the bedroom in a towel. He opened the wardrobe and started to look for clean clothes in silence. Not a single kiss, caress or word. 

Why’s it so different when we wake up?

Same lips, same kiss, but not the same touch

Don’t you know you’re doing just enough, but not enough?

But I know what’s next and I want so much

She left the apartment soon after, feeling emptiness fill her up. Her optimistic side told her that one day he’d be ready to love her again, she’d just have to wait. But how much of herself would she lose until then?  Was her suffering worth it?’

I know I should leave, I know I should, should, should

But your loves too good, your loves too good, good, good

I know I should leave, I know I should, should, should

But your loves too good, your loves too good, good, good

She never felt this much love for anyone as she did for him. The  moments they spent together before were magical. They were a  dream come true. But since she came back, he wasn’t the same. Maybe she should accept the truth: perhaps it wasn’t meant to be.

You don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

When the bottle’s done you pull me closer

You’re saying all the things that you’re supposed to

But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

As she walked to her dorm, Candy typed a quick message to Nath. As she pressed the ‘send’ button, a part of her died, but at  least she did what she had to do.

“I’m sorry,  but I can’t do this anymore”

You’ve got a hold on me

You’re like a wasted dream

I give you everything

But you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober

Yue's Medical Bills and Mishaps, organized by Younique Bales

Hey there, my name is Younique but most of you probably know me as Radical_Yue or just… Younique Bales needs your support for Yue's Medical Bills and Mishaps

Hey guys I know this isn’t the most proper place to do this but I admittedly just want to get this going somewhere, but if any of you are able to share this it’d be greatly appreciated. My roommate recently had emergency surgery and had previously lost her job due to covid. She’s been scraping by doing commissions up till now but with the surgery and the pain she was in prior to the surgery, she’s been unable to do any work for a few weeks now. 

Also if any of y’all donate submit/dm me a message with your receipt and I’ll try to draw/doodle something for you ;v;)/

Some examples of draws I’ve done —v

I'll be sharing my new masterlists today, I won't update the old one anymore

15. and 16. for Lance and Guardienne (for celebration!!)

thanks again Fa 🥺❤️ I don’t know much about Lance, I don’t play his route on either of my accounts 😅 so sorry if this is not close to his personality, this is just how I picture him. it turned out a bit short, but I hope you will still like it!

15. touching

I can’t imagine Lance as a touchy person, at least not in public. when it’s just the two of them, I’m sure he doesn’t have anything against roaming his hands along Guardian’s body, feeling that she is there, with him

of course, if someone (*cough* Mathieu... *cough*) flirts with Guardian, he’s there to show his affection publicly. it’s mostly just holding hands or putting his arm around her waist though, he knows she can handle herself well

if it’s Guardian touching him (eg. she hugs him), then he’s surprised first, but he won’t push her away of course. her running her hands down his arms or abs... that’s definitely not unpleasant either

16. favorite types of kissing

small kisses on the lips aren’t really Lance’s thing, he prefers long, tounged kisses

I can picture him liking to kiss Guardian’s hand, but more like in a joking way, along with his mocking smile

when it’s just the two of them, he likes to trail kisses down her stomach, her reaction to it always makes him smile proudly. he also loves her neck; sloppy kisses are not as good as hickeys, but they are not permanent at least

send me headcanon prompts!