Thank You Guys So Much For The Requests! I Got So Many, Damn 😅 Don’t Worry Though, I’ll Write

41 with Rayan <3

thank you for your ask! I didn’t forget about it, I just couldn’t find out what would be the perfect present for / from Rayan. in the end, I settled with a pretty simple scenario, but I hope you will like it this way

also, because it’s sooooo late, I’m gonna draw the end of the oneshot 😌 and sorry again for writing it later

Prompt: Finding the perfect present

Send me winter prompts!

Word count: 597

Rayan’s P. O. V.

I breathed in deeply, then let out a long sigh, my breath appearing in the cold air as clouds. I had been thinking on what to give Candy, what could possibly show her how much I love and appreciate her. I had the answer in my mind of course, but I also didn't want to do something so... cliché.

How many Christmas movies start with proposing?

But ever since we talked about having kids one day, I had been fantasizing about our family. Some years later, now, we will run in the snow with our child, or maybe children. I just know that she will be a perfect mother, and I hope to be the perfect father and husband.

If she says yes, of course.

A cup of coffee still in my hands, I anxiously waited for Candy to join me on the balcony. I didn't even know why I went there; maybe I just craved a bit of fresh air after all of those delicious scents in our flat. The coffee was starting to cool down, but I had only brought it with me to occupy my hands anyway. When I was about to turn and go in, I found myself face to face with her.

It was obvious that she felt more comfortable inside than outside, shivering a little in her shorts and cardigan that she bought specifically for Christmas. The chilly air must had taken its toll on her, as her cheeks were pink.

I realised I was lost in her looks, so I missed her question.

"Ah sorry, I... I wasn't listening." My cheeks reddened as well, but more because I felt embarrassed. She arched her eyebrows in a critical way, but then let out a light laugh.

"Don't worry, I just said that you can come in, I'm finished."

Entering the room was definitely pleasant, the welcoming warmth made me ease a little. I was about to propose to her, yes, but it's not like I don't perform before many people every day. It's just a simple engagement, nothing to worry about, right?

Candy stopped next to the table, picking up some sheets of paper I hadn't even noticed before.

"So umm.... I'll start, if you don't mind. I can't really wait with gifting others, sorry." She let out a nervous laugh, cleared her throat then started speaking. "I know that, given recent events, you don't really want to live or work here anymore. Which is fine! I just thought... well, I went looking for flats in the cities nearby the other day. I don't know if you like any of these and you don't even have to choose one today, just please take a look at these, okay? I respect your choice if you want to move away, but know that I will go with you no matter what."

Here she became quiet, giving me time to think. I didn't need to think more though, the fact that she planned our future together made me sure in my decision regarding the two of us.

I set the papers she gave to me on the table, kissed her slowly then lowered to one knee. At first she didn't understand what I was doing, but then her eyes went wide and she brought a hand to her mouth to hide her surprise.

"My dear Candy" I started slowly. I was convinced that I was on the right path, but I still didn't want to mess things up. "Would you do the honour of becoming my wife and making me the happiest man alive?"

Get ready guys, something horrible’s coming your way

thank you flag bestie, I'm writing all these right next to their Portuguese counterparts that I've learnt from @marycecilyy @otomes-and-tears 😌

@draconess-tania wanted me to teach her Italian swear words

Fellow italian followers, if there are any, feel free to correct me or add something!

this will be sooooo embarrassing

Cazzo! - Fuck!

Fottiti/Vaffanculo - Fuck you/off

Bastardo - Bastard [this one was pretty easy to guess]

Testa di cazzo - Dickhead

Troia/Puttana/Baldracca [the 2nd one is from a dialect] - Whore/Bitch

Figlio di puttana - Son of a bitch

... aaand that's it. I don't remember other curses atm ooof-

thank you Ceci for thinking of me 🥰 I'm actually too shy to reveal my favourite artist / song from them, but I do admit that I always feel empowered when I listen to them, music is the only thing that can lift me spirits with 100% success

my question: what's your earliest memory as a child?

I tag @momiyi-chan, @hebisenpai , @louis-ratking, @otomes-and-tears and @lauren-snk

A game for mutuals.

I’m gonna do this on a separate post bc the original one was getting too long

Rules: Tag 4 mutuals and ask one question.

Tagged by: @ladyofthenoodle Thanks for the tag Noodles <3

Question asked was: What’s your favorite way to eat noodles?? 

My answer: I usually eat ramen noodles, just straight from the styrofoam cup after I pour hot water in it. It’s just so I can drink the rest of the soup in it more easily lmao

Here’s my question for my mutuals: What was your favorite place to go to for family vacations? If you don’t have any, then what’s a place that you’ve always wanted to visit?

Mutuals: @fictionalinfinity @silveryeet  @julesyisamoofin @apopcornkernel

hey guys I made a uquiz - what nostalgic thing i've been using to cope lately are YOU? link will b in the reblogs

oh well... this did not go as planned...

unfortunately, I started the year by getting sick + I had my university exams really piled up (some I had to take twice, because I failed the first time due to the previously mentioned sickness...). I don't really see point in finishing Dykecember, as not just December, but even the whole January has passed by now. maybe I will "recycle" the wips for something else, idk, but for now I'm going on with the second point

I hope the year started better for you guys, and I can actually be more active here from now on!

happy new year! ✨

2024 is over, but not my (hopefully not temporary) motivation for writing! my plans for the beginning of the year:

finish Dykecember. even though December ended, I really liked this challenge and I have an idea for most of the prompts, so I want to finish it, no matter how much time it takes. as it's a different month now, I don't think I'll care about the numbering of the days that much - I'll go with what I like, and eventually all 31 will be done

complete the old requests. I have some "leftover" requests from before my break (yes, from years ago.... I'm ashamed of myself). I wanted to do Dykecember as a way of practice to get back into writing, so that the requested pieces won't be half-assed, but these will be next

go on with my original ideas. believe or not, but I actually still have ideas for original fics as well, and I plan on developing these too!

+ if I get any requests in the meantime, I will write that too of course (though I don't really expect that to happen considering that I completely lost my old audience - which is not a surprise since I disappeared for more than 2 years)

I also started developing my own interactive fiction game.... it's just a lil' passion project for now, but maybe when it's a 100% finished and I feel confident enough with it, I'll share it too :)

random addition that I just remembered:

the best thing in MCL was that little demo game with Chinomimi, Nath and that elephant sculpture. I played it like. 20000 times a day, I loved it. I was ashamed that a game with such a title got my attention, I didn't dare to sign up at that time, but I went back every day to play that little demo

removing it was worse than removing the three LIs from HSL, change my mind

favorite memory from prime mcl time?

I... don’t really know what you mean as “prime MCL time”? but I guess HSL, since I know many people enjoyed that season the most

sadly, I wasn’t here around that time. I started playing in 2016 (I think? I don’t remember anymore), then stopped when UL aired (I got mad at losing Kentin, okay???? 😭). I only came back around a year ago and that’s when I really joined the fandom as well

I don’t know if this counts as “favourite memory”, but the expos and goodies (including the mangas) are something I really miss, even if I haven’t personally experienced them, they sound truly amazing! also, not an exact memory as well, but I 100% support the change of the art style (illustrations and sprites); they look much better this way

as much as I quit because of UL, I’m a bit sad that I wasn’t part of the fandom then, since I can still see so many posts from that time. amazing fanarts, fanfictions, the fans interacting with each other... it might be because there are less things from the HSL era on Tumblr, but for me it seems like the golden time of the fandom was during UL

so yeah, I don’t have many memories and I’m also not sure I understood and answered your question correctly 😂 if not, I’m sorry, my brain is completely drained

thank you Am, Momiyi and @astreia-oniria for tagging me! (and special thank you to Tumblr for not even accidentally sending me a note about it 🖕)

I can never answer a simple "this or that" question with one word only, sorry 😅

bad or nice LI - I don't mind bad either if we get a proper reasoning

blond or brown hair - hair colour doesn't really matter

cute or spicy illustrations

complicated or sweet relationship - complicated relationship is okay as well if the conflict is solved after some time...

evil or angel MC

love-hate or friend to lover relationship

short or long hair for LI - for male LI it doesn't matter, for female LI I prefer long hair

teasing or clever LI

sweet or deep voice - I can't imagine voices in my head anyway so uhh

hairy or not hairy

older or younger than MC - if the age difference isn't huge, both is okay

mysterious or popular LI

tattoo or not - I don't mind tattoo-less LIs, but damn! it's a certain bonus

some ex or not at all - if there's absolutely no chance that the ex comes back, it's kind of okay...

realistic or fairy

long or short story

lazy or awkward character - laziness is my job, all my OCs are hardworking ahahaha

long but fortnightly episode or short but monthly episode - I accept any kind of releasing schedule as long as the price of the episodes are realistic

childhood friend or new character

personality or beauty

bad or good ending - I'm always curious about bad endings for the sake of drama, but in reality I'm a sucker for fluff

sub or dom LI

marriage or not

honest or malicious

athletic or geek - "both? "both" "both are good"

light or dark eyes - as with hair, it doesn't matter that much

the most attractive smile or look

jealous LI or cool - somewhere in between? LI shouldn't accuse MC of anything, but I don't want them not to notice everything MC does

caring or protective LI

ambitious or dreamer LI

cute moment or spicy moment

rivalry or not for LI - to some degree only, though!

selfish or altruistic MC

introverted or extroverted MC

romantic or playful LI

in conclusion: I'm completely indecisive, as usually 😌

most of the people I know were already tagged, so.... :c

This or That ( Otome vers.)

I like this kind of game. I I haven’t seen this game for otome, so let’s do it! (color or bold what you prefer)

bad or nice LI / blond or brown hair / cute or spicy illustrations / complicated or sweet relationship / evil or angel MC / love-hate or friend to lover relationship / short or long hair for LI / teasing or clever LI / sweet or deep voice / hairy or not hairy / older or younger than MC / mysterious or popular LI / tattoo or not / some ex or not at all / realistic or fairy / long or short story / lazy or awkward character / long but monthly episode or short but fortnightly episode / childhood friend or new character / personality or beauty / bad or good ending / sub or dom LI / marriage or not / honest or malicious / athletic or geek / light or dark eyes / the most attractive smile or look / jealous LI or cool / caring or protective LI / ambitious or dreamer LI  / cute moment or spicy moment /  rivalry or not for LI / Selfish or altruistic MC / introverted or extroverted MC / romantic or playful LI / 

tagging @momiyi-chan​ @draconess-tania​ @vanillaamoursucrethings​ @cofffae​ @louis-ratking​

if you want to do it, let’s go 🌻

Being a father; being jealous; his reaction to Guardian sacrificing herself (Guardian x Lance)

Lance headcanon requests for anonymous. these were mostly original headcanon prompts, except for pregnancy which I have already done. as usual, I’ll put the link of it here

also, yes, I do take original ideas as requests (you can see in my description if I accept requests or not), but when I share a certain prompt list, I prefer if you choose something from there. there’s no problem if you still send an original one of course

14. pregnancy / birth

being a father

(I have written a bit about this as well, here)

Lance would be that kind of parent who is mostly strict, but still totally reasonable. he won’t break down his child’s dreams and hopes, but there will be certain things that he won’t let them do

the kid’s  life certainly won’t be boring though. Lance will teach them how to fight at a relatively young age, with Guardian on the sidelines, checking that everything’s okay

if his child got into a smaller trouble (eg. stealing some food from the pantry, messing up the books in the library). then it would be a bit hard for Lance to take it seriously, resisting laughing out is a challenge

in more serious cases he steps in of course, explaining to the kid why the things they did were bad, and taking responsibility for it

being jealous

jealous Lance is not a funny kind of Lance!

he’s raging inside. he’s confident in his relationship with Guardian, but the pure fact that someone thinks Guardian could be theirs...

he doesn’t hide the fact that he’s jealous, though he knows it’s not Guardian’s fault, he doesn’t blame her at all. that other one however... they better prepare for hell

his reaction to Guardian wanting to sacrifice herself again

(I haven’t actually played the end of The Origins. I’m up-to-date from spoilers, but I don’t know how the dialouges and scenes really look like, so sorry if what I write is not accurate)

he would be totally shocked. why would she want to sacrifice herself for these people? why would she rick her life again for a world that’s not really hers?

Lance would make everything he could in order to stop her from doing it

he would be absolutely devastated if he didn’t succeed, he’d leave the Guard. he wouldn’t be able to live in that damned city after what happened, he hadn’t made important friendships anyway

if it’s all after having kids, then he’d take them with him of course, teaching them about their legacy from their mother, but not intentionally raising them againts the Guard. he wouldn’t want them to have the same life as him

hi! thanks for doing Lance headcanons! can i ask 3 and 19 for lance? thank u!

you’re welcome! I’m happy people enjoy what I write ^^

3. injured

as they are both experienced fighters, they won’t lose their heads if one of them gets hurt. if Guardian was in Absynthe Guard formerly, she can even patch up smaller injuries, no need to go to the infirmary all the time

getting used again to fighting is a bit hard for Guardian though, so she often has smaller cuts on herself

Lance, on the other hands either doesn’t get hurt or he gets hurt seriously, thanks to his armour. Ewelein’s constant orders would make him feel better enough to look for another nurse though, his pride doesn’t let him to be pushed around, no matter his state

19. domestic life

the savior of El and the man who threatened it being together? that’s a strange sight for sure, but the others will slowly get accustomed to it

I imagine both of them to be quite proud and independent, so living together has its challenges: arguments over small things (“you shouldn’t have done it, I told you I would!”), lots and lots of missing things, shy and at the same time sassy apologies (“I’m sorry... but I was right, technically”), and so on and so forth

this is strictly my personal idea, but I think Lance is a terrible cook, while Guardian is a pretty decent one. this would annoy Lance after some point, so the two of them would shoo Karuto out of the kitchen and practice there together

if / when they decide to have kids, I’m sure Lance will have a really strong connection with the them, given his past and how he wouldn’t want his children to lose their parents as well

managing both work and family would be difficult in the beginning, neither of them wants to give up their position at the Guard, so the kids would often spend time with Aunt Karenn and Uncle Chrome

also, I just want Lance to teach his kids how to fight and Guardian to teach them how to braid hair, using Lance as a model 🥺🤭

send me headcanon prompts!