★ 【PUKARA】 「佐倉杏子ちゃん」 ☆ ⊳ Kyoko (puella Magi Madoka Magica) ✔ Republished

How did you decide to scientist? How you start works? And what did you do for that ?

Question: How did you decide to be a scientist? How did you start work? And what did you do for that?

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Cinnamon buns 🐇

✧・ﾟ:*Today’s magical girl of the afternoon is: Prisma Illya from Fate/kaleid liner Prisma☆Illya✧・ﾟ:*

I’ve wanted to make some original magical girls for a while, so I decided to draw one girl each week during this month. Meet the first one, Carmilla.

Where the strength to be alive comes from?

I often see so many people being so happy about their lives. I was speaking to a friend whom called me morbid for talking about my wish for the death, and she was emphatic about how much she desires to have a long life, how many plans and goals she has for all those years of her life and how much she wanted to die at very old age.

The things is: I don't have that. I could die today, I wish I had died a long time ago, I never wanted a long life, I never wanted to pass my 30s and I often wonder WHERE people find all this will to be alive? Why do they want to live so much? What is so nice and happy about their life that makes them want to have a long life? I don't get it. I wish I did but I don't.

All I want is to all this pain to be over as soon as possible, and this painfull sensation that being alive causes me. I don't have joy or any desire about life that could even make me dream about dying at old age. I want to be gone as soon as possible.

At this point I guess it is important to comment I'm not talking about ending it all myself, I'm only wishing I don't have much more life spam around.

Day 4 is celestial!! I really wanted to bring back my fav from last year’s mermay for this one!!