Y'know What Sucks.
Y'know what sucks.
Having your love language be physical contact and everyone's chill about it.
You hug constantly, hold hands with your friends, cuddle with them, wrap an arm around their shoulder.
And then making knew friends, and barely touching them.
You rest your elbow on their shoulder once, they fall asleep during class and the teacher calls on them so you gentley rub their arm to wake them up, you hugged them once. One time.
And then, they say "You've just been really... touchy."
If the words didn't cut you enough, their tone, the way they glaced around nervously, split you.
They think you're a pervert.
You distance yourself from them. And, by force of nature, make a knew friend.
Some time passes, and, you've realized you're now terrified of touching someone without them touching you first.
You don't go in for hugs and squeeze youself into a corner so you don't bump knees with them.
Because, what if they think you're a creep.
It's more frightening than death at this point.
All the while, it hurts. You want to be close to them and hug them and hold hands and cuddle. And y'know what's worse?
They're 'touchy'.
They hug you all the time, they playfully nudge you, they came up to you and rest their head on your shoulder in greating, they've even held both your hands when you told them a not-so-normal story.
And, now, you live three hours away from them.
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Still not sure what to do with my appeal to ponynatural but I was scrolling through the posts and yall I wanna draw SO BAD
Help me.
Love me.
What the fuck.
Yall.. I just realized I was knee deep in the Sanders Side content when I wrote this.
IT WAS WHEN PATTON STARTED HAVING TROUBLE TELLING RIGHT FROM WRONG AND THOMAS DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK AND JANUS WAS TRYING TO HELP AND ROMAN WAS UPSET. It all makes sense now.
Patton's the compus, Janus's the snake, I think Roman's the map and Logan's the spy glass or the other way around, and the rose part is Virgil.
What the fuck. I ain't showin it but I'm freaken out right now, what kinda self-discovery is this.
Also, I'm an aweful poet.
I woke up randomly last night, wrote this, and went back to sleep.
Genshin girl wore the top half of her costume today:
T[my awesome bus driver, pointing at her as she passes by]: is thay a costume
Me: Only the top part.. and it's not halloween anymore
T: true.
Oh. My god.
Have I got a story for yall.
So my schools principlal(ill call her doctor umbridge cuz she makes us call her dr. Principal) didn't let us have off on Halloween and to top it off, we couldn't wear costumes. First she said cuz it was unprofentional then cuz it had smt to do w/ religion[smh] and as you could guess, all the students w/out strict parents and could afford getting dresscoded came in costumes or face paint. Over. half. the school.
There were five girls in jugglo makeup, two of em were my friends. All but E had to take theirs off and last I saw her was 5th period, so ill learn tommarrow if she survived.
All the welders wore the same thing [green buttonups] and walked around w/ their masks on like storm troopers.
There was a Repunsel.
A Reeses cup.
S was a banana.
J was a leprochaun[cuz he's ginger].
There was a genshin impact character.
Chuckie.
Boo from monsters inc.
People that just had facepaint.
So many people got dresscoded.
Several were in ISS.
Cool teachers made student take off their costumes until they left class.
One dude got suspended for not taking his off.
Me, Twelve, E, and some other dude were the last ones.
And mine is literally regular clothes so no one could catch me.
I think I won.
[I know it's petty but highschools not long enough to care]
Does anyone else, after getting upset or angry, get irritated at small things?
I was cooling down from a mild argument and my sister walked by and in my head I went "I'm gonna claw your fucking eyes out" because I didn't like the pattern of her steps.
She did a weird 'walking to the tune of a song' thing, and I was ready to rip her arms off..
No Context Spoilers For The Edge Of Sleep
"spn is about found family" yeah found dead
Soooo
My mom is sending me and my sis to a church camp for next week- a whole six-and-a-half days- but.. half of my shirts are Supernatural shirts. And it's the middle of summer so I'm not alowd to where jackets.
We have to have both "play clothes" and clothes for service (whatever the fuck that is)
AND we need "shower shoes" like flip-flops.
YALL I DON'T OWN FLIP-FLOPS
So, time sensative question: whAT DO I DO-
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