“So Like You, I'll End My Suffering

i can't get you to understand a single bit. so why bother trying, why dont I just leave again, and not temporarily this time.

best 30-40 ish minutes of this week

i just spent exploring the third floor of my old 4-5k building with my friend cause she needed props for a film class and I wanted to be useful

it genuinely looks like a abandoned school/warehouse on that floor and I love it

photos undercut because why not

(after they shut the floor down, it was used as a haunted house for a short time, now it's just storage)

cutting myself back up sounds absolutely great right now

nvm I'm feeling like shit right now.

going to attempt to get away with wearing long sleeves until May hits. hopefully the scars will be faded more by then.

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO GODDAMN COMPLICATED AND CONFUSING

“Made my bed

cleared my head

closed my eyes

let me rest

fuck the help!

fuck my friends!

fuck my life!

let me end!”

i feel so bad to the point I wanna cut

also cry, but I can't cry so I'll just sit feeling like this