You ok?
A little bit yes, a little bit no! Some of you may have known I was in. A really, horrifically bad spot about 6 months ago before I moved across the country. I'm still struggling to recover from what the move and all of the stress has done to my body and my energy- I was already chronically ill with severe fatigue but it's been really god awfully bad lately. On top of that, I don't have the additional income from student aid since I have to wait to gain residency in my new state to be able to afford school, so I'm having to work to make enough to like. barely eat throughout the month and MAYBE pay bills on time (never mind my debt from moving so short notice and the situation I was in π€‘). I'm disabled and I really don't function well when I'm working, so I've been sleeping a lot, unable to keep up with keeping my house clean and my spouse taken care of, haven't been able to establish medical care here yet, and in a lot of pain. that being said, I'm not scared of where I live anymore and I'm no longer in active danger or an abusive situation.
so it's really a toss up but my silence here is largely medical related, including the fact that I can no longer afford the correct amount of my antidepressants so a bitch is withdrawing and having a mental health flare lmao
I miss you all and I want to get back in the swing of things as soon as I can! I like working on my games and interacting with my community! it's good for my mental well being and it helps me express myself and feel some purpose, and I hope spread some joy! right now I'm just trying to scrape by any energy possible to keeping living, though, so we'll see when I'm able to get back on the wagon. I'm also just TRULY embarrassed by the delay with FoE at thus point, and have ruminated on the project just long enough that I've started gutting and redesigning a lot of it.
the positive of this is hopefully I release a nice game. the negative is I'm scared of my socials bc my dev timeline is crap and I should have finished ages agoπ€£π€£π€£ anyway this has been an annoyingly long upd8 since it had been a while since I checked in w everyone and I wanted to give the full scoop for anyone who wanted to know whats up. thank you for checking in nonnie β₯οΈ hope you're having a wonderful day!
Iβm hoping we can take Lowell down. Cause eventually everyone slips up if the goal is long term ownership. Thereβs something about taking down a Yandere thatβs just so mmm.
uwu go for the knees/ankles he's got bad joints
what if the mc was unsatisfied with their body and was really into the dollification to make themselves look prettier? would lowell encourage that?
He'd encourage it kind of to back door build up your confidence in your body- choosing outfits that accentuated the parts of your body you didn't like for him to worship them all the better, doing your makeup to highlight any parts of your face you were self conscious about- he wants you to look and feel pretty and by God if it kills him he's going to make you feel like your natural body is gorgeous as hell.
Do you guys ever think about dying? β¨
click here to buy the print with my current illustration
Aaaaa in the one ask about if mc had a partner while Lowell is stalking them the audio sounds like morse code I think?
But I'm not sure how to translate it and can't find any good websites to translate it either (I've spent the last hour trying to translate it belive me π)
So could I PRETTY PLEASE- Have a hint on translating it? I'm struggling bad right now-
[_o_d__on _otw____ _or__r_y _ab___ou _tit_,__ _low__e_ _ll_iski _nd__afu _nny__s_ _om____e _ti_me_s __!_____]
:o)
Is there an MC template here one could use for this game? ππ
Not yet orz
I want to format it to fit the graphics in the demo but I'm finishing up my yanjam project before I get into the heavier coding and formatting for Darling Dollhouse.
I had started a few assets and things for DD but working on this short project has been teaching me a lot so most likely I'll be redoing them to be a little cleaner.
That being said Flowers of Evil should be done very soon at which point I can turn my attention back to Darling Dollhouse, so be on the lookout!
THIS MAN WOULD MAKE MY PRAISE KINK ACT UPPP,,
Giving or receiving anon this is so important because I CAN provide
How are you? How's things going, not just game wise, but with YOU. :3
sleepy π I briefly lost my medical insurance, I need to quit my job, I got accepted into uni but I can't pay the acceptance fee so who even knows what's gonna happen with that lol, and uhhhh I'm trying to get into reading again because I love literature but i have to be pretty intentional about making time for it. I was able to acquire copies of fear and hunger and pathologic 2 so when I have energy sometimes I've been carving my way through them and soon it will be my day of Birth and I will at long last have a fully developed prefrontal cortex πππ pretty mixed bag but as I live and breathe I'm uhhhhh living and breathing
Is that makeup Lowell's wearing? He looks so cool! Would he be willing to do the MC's makeup if they asked? I'm absolutely awful at putting on any makeup on myself, and I have a really hard time sitting still (especially when someone's trying to put eyeshadow and eyeliner on me) but I think it'd still be fun! :D I used to play dress up with my friend where we'd choose each other's outfits and do each other's makeup, would Lowell like doing that?
He is wearing makeup! He does a full face with false eyelashes pretty much every day. He likes how colorful it is, and he looks a lot more... dead without it all. He also accentuates his mouth with blush at the corners to make it look more frog-like, and the color palette is based off of a type of poison dart frog. The man likes frogs π€·ββοΈ
He would be DELIGHTED to do your makeup and dress you up- he very much considers you a part of his doll collection and at first in the game he primarily treats you like one- tea parties, dress up, makeup, and all. The romance aspect of this game actually comes a little bit later on, and will be dependant on player interactions. You'll have the opportunity to play it as a romance, a friendship, or a straight up horror. Lowell's inclination to do those kinds of activities with you will stay consistent through all of those routes, though!
https://boyinajar.itch.io/flowers-of-evil
Psspsspsspss β€οΈ
Rush dropped to meet the yanjam deadline, and it's gonna get an update anywhere in the next few days to the next two weeks so be on the lookout !
doll Mc after effective sessions π
Makes Lowell ibs safe rose frog edibles cuz I'm romantic
doll's brain scrampled egg!!! No thoughts just kisses!!
He would looooove frog edibles ngl Lowell used to be a big stoner and he likes Substances so he would b so down to get couchlocked and cuddle w you π
Call me Abomination, He/Him, 25. Darling Dollhouse is an erotic horror visual novel dating sim in development. 18+ Only- Minors DNI, have your age, age range, or 'adult' in your bio or you will be blocked. This is a horror game. Please be sure to check the pinned post for content warnings.
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