How Would He Handle An MC That’s Hypersexual But Intentionally Ignores Their Own Boundaries? Like They

drafting his design a little 💕 still in the works but I thought he deserved a fresh face ^^

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Skip Google for Research

As Google has worked to overtake the internet, its search algorithm has not just gotten worse.  It has been designed to prioritize advertisers and popular pages often times excluding pages and content that better matches your search terms 

As a writer in need of information for my stories, I find this unacceptable.  As a proponent of availability of information so the populace can actually educate itself, it is unforgivable.

Below is a concise list of useful research sites compiled by Edward Clark over on Facebook. I was familiar with some, but not all of these.

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Google is so powerful that it “hides” other search systems from us. We just don’t know the existence of most of them. Meanwhile, there are still a huge number of excellent searchers in the world who specialize in books, science, other smart information. Keep a list of sites you never heard of.

www.refseek.com - Academic Resource Search. More than a billion sources: encyclopedia, monographies, magazines.

www.worldcat.org - a search for the contents of 20 thousand worldwide libraries. Find out where lies the nearest rare book you need.

https://link.springer.com - access to more than 10 million scientific documents: books, articles, research protocols.

www.bioline.org.br is a library of scientific bioscience journals published in developing countries.

http://repec.org - volunteers from 102 countries have collected almost 4 million publications on economics and related science.

www.science.gov is an American state search engine on 2200+ scientific sites. More than 200 million articles are indexed.

www.pdfdrive.com is the largest website for free download of books in PDF format. Claiming over 225 million names.

www.base-search.net is one of the most powerful researches on academic studies texts. More than 100 million scientific documents, 70% of them are free

What if MC already had a partner while Lowell was stalking MC? 👁️👁️ asking for drama

I know exactly how I'll make you mine forever. By breaking you down, bit by bit. When you hit rock bottom, there will be nowhere to go but straight into my arms.

I do Color Guard, would Lowell let me keep my flag? Bro I'll even do little tricks with it PLEASE

yea but you DO have to do little performances for him and he WILL make you wear special little outfits while you do it. he might record it for... personal use... later. he'll even build a little display stand to put your flag and your other various props in, he's supportive but like, he's still gonna be a freak about it

How would he react to MC being the child of a slasher? I recently watched the semi-new scream movie and the slasher has a child????

I guess it would depend on how the player felt about it. Lowell already has a kill count, and it's not gonna be easy to bother him with stuff like that, so from an emotional perspective he doesn't really mind.

If the player was neutral/positive about it he'd probably be a little more willing to talk about some of the things he's done and how far he's willing to go to keep you safe and all for him.

If the player was actively resentful of it, he'd try a lot harder to keep the evidence of what he's done away from you, but he's a pack rat so he'd have a hard time actually getting rid of anything.

Mfmgmhngmg forgive me if I am incomprehensible it’s literally midnight as I write this but; thinking about Lowell seeing Doll truly vulnerable for the first time. Not sexually or physically, not in those ways he’s seen them before when kidnapping them and growing close, but fully and emotionally vulnerable. Maybe they quietly start to tell him about scars he’s covering with makeup, or talking about how they thought of the stars while he traces new constellations soon the imperfections of their body. Perhaps he simply says something that causes them to break down entirely and they explain why, or even simply goes to check on them at just the right moment to see it. Doll letting themself be fully and utterly vulnerable for the first time and letting the trust it means settle between them like a calming mist after a rainy morning. They likely ask only to be held afterward, or maybe he just asks to hold them, either way I think that’s where it ends up. Two people who can do nothing to escape the cards they’ve been dealt by time holding one another and letting vulnerability stitch them closer in the silence between.

Me reading this right now anon anon anon this is so beautiful we LOVE emotional vulnerability and co trauma processing and comfort in the face of what an enormous thing it is to be a human being anon pLEASE my heart

Lowell's sweet heart in a valentino theme pin up

They getting extra sugar tonight

Anon I'm so sorry I don't know what this means !! If you mean valentine then I'm LIVING for it but if this was not a typo then I am. Perplexed

I deal with horrible paranoia and hallucinations, It’s gotten a bit better though, which leads me to ask this- How would Lowell be with an MC who’s in an episode of paranoia and hallucinations? Such as thinking someone’s out to get them, there’s someone outside the door, inside their home. And seeing disturbing things. #illnessman

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That's going to depend on how long its been since he's slept! Lowell also suffers from sleep deprivation induced psychotic periods, so he understands what you're going through pretty well.

If he himself is stable and present while you're going through an episode, he'll very gently try to calm you down without either feeding into the paranoia or trying to 'break you out' of non consensus reality, because he understands that neither of those approaches are really gonna work. He'll reassure you that you're safe, check locks and closets to make sure everything is safe and secure as many times as you need, try to distract you if you're particularly freaked out by a visual hallucination, hold you to his chest and pet your hair to try and ground you, that kind of thing. If you have meds that help, he'll keep them in his apron/pockets just in case so they're always on hand.

If it's been more than 2 or 3 days since he's slept, then he's- a little less helpful. At baseline, he takes your experiences pretty seriously, and if his grip on reality is tenuous, he's likely to end up in a kind of shared delusion with you. He won't be the best at grounding you or calming the situation, but if you think someone is after you or seeing things that are threatening, he'll go full Scary Protective mode and try to go after it to keep you safe. Not really... effective, but there's a chance it could come across as comforting.