One Thing That Has Been Making Me Feel Truly Miserable Is My Lack Of Will To Study/work. Working I Kind

Surround yourself with people who will challenge your point of view, inspire new ideas and teach you from experience.

A1-A2: man, there're so many words I need to know in order to say literally anything

B1-B2: wow, what I know is enough now

C1-C2: man, there're so many weirdly specific words I need to know in order to describe these weirdly specific things I've only seen once in my life. Also I forgot how to say ceiling.

hire me for just whatever

once these 15 million different stressful situations resolve themselves I’m gonna be so normal again. I can be normal and not exhausted

some people need to study too often to remember their lessons and write exams. while some others can easily study their syllabus at the last moment and give their exams. some don't take notes, some do. some cannot read their material easily and need help. some can read and analyse a text on their own. there are still infinite number of possibilities when it comes to academia. it's how you choose what's the best for yourself. only you can find out what works for you. not the student next to you or the studyblr you follow.

i am doing my best with the knowledge and resources i have.

i do not need to judge myself harshly and should treat myself with kindness.

it is natural to have limitations; not every limit can be or needs to be altered, and alteration takes time.

it is not my fault that others neglected me, even if i didn't speak up for myself.

i am doing my best with the knowledge and resources i have.

Rick really put 7-8 teenagers (+ a feral satyr) on a boat and never once made them do something feral together like play Bloody Mary or some shit like what were they doing? Actually sleeping? Unbelievable. Wdym they didn’t get Nico to at least once summon some ghost while playing the ouija board??? He should have made someone’s hair catch on fire (someone who isn’t Leo) and have them all frantically run around. The entire series just felt like they communicated together for like 20 minutes in a business meeting in the dining room every now and again and then after that they just stayed with their partners. where was the big group friendship bro where were the shitty truth or dare games at 4am???? Random screaming contests??

please respect people who are mentally ill and disabled who cannot work. please respect people who look like they’re just relaxing all day when really they’re waging an internal war just to stay alive or fight their pain. please respect people who could not finish school, people who had big plans and could not see them through because of disability. people who look from the outside like they’ve “given up” or “aren’t doing anything.” people who are hospitalized repeatedly or permanently, and people who are grown adults who are still dependent on others. please respect disabled and mentally ill people. 

this is not a polite suggestion, by the way. it’s an angry demand. we are people, and we deserve the same respect as anyone else.