I Be In My Own Head Fighting For My Life

adhd is fun bc everything I got taught is backwards

a good day makes good sleep

starting with a lil treat gets the work done

More things to do is less overwhelming

don’t make a plan just get in there

you’ll never take good care of what you don’t like so throw it out (this one is my favorite bc it’s easy to see what you don’t like)

day 3 / 15th of september / Thursday

today i woke up feeling so much better. since im still feeling sick i decided to skip today's lecture but im gonna get some studying done so i dont use my time on tiktok and netflix :P

things i need to get done today:

internship work

math problems for college applications

portuguese test for college applications

write an essay for college applications

things i want to get done however it doesnt really matter if i dont do them:

excel course

see ya laterrrr <3

rb this with ur opinion on this shade of pink:

i'm kinda sad because its been a while since i went out with my "friends"

theyre always going somewhere on saturday nights and i just get so sad because i truly feel like no one wants to hang out with me. so i spend the night thinking about every single time i was with them and wondering if i did something embarrassing or said something wrong.

im kinda addicted to refreshing my instagram feed to see if they're out or doing something . its starting to make me feel sick

but thats okay. i pray that one day ill have a cool group of friends that feels like family. just like how i met your mother , you know?

anyways . im gonna read my book now to distract myself a little bit from this sadness . if there's anyone reading this, i hope you're okay and safe . take care of yourself and dont forget to drink water

:)

This is your daily reminder to not be ashamed of making your life easy for yourself.

Cut your food into small pieces, make the font size 30 on your e book, use straws to drink, get a pen that’s comfortable to hold, take more naps, walk slowly, eat another cookie, buy velcro shoes, re-watch the part you couldn’t understand the first time, write things on your hands so you don’t forget it… whatever you want and/or need

Don’t let anyone tell you how you should be doing things. We don’t need to prove each other anything

raise your hand if you are scared shitless about the future yet couldn’t care less at the same time

yea so what if you speak your target language with an heavy accent?? so what if you screw up grammar??? so what if you stutter and have to ask them to repeat themselves 20 times?? at least you’re speaking and guess what??? you’re doing better than the 40% of the world that only speaks one language so ig you’re pretty badass

why is everyone so mean. how aren’t you tired

Sometimes I catch up on Dracula while waiting for my train to arrive and I always feel so cool. I may appear to be merely scrolling my phone but I hope I'm eminating the aura of reading a classic horror. I'M the one who vanishes with the train's passing. I am in socks and sandals.