Omg double request???????? slay??????? Whatabout,,,,,, yan albedo,, kidnapping reader n keeping her in a cage for stress relief,, like he'll occasionally feed her and give her water ofc, but a lot of the time he'll lace it with aphrodesiacs and let her suffer in the cage until she's begging to be fucked- boy makes absolutely sure she humiliates herself- like girl's fighting for her freedom? He'll just make her so desperate she has nowhere to turn to but to him.
-the amazing super awesome best anon ever/jjj
Sorry for taking sooo long with this, I lost motivation and when I got it back I decided to rewrite the whole thing đ and I'm finally back from the dead!
â§ď˝Ľďž:* Yandere! Albedo x Fem! Reader
â§ď˝Ľďž:* ÂĄWarnings!: NSFW, Yandere/Darker Themes, Kidnapping, Fingering, Making out, Aphrodisiacs, Teasing, slight sadist! Albedo, that's all I think!
â§ď˝Ľďž:* Minor writing smut! DNI if uncomfy!
Reblogs are greatly appreciated!
You hadn't even known him for that long or that closely, yet he felt a constant yearning whenever you weren't around. You were just another adventurer that completed commissions for the guild, so why did he like you so much? This want for you was hindering his research since he couldn't focus when you were on his mind 24/7. Weighing his options he figured it would be pointless trying to persuade you to stay with him forever since you enjoyed your freedom, it was really obvious. So what was plan B?
Why to keep you with him by force of course.
As adventurous as you were, you could also be a little to trusting and oblivious at times. Everything was calculated down to the smallest detail. Eventually he had formulated the perfect plan to make sure you were his. Due to Albedo's precision, it wasn't long before you were in his lab, unconscious.
Upon stripping you of your weapon and vision, Albedo realized that he missed one crucial thing. He didn't plan on what to do with you after kidnapping you. It's not like you were there for any reason other than to satisfy his desire for your company.
Eventually he settled on a cage he happened to have when he wanted to observe live monsters he captured for research. He cleaned and even cushioned it a bit before placing your limp body inside. Once he locked the gate he decided that all was good and he could focus again now that you were under his surveillance 24/7.
It had been months, maybe even years and although the likely answer to how much time had passed was the former, the latter was definitely what it felt like. Although it was unlikely you could have escaped, Albedo decided to cuff your arm to the bars just in case. The bindings were tight and made your wrists sore but there was nothing you could do about it.
It made you furious that all you could do was sit there like a doll on display, only taken out to be tampered with from time to time. But again, you were helpless.
You were snapped out of your sulking as the hinges of your cage creaked open and a plate of steaming food was placed into it. As quickly as it was unlocked, it was shut once more. You stared at the meal with a sour look, as good of a cook he was you didn't trust his food because of numerous.... occasions.
But you were so hungry and you could feel your mouth watering at the smell. So as always, you reluctantly gave into your needs.
Why did it end up like this? You already knew the answer. Aphrodisiacs. In your food. That's what lead you here, completely naked on his lap with your back against his chest, two fingers shoved in your mouth while three more are shoved up your pussy not moving an inch. You desperately try to grind your hips onto them for any sort of friction to help you reach your high but you just can't. You can't even begin when the pads of his gloved hand flatten your tongue against the bottom of your mouth. The most you can do is pathetically whimper in hopes he'll get the hint and he does but would rather see you suffer so you just have to sit there, waiting until he decides what to do to you.
"I assume you want me to move my fingers,hm?" A sharp thrust makes you gasp. "C'mon, tell me darling, what do you want from me." He chuckles cruelly when all that escapes you mouth is muffled whines and incoherent noises. "Ok ok, I'll let you talk." As soon as the fingers leave your mouth you speak,"Please, please let me cum! I-I'll be good, justâ" You're cut off by another thrust of his fingers into your tight cunt but this time they continue plunging in and out making you moan in ecstasy as you feel your orgasm building up.
Albedo's free hand traveled down your neck and began fondling your exposed breasts making you arch your back at the added stimulation. In doing so you slightly shifted your positions and you couldn't help but cry out as you felt him hit that sweet spot inside of you. "N-ngh f-feels soooo good 'bedo! Please don't s-stop!" Hearing you say his name always made something stir inside of him, something that told him to go harder. "C-cumming!" With that you gushed all over his fingers, coating them with cum that dripped onto his lap, soaking his clothes but that was the least of his worries. You couldn't see the ways his eyes darkened form the position you were in but when he moved a hand to tilt your chin to face him you were met with that scary smirk that, even through your dazed state, had learned to fear because it always meant nothing good.
"Who gave gave you permission to cum? I don't recall saying you could orgasm, now look at the mess you've made." As if there wasn't already a mess," 'm sorry...Iâ" you were cut off as his lips met yours. His hand shifted form your chin to hold your face in a way that give him firmer grip. Drool ran down your chin as his tongue entered your mouth, licking everywhere it could reach.
When he finally broke the kiss, you were panting heavily. Albedo observed your face as you gazed at him through half lidded eyes. Dried tears stained your face as a bright red blush covered it, beads of sweat ran down your face and your eyes we're puffy and swollen. You were certainly a sight for sore eyes, Albedo made sure to make a mental image of it to paint later.
Lifting you up into the desk, be shoved everything on it aside as he laid you on your stomach. Now your lower half was hanging over the edge and you tensed as the cold surface met your hot skin. You gasped as something big and hard pressed up against your pussy's entrance. "You wanted to cum so bad so you did so without my approval, how disobedient of you... but don't worry, now I'll give you all the orgasms you want."
#. â synopsis. imitating that of a lamb with his love-sick actions shouldâve gotten anyone sick to catch the slightest glimpse of his foolish grin, yet heâs way too blind to plainly realize that when his nimble fingers are so tenderly intertwined with yours, isnât he?
#. â content warning! woah, barely any and none at all. first kiss, lots of kissing, tongue n shit, away from prying eyes, frottage, dry humping, obsessive â male kylar, âangelicâ male reader and well, fuck. some pining and yearning as per usual, mostly on kylarâs part.
#. â word count? 3.5k.
#. â asher, please. shut the fuck up. : âshitty tribute to the loser who made me discover this sick ass game. your reward? a tongue deep down your throat, you little whore.â
Evidently speaking, the last of things Kylar should be gleefully content about is the undeniable fact that here you are, sat atop this cushioned mattress due to your sheer brashness, impulsivity that had landed you both straight into the nurseâs office. Or perhaps, you had initially intended for precisely this to happen, so that he may naturally tag along with you.
Confidently raising your hand amidst an important lesson in class, falsely claiming that the quivering freak here, miserably suffered of a stomach ache as if he truly had one, huhâ carefully roping the poor boy in another one of your clever, little schemes. Immediately tugging onto one of his used sleeves with an innocent expression of your own, how you so seamlessly fool the teachers is beyond him, really.
Though, he does get the slightest idea that itâs either from your shockingly pristine reputation that others are inclined to openly favour you or, the angelic gaze you prettily bless anyone with when gazing in their direction. Easy to delve further into sinful temptation, including your boyish charms if a mere flutter of your eyelashes and quirk of your rosy lips renders someone so stupidly dumb likeâ well, him. And others, too. Forgot that unnecessary part.
A liar is how he intricately knew you best, after all. Not necessarily a widely spread title you shouldâve worn proudly, but hey, whoâs he to possibly complain when it meant he could finally, spend some much-needed, well-deserved quality time with his one and only, beloved? Even if through somewhat unethical means entailing that of muttering out plain falsehoods which coincidentally had long since then, slipped past his forgetful mind. No, whoâs he to blame himself when you did it firstly, and he simply followed suit to your patient guidance? Imitating that of a lamb with his love-sick actions shouldâve gotten anyone sick to catch the slightest glimpse of his foolish grin, yet heâs way too blind to plainly realize that when his nimble fingers are so tenderly intertwined with yours, isnât he?
Easily distracted by your soothing presence dizzyingly close against his, discreetly hidden amongst the draped curtains that surrounded your sprawled frames within the otherwise desolate room. Save for you two and the absent nurse whoâs somehow conveniently away on some unintended business in some other class closely residing nearby. And, ahâ truly, you smell so fuckinâ good.. Would it be so bad if he were to subtly close the remaining distance between you both, steadily draw closer to sneakily steal a whiff of your pleasurably sweet scent?? Yeah, no. Damn it, Kylarâ Get ahold of yourself. Surely, thatâs borderline immoral if not downright creepy to satisfyingly indulge in your depraved instincts simmering beneath this carefully fabricated mask of timidness heâs built over himself. But.. Itâs not like youâd actually notice, right?
Ah, whoâs he kidding. Was this not your original plan to begin with? Sparing you and him, a moment of solitude to yourselves, the eerie, yet somewhat tranquil silence that had easily settled onto you two, majorly concealed by the rhythmic thudding of his pounding heart deep within his chest. The things you do to him, truly.. Which hopefully, you hadnât caught ear of that humiliating display of his pure want for you, if not already, obviously shown by the blazing flush adorning the entirety of his face and, not to forget that one minute detailâ aching cock securely tucked away beneath his ripped jeans, dying to be coated by the welcoming, warm heat of your tight hole. Hah, even your soft palm would do, at this point, reallyâ he means it.
And if not for the noticeably sweet hitch in his breath when promptly interrupted by a single question you dote upon him, fluttering lashes and glimmering eyes so innocently peering up from below him as though youâre stupidly unaware of the intended effects you possess over the depraved freak. A mere command wistfully whispered out from your lips would be all he needs to readily obey in turn, but he manages to with some measly restraint lazily placed upon himself, in favour of listening to your ushered curiosity.
âSay, have you ever kissed anyone before, Ky?â Simplest of questions, reallyâ that would require an affirmative response of either yes or no, yet he finds himself unable to properly answer when faced with that subtle tilt of your head. âCourse youâd be crudely conscious of whether or not he had done so, wouldnât you? Unless youâre dumbly feigning ignorance to the undeniable prospect that he is seen as nothing more than undesirable by most and rightfully so, actually.
Anyone who truly attends the local school of Oxford wouldâve grown painfully aware of the humiliating fact that this loser, right here, couldâve been nothing more than a miserable virgin because who the hell in their right mind â would possibly want to lay their untouched hands, much less their precious lips upon his own? Not necessarily a factual rumour that realistically bothers him since it simply means he gets to solely concentrate his energy on you; His loveable darling, right?
Quick to frantically shake his head in retaliation to the uttered query, more or less due to the increasingly pleasurable realization as to why youâve originally dragged him along here in the first place. You.. ah, you intend to grace him with a blessing of your own, surely so? Grant him the chance of a lifetime and graciously allow him to breathlessly press his chapped lips against your own unblemished ones. How he has desperately longedâ no, yearned to do so for ages and here you are, selflessly offering yourself up to him like the sweet fruit of sin a feathered breathâs away from gratefully being savoured by his drooling maw. Yeah, heâs definitely not hurriedly jumping off to conclusions from the sole, albeit indiscernable hint that you idly inquired him with a hyper specific question tumbling forth from your lips, right? This is definitely not just some make-belief fantasy his fogged up, deluded mind dreamily decided to suddenly make up, right??
âN-No, Iâve.. never k-kissed anyoneâ before.â He replies, breathless and shaky. Voice quiet, small, sounding barely audible to the ears. Embarrassingly enough, stuttering off in his stifled speech, strung up in a series of incoherent nonsense he wishes to truly express. Scalding warmth creeping up the sides of his skin, spreading out like a wildfire out of control â to the point where he can feel the scarlet flush of red extensively growing all over. Mainly a question of his own as to why itâs him of all people youâre lovingly in contact with right now, tenderly clasping your hands together in an affectionate hold.
Ah, rightâ is this seriously happening? Not only is he preciously embracing you within his fragile grasp, but youâre also willingly choosing to peer so intimately close to him like this? Considering your well-beloved status, held in high regards by the entirety of the school, openly revered by the same students who donât dare to glance twice in his direction nor accept him for his nervous oddityâ itâs an.. interesting choice on your part. Not that heâs complaining, not at all!
However, heâd like to know if you had, before him. Anyone else who couldâve stolen such a gesture meant to be happily cherished, preserved for the right person whoâd somehow come along. A person which he hopes is himself when it comes to you, curious eyes meeting your own underneath the mess of a fringe he doesnât bother to brush out early in the morning. Tentative bite of his swollen lip, soon becoming bloody in the anxious act of chewing upon the sensitive flesh.
âUm⌠Haveâ Have you ever kissed anyone before?â Redirecting the spotlight onto you, maybe to soothe the growing anxieties burrowing deep within his pumping heart, anticipation dizzyingly occupying him in a held breath when awaiting for your eventual response in return. Honestly, if you had.. He wouldnât entirely know what heâd do then.
âMe? Hm, no. I havenât either. Iâm saving it for a special someone.â Special someone. Yeah, thatâs all his sluggish brain hazily registered from that answer, solely fixated on whoâ wait, could it be him? Are your coy, little hints subtly being dropped here and there, discreet glances sent his way when accompanied by the aversion of your eyes in a slight display of shared nervousness, meant for a loser like him of all people? That serene smile you habitually wear though is making the whole âfiguring outâ part a bit difficult for him. And, as properly known by most, specially when he repeatedly echoes out to the school that you two are âboyfriendsâ, unaware of your fragile status at hand â heâs not exactly the best at picking up on subtle social cues being decisively shot towards him, either.
âO-Oh, so youâre.. You and I are the same.â Probably shouldnât be gleefully filling him with such giddiness to know no crooked bastard didnât steal your precious first kiss, solely meant for him, but it still does. Familiar, manic grin cracking upon his face, eagerly tugging at his lips the same way his shaky hands come to invasively paw along the hem of your school shirt. Lightly tussled with the tailored collar scandalously coming undone, just for him, right? And, heâs soooo lucky to be the only one to gaze upon you in such a disheveled state, least, he hopes so.
âThatâs right, weâre the same. Isnât that funny? Me, being the same as you â of all people too, but yâknow.. that doesnât really bother me actually.â If that was intended as an insult cruelly shot towards him then, the entirety of the punch-line or hinted implications thinly veiled at hand, had gone over his blurring head. No, noâ all heâs acutely aware of is that here, the both of you are, in an otherwise isolated room without the annoyingly probable possibility that someone might mindlessly walk upon your perched frames, catch you in the.. uh, yeah, the act. Act of kissing.. each other?
Or, is that impulsively moving a tad bit too far? As much as a clumsy ditz he can be, at the worst of times too, this must mean something, no? Like the mere gesture of hastily hauling him along to the nurseâs office, a shitty excuse you promptly made up on the spot, to grant you two some privacy isnât just originally meant to be spent for idle chatter, surely so? Simply fiddling his thumbs together wonât aid him in finding out either, so he might as well.. ask.
Swallowing down thickly the anxious lump annoyingly residing deep within his throat, skittish eyes evasively avoiding your sharp gaze boring into his own to at least, somewhat calm himself before precisely asking the lingering question thatâs been hanging heavily upon his mind. Thatâ well, god.. heâs never been really good with words, has he?
âWhyâd youâ Why did you lie to the teacher about me having a stomach ache and bring me here then?â Good. Thatâs pretty direct, isnât it? Save for the droplets of sweat quickly accumulating along the edge of his forehead, noticeably trickling down the length of his heated cheeks as if it wasnât painfully obvious enough on its own what a nerve-wracking mess he suddenly becomes within your presence. Youâre just soâ so⌠shit, he canât possibly describe it! All he desires is confirmation at the moment, confirmation for your mutual sentiments towards each other.
âOh, cmon. Donât tell me youâre that clueless, are you?â Well, yes. He is. Subtle cock of your head, sweetest chuckle heâs ever heard along with that rather innocent smile you adopt when asked your self-evident intentions here. âWow. You really are, huh. Isnât it obvious? Why do you think I went through all the trouble of coming up with a little lie for you, give us some alone time together? Iâm not that nice to anyone.â
Recognizable smile effortlessly shifting to that of a smirk, feathered breaths alarmingly close against his burning face as the distance between you both progressively shrinks down to barely any space entirety. âYou see.. I need a bit of reassurance to soothe my anxieties, yâknow. What I want is for you to prove your love to me. Right now.â
Thumping heart steadily increasing at an alarming rate, scarred fingers nimbly picking and fiddling with the loose threads hanging along his used hoodie. Prove his undying love to you? âP-Prove it?â Audibly gulping down before echoing out the previously uttered command. âHow should I prove it?â Oh, anything. Heâs willing to do anything for you. Without hesitance nor objection. Hell, you could ask him to jump off a building, and heâd do it in a heartbeat. Just â for the love of god, say it already â say what he needs to do to selflessly prove his inborn devotion precisely made for you.
âKiss me.â Uttering it out so effortlessly, breathlessly and well, heâs not one to make you sorrowfully wait, is he?
Nodding vigorously, like the lovesick puppy that he is for you â already peering closer towards your sprawled frame in a held breath, slightest hitch and rhythmic thump! of his heart when heâs selflessly granted the opportunity to finally, fucking finally â steal your first kiss away from you.
And, hahâ truly, heâs so grateful for your direct orders, yâknow? Because without it, heâd basically be a sweating, quivering mess, not that he isnât either, just that â his nimble hands, normally shaking with second-guesses wouldnât be so confident in their movements, tenderly cupping at your smooth cheek within the cup of his palm as he breathlessly presses his needy lips upon your awaiting own. Oh. Oh, fucking god, how dizzyingly sweet you taste, a full-on body shudder immediately descending the entirety of his arched back, instantly bending forward to pin you down onto the squeaky mattress underneath you both.
Careful not to make the smallest of sounds however! Wouldnât wanna be caught sloppily making out with the most popular student in school, or maybe he does.. Just toâ ah, prove to those repulsive creeps shamelessly salivating over the mere sight of your figure, that youâre strictly off limits. His alone to greedily savour. Mine. His mind endlessly echoes as this continuously carries on, and heâs not one either to selfishly complain, is he?
Love youâ Love you so much. Repetition drumming along his brain, however, it was clear this wasnât going to be a one-time thing off the bat, not when you two were so desperately clinging onto each other like this. Fervently locking your lips together in a soundless kiss, hitched breath threatening to slip past yours if Kylar were to go any further â probably would though. Bad idea, yeah. Knew it was, but the mind numbingly good haze gradually washing over him as you both mutually caved in to your instinctual desires drew him in. Since it feels way too good to intimately be pressed against each other like this, openly whining down one anotherâs throat currently occupied by his. âI-I love you.â He murmurs, gasps against your mouth. Slick, wet tongue desperately sliding against his own, crudely sharing each otherâs spits that yeahâ heâll probably be reminiscing upon later for certain.. purposes meant to be shared in an unoccupied stall of the schoolâs bathroom, pervertedly fisting his fat cock to the sheer memory of your addictive taste like a starving man, an utter freak.
Unable to help himself with the borderline pathetic whimper freely drawn out of his mouth, eyes easily slipping close to hungrily drink in yours too â rather subtle, faintly audible to the naked ear, but he still manages to catch it, catch the stifled whine, minor tremble in your perfect fingers instinctively finding themselves entangled within the mop of loose hair on his head. Tugging at the dark strands even, ah fuck.. His arms, already wrapped around your frame, tightening automatically to make sure you donât somehow, escape from his clutched grasp. As if you could with the death-grip heâs withholding over you right now, practically digging in the white material of your school uniform, ruffling it all up for you to harshly reprimand him for later â not that itâs his actual initial concern here, really. Oh, if anything, heâs got something way better pleasurably keeping him busy.
âK-Kylarââ Your incoherent mewls are just the cutest, yâknow? Yes, yes, heâll briefly apologize later for rudely cutting you off! But, something simple as a kiss when done with you, feels so fucking good â fuck, he might as well be cumminâ in his pant, which he sort of is with all the accumulated pre-cum messily dripping from his leaking tip, staining the elastic fabric all sticky in his ill-fitted jeans from precariously grinding your clothed erections together, seeking friction.
His hips involuntarily thrusting forward, or maybe intentionally â truly heâll never admit to it! â instantly flushing at his salacious actions that, oh.. youâre a blubbering mess under him, heaving chest rhythmically puffing out before ultimately descending down to shakily exhale out a sigh. Cutest, erect buds blatantly visible underneath the rather thin fabric of your uniform, ones heâd like nothing more than to sloppily drool all over, savagely suckle on with a wet pop! of his tongue and leave his slippery mark there like some sort ofâ of, fucking madman.
Fuck, fuck fuck⌠if this keeps up, heâs bound to cream in his pants from a single kiss! Eyes automatically rolling to the back of his skull with every eager tug on his ripped sleeves, cock profusely leaking out slippery, warm pre to leave behind a trailing mess in his boxers. So fuckinâ whipped, downright enamoured by you that heâd be dying a happy man simply from having his longtime wish fulfilled, hidden desires fervently reciprocated by a lock of your lips upon his. All because of you â hah, you, darling. Donât you realize the weight of his unending love for you by now?
Unfortunately though, as much as it wouldâve been thoroughly appreciated to contentedly continue on like this, paired by the couple of gasping moans and wistful sighs collectively drawn forth from each otherâs lips; One had to eventually be the one to pull away and you, of course, you were the first to reluctantly do so, drawing back slightly in a sloppy attempt to create some much needed space between your quivering bodies. Disheveled hair carelessly brushed aside to display the scarlet flush of your cheeks accompanied by dazed eyes hidden beneath the fluttering of your lashes.
Nearly whimpering when you effectively slip back for air, clutched fingers instinctively chasing after your retreating figure as though he was merely nothing without it. Which, he sort of is, pleading gaze and pouty lips sinfully directed to your decisive move, slumping back miserably once youâre out of his clawing reach. âA-Ah, donât go.. I mean! Was â Was it good? Did I do okay?â He asks sheepishly, pink tongue experimentally swiping along his bottom lip to lick it clean, wild, green eyes flicking downwards to your kiss-swollen lips before hurriedly darting away. Seeking for your judgement and approval as per usual. How typical of him, huh.
âYouâ ah, you did, actually.â Catching your breath, looking so damn pretty when your usually flawless composure is crumbled along with his. He wants to break it till youâre a crying mess, really. âGod, I didnât know someone could kiss like that. You sure this is your first time, Kylar?â Donât tease him like that! âCourse it is, how could it ever be anyone but you??
âY-Yeah, youâre my firstâ first kiss.â A confirmation to your question, meek nod of his head as he now wonders what exactly is there left to be said after such a heated encounter, but as always, youâre the one to make the first move â a step ahead of him every single time and, honestly, he loves you for it.
âWanna kiss me again?â
Whoâs he to not oblige to your every whim anyway? Heâs only Kylar. The school freak. Absolute loser in town and the one youâre also, pervertedly sharing spit with too.
Guess he wonât have to creepily suckle on the tip of the chewed straw from your strawberry milkshake you normally sip at during lunch then. Since his lips will find themselves far more busy with something else later.
And by the sultry look you adopt, regarding him carefully with a quirk of your lips â heâs getting the slightest idea that maybe, his time will be better spent in the nurseâs office from now on, hasty kisses sneakily shared underneath the cooling shade of a sapling, arms eagerly looped around your waist to steal a quick kiss of his own. Whether in the tight space of a bathroom stall or the dusty storage closet, heâs content to have you in his arms no matter the place.
So, this time, donât be the first to pull awayâ no, heâd hate to have to pin you down beneath his weight for you to properly take what he has so selflessly prepared for you today, âkay?
Itâd be only be rude to deny him of what heâs patiently waited so long for like a good boy, no?
JIAOQIU â âPNEUMANULL RICEâ
âFor what reason do I weep? It feels like my heart and lungs are sundered from within.â âIt's chili. I added some Dragonbreath Chili.â
w.c âş 11k
plot âş this Drabble I had, but expanded. And changed the ending for this part.
warnings âş for all characters in the group â faceclaim. Bottom male reader. Age gap, reader is four years older than OC. Readerâs last name is Hong. Unreliable narrator. Slow burn, Mingi is the main romance but you do dabble with the other members.
kinks âş body worship, cross dressing, size difference
Words to know âş maknae (ë§ë´) â youngest. Hyung (í) â a term a younger male with call an older male. Dongsaeng (ëě) â little brother/sister, doesnât have to be a biological sibling/can be a friend. Aegyo(ě ęľ) â a way of acting cute in Korea culture.
ŕłŕžŕż ËË-
At the age of twenty-one, you thought had run out of time to debut. You did end up debuting with five other boys, as the leader no less. Of course being from a small company meant your debut wasnât that big but it was better than nothing.
The group was called 미ëźí´ (Miracle). The company wanted a boy group to sell a boyfriend fantasy to fans, especially female fans.
You and your group were even advertise as specific types of boyfriends.
Hong (Name), leader of Miracle had a nice ring to it. Advertised as the no-nonsense boyfriend, cold but caring.
ë°ěí (Park Yohan), sub vocalist and lead dancer of Miracle. Debuted at the age of twenty. Advertised as the athletic boyfriend, energetic and upbeat.
ęšę¸°í (Kim Kihyun), lead vocalist and main dancer of Miracle. He was the same age as Yohan. Advertised as the artistic boyfriend, writes music just for you (the fan).
ë°ëí (Park Doha), main rapper of Miracle. Debuted at the age of nineteen. Advertised as the bad boy, with a hidden heart of gold.
ěí¨ě§ (Yang Hyojin), sub vocalist and lead rapper of Miracle, under the stage name Jin. Debuted at the age of eighteen. Advertised as the guitarist boyfriend, shy but sweet.
ěľëŻźę¸° (Choi Mingi), main vocalist of Miracle. The maknae, debuting at age seventeen. Advertised as the golden retriever boyfriend, naive and well meaning.
With the two underage members, you were a bit worried about them being used to portray a fantasy. But any worries you had were always pushed aside. In the end you ended up trying to protect Mingi and Hyojin by yourself, and even the other members.
Which led to the first two years of your group to label you as âMiracleâs Dad.â
It didnât bother you, though it did ruin the whole boyfriend image for you. Most of the fans could only really see you as the groupâs parent, and by extension, their own.
The company ended up leaning into it. Follow the money or whatever.
The groups debut was school boy concept. It made sense though you felt weird being twenty-one dancing in a school uniform. Over time as the members grew older, the company allowed you guys to experiment to more mature music.
But the group really blew up when the group was four years old. You had turned twenty-five and basically begged the company to finally allow the group to have a sensual concept.
They refused, obviously. But they allowed the b-side that youâd guys promote be just a little bit sensual.
Embarrassing to say that you quickly leaned into it. You performed the b-side as if your rent was due. In the end it worked out for you.
Who knew acting sexual on stage would make people like you more. It also helped that you wore revealing clothes in comparison to everyone else. The stylist practically went to town with your outfit.
Skin tight leather pants that had a hole on your right thigh. A black crop top that showed off your stomach, a waist chain, and heavy black eye makeup. Most of all, a freaking choker that you purposefully played with during the performance.
In any case, your little performance helped bring Miracle more fans. The next fan meeting was sold out in just one day! A first for your group.
Which lead to today, the fan meeting.
âAre you going to wear a choker again?â
You flinched as a chin rest on your shoulder. Your eyes moved from your phone as you glanced over at Yohan, who had just finished makeup. Yohan gave you a cheeky smirk as you rolled your eyes and pushed him away.
âWhy would I wear it for a fan meeting? The theme is costumes.â You said, checking the time. You were next to get your outfit and makeup down. The fan meeting had fallen on Halloween so the company took the chance to have you all dress up.
Yohan was a butler by the looks of it. His dyed pink hair slicked back, a pair of fake glasses on the bridge of his nose. He pulled out his phone, âyou sure you donât want to get a side account? The fans are funny as fuck.â
Heâd been pestering you about seeing what everyone online thought about you but you werenât exactly into that. Besides, itâs for the fans mostly, wouldnât it be weird if you bothered them?
âHong (Name).â
âGotta go.â You said, getting up.
âI hope they put you in another choker!â
Yohan was right, you would be getting a choker again.
But not in the way you thought.
You stared in the mirror just as a few staff members told your group that the fans were here.
You were dressed a princess, Cinderella to be exact. Yâknow, you expected something to go with the recent rise of your popularity. Something sexy, not this cute outfit. The blonde wig was cheap but still managed to look decent due to the stylistâs touches.
The dress was blue and puffy, somehow fitting you. It was knee length, possibly due to your height. There was a bit of tightness around your chest. Was this originally for a girl? You shook your head. There was a blue little choker that matched the light blue gloves you wore.
The shoes you wore were just sneakers, the stylist got lazy at the end. You had on white thigh highs that had a frilly top at the end. Despite your slight disappointment, you couldnât lie that you were cute.
The stylist did perfect girlish make up on you, somehow managing to make your face look feminine. Oh well, you could cross off cross dressing on your bucket list!
âLooking good, Princess!â Yohan appeared behind you, grinning. Kihyun was right beside him, taking in your outfit.
Kihyun was a cowboy. His hat slipping down when he looked back up at you. âYou look good, Hyung. Did you shave?â He pushed the hat back up.
âI usually shave.â You said, shrugging. âHairless legs feel nice.â
Yohan hummed. âHm,â he fixed your wig when it looked tilted. âMaybe I should shave. Hey, Kihyun, wanna help a hyung out?â
âDonât even come near me.â Kihyun rolled his eyes, quickly walking away.
âLook at him⌠Our dongsaengs are so mean nowadays.â Yohan shook his head as he let out an exasperated sigh. You rolled your eyes and began to drag Yohan out to the back of the stage.
Everyone else was already there.
The staff motioned for you all to rush out onto stage one by one. The youngest went first. You almost felt nervous going out but stood tall as you walked out last.
The fans screams were almost deafening. You almost covered your ears subconsciously. Your lips twitched as you tried to fight back a smile, it was one of the few times they ever screamed that loud when you came on stage.
It was always Mingi or Kihyun, the most biased out of the group.
The fan meet went as it always does. Miras, Miracleâs fandom name, were excited to see the group. Little dances or karaoke performances of other groups songs. For the first time, fans actually called out your name to take more pictures of you.
Any nervousness you had over the dress was long gone by this point. You decided to let loose and get into the âprincessâ persona. Doha was dressed a vampire so you posed together for the fan cameras.
âBite him!â
âBite him, Doha-Ssi!â
Doha glanced over at you. You could instantly tell the mischievous aura that was beaming from him as his lips slowly pulled into a smirk. Before you could even attempt to run away his hand grabbed your arm as he pulled you close.
Miras screamed as he playfully bit your neck. You squirmed as you could only laugh, reaching to push him away but he easily grabbed both of your wrists. He held them tight as he held his pose so the fan girls could take as many pictures as possible.
Finally he pulled away. You glared at him and quickly got your revenge by âaccidentallyâ hitting your knee against his crotch. Doha went down with a whimper.
Yohan quickly walked over, but not to help as he kneeled and took a quick selfie. âI hope they make memes of this!â He laughed, moving to sit on top of Dohaâs back as the younger muttered out a short prayer for his crotch.
You glanced over to see what the other members were doing. Mingi was being told to do multiple poses while Kihyun and Hyojin were trying on different hand bands Miras had brought on. That gave you the idea to find one for yourself.
Hopefully it wouldnât miss with your wig. Wouldnât want to go bald on stage.
You were sitting on top of the table on the stage, grabbing one of the gifts that Miras brought in. As you debated between the cat ears or frog hat, a hand suddenly gripped your thigh.
Your body jumped as you glanced up to see who was touching you to see it was only Mingi. He was dressed in an ancient Korean costume, complimented with a Korean hat. It was no wonder the fans kept telling him to be an actor.
He looked straight out of a historical kdrama.
âSomething wrong?â You finally asked, calming down when you realized it was just him. Weirdly enough he was covering you from the fans. Hm.
Mingi stared down at you, his face blank. His dyed blonde hair was pulled into a little bun to fit into the hat. Light makeup applied to his fox like features, red lipstick on his lips. You didnât mean to but you stared at his lips for a moment before quickly looking back up.
His eyes narrowed in on your neck. You reached up to touch your neck and felt the teeth marks Doha left. Damn, you didnât realize he had bitten that hard. Just as you glanced up at Mingi he was looking at your face.
âYour dress is short.â Mingi said, a grin pulling on his lips. But it didnât reach his eyes. âYou almost flashed everyone else.â
You gasped, glancing back at the fans. âReally?! Did they see anything?â
âNo, I came just in time. They justâŚâ Mingi glanced down at your thighs. The dress had ridden up to show off the bare skin of your thighs that werenât covered by your socks. It was really close to showing the boxers you were wearing.
Mingi shook his head. âThey didnât see anything. Be careful next time, Hyung. Wouldnât want anyone to⌠see you like this.â
âThanks.â You simply said, giving him a little smile. Your lips pursed as you glanced back at the cat ears and frog hat. âMinnie, which one should I wear? Cat ears or frog hat?â You held up the two items.
He took the two from your hand before placing the cat ears back on the table. You made the attempt to reach for the frog hat, believing thatâs what he chose for you until he stopped you.
You watched as he untied the hat he was wearing, taking it off before resting it on your head. He placed the frog hat on his head and then tied the Korean hat properly on you, making sure it was stable before pulling away.
âI wanted the frog hat. I think itâll look better on me.â Mingi smirked. He fixed your dress, pulling it down to give you some modesty before stepping away to stop covering you.
âAhâŚâ You could only stare at him. That felt weird but you didnât know why. He just wanted to switch hats. Thatâs all. You were making it weird.
Heâs someone you have to take care of! You pinched yourself to push any weird thoughts in your head as you slipped off the table.
The rest of the fan meet was smooth sailing. Mingi didnât bother you. Doha was mewing for the camera while Yohan would randomly start breakdancing for no reason. Kihyun and Hyojin were once again in their own little world.
Though they were nice enough to let you sit on the sideline. You sometimes wondered if they had something on side. In a hour or so the fan meet was done.
You all practically rushed to get home. While you loved interacting with fans, you always felt insanely tired after. There was always a certain persona you had to haveâespecially the one that the company had given you.
As you sat in the company van, you glanced over at Yohan. He was snickering at something on his phone. You leaned closer to see what it was.
It was a video of you hitting Doha in the balls. From the angle, it was so obvious it wasnât an accident. As Yohan swiped down to the comments, so many fans were laughing. Lots of them saying Doha had to say goodbye to having children.
âItâs funny, right?â Yohan suddenly asked, looking up at you.
You flinched before nodding, not seeing the purpose of lying now. âYeah, I guess. Is that all they do?â
âThey do fan edits and even fan art. I found an edit of my breakdancing already.â Yohan showed the video. The edit made his dancing look cooler than it actually was. You rolled your eyes, of course Yohan would like it.
âYou should really just take a look,â Yohan looked back down at his phone. âItâs cool seeing how they talk about us.â
The driver started the car as you glanced out the window. Maybe Yohan wasnât wrong. It wouldnât hurt to take a little peek at what Miras are doing.
Besides⌠you wanted to see if maybe Miras saw you outside of being âMiracleâs Dad.â
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After taking a nice shower, you got dressed in some loose pajamas. Since Miracle was a four year group, the company finally allowed you all to not room in one apartment as six men.
Though they could only afford a three apartments, meaning you would still have to room with someone. The apartments were all on the same floor and right near each other. Meaning there were days your band mates would still bother you like a little kid.
Yohan and Doha were roommates.
Kihyun and Hyojin, unsurprising to everyone.
That left you and Mingi. You thought he wouldâve been upset about that but he was calm. If you were delusional enough, you wouldâve thought he was even happy.
But you arenât delusional.
You could hear Mingi gaming in the living room. You almost attempted to go out and ask him to keep the volume down but just as you opened the door, the volume was already low. Hm, he was a smart guy.
With that settled, you turned on your colorful fairy lights and plopped down onto your bed. You responded to any text messages that came up when you got bored.
Your finger pressed on Twitter. You were logged onto the groupâs official account. As you scrolled past what the company postedâyou suddenly got the urge to see what the fans were doing.
Just for a second. Just for a little bit.
You got to work and logged out of the account, making a side account. To better infiltrate Miras, you made a small little fan account.
Perhaps you are a little bit conceited but you decided to use your own picture as the profile picture. You used one from the fan meet today. That blonde wig was really pretty on you, why shouldnât you enjoy it a bit more?
After creating the account, you began scrolling through the more major fan accounts. There were of course a lot for Kihyun and Mingi. That much you expected it.
There were many viral tweets of Mingi in his costume. So many Miras squealing that he would make a perfect actor. One post had over 100k likes.
As you scrolled through the many posts of Miras saying they wanted to âbounce on that dickâ you came across a profile that an â18+â in their handle.
What could they be posting to have such an handle?
Curiosity got the best of you. You pressed in their account to check it out. The account had Yohan as their profile, an older one of him, possibly at your debut. It was named @hanniesmira
The first few posts were just of Yohan taken at the fan meet. Her captions were pretty sweet, you wondered how bad things could get. Until you came across a tweet she had of Yohan and Doha.
It was when Yohan had just finished his ridiculous breakdancing. You remembered Miras yelling for Doha to bite him since he was in arms length of him.
The caption read:
â you cant tell me DH hasnât fucked Yhn in this type of position before!!!
âDH?â âYhn?â Why did she censor their name like that? You didnât question it and decided to see how she could possibly get this perverted idea of Yohan and Doha. The video started with Yohan standing up after his breakdancing, breathing heavily as he wiped at his face.
The Miras in the video began to tell Doha to quickly bite Yohan while heâs distracted. Doha gave them a thumb ups before inching close to an oblivious Yohan. Yohan seemed to notice something was wrong judging by the giggles from Miras.
He made an attempt to run when Doha delivered his attack. Two of Dohaâs fingers easily hooked itself in Yohanâs belt hoops of his pants and pulled him back with ease. His free hand reached up and gripped Yohanâs chin as he harshly tilted his head to the right.
Doha delivered the quick bite into Yohanâs neck. Yohan winced as his free hand reached up and gripped Dohaâs hair as he could only take Dohaâs attack. The video ended just as Doha pulled away and Yohan turned to face him, an unreadable expression on his face.
Oh.
Okay you could see it. That was a bit⌠￟￟
You mustâve been daydreaming to not have noticed that oddly sexually charged interaction. So maybe this girl wasnât crazy. Now intrigued, you decided to continue on.
There were other videos of the fan meet. Though she wasnât just a Yohan and Doha solo fan. She retweeted a few posts of Kihyun and Hyojin.
Kihyun was leaning over to wipe something off Hyojinâs lips. You didnât see how any of that was romantic but thought back to the fact you practically did that for every member multiple times.
You really did act like a dadâŚ
Time passed as you started to sink deeper into the âNSFWâ side of Miras. You learned Miras âcensoredâ names to hide posts from the searches. Kihyun and Hyojin were a major couple, many fan fictions made about them. Almost every Mira agreed that they were secretly dating.
Yohan and Doha was a different story. It seemed most people fought over who would top.
Then there was other ships. Hyojin and Doha. Yohan and Kihyun. Kihyun and Doha. Hyojin and Yohan. Even with Mingi. Mingi was mostly shipped with Hyojin. You wondered why you werenât showing up at much, feeling oddly left out.
Weird, you were wondering why no one was over analyzing your sex life!
Just as you were about to call it a night, you came across a post finally discussing you. Hanniesmira was quote tweeting someone elseâs tweet.
â Is this really yalls alpha daddy? Not with those omega eyes!!
Omega eyes?! You took a look at just what she was quoting. It was of your fan page. A gif of todayâs fan meet. You were in the Cinderella costume, fixing your wig before looking up, grinning at the crowd. Whatever omega eyes meant, you kinda understood what she meant.
You certainly didnât look anything like how you usually presented yourself.
As you looked at the comments, an account caught your eye. @itsokokok. The account had you as the profile picture. It was of you on stage for the sensual b-side you guys promoted. Much to your surprise, the account had over 78k followers.
It was getting late but you wanted to see what an account about you said. Were you the top? You hoped so.
It seemed the owner of this account was a guy! Shocking, it was the first male fan you came across.
The account was of you⌠and pretty much only you. He retweeted a lot of pictures of you in the Cinderella costume. Others of your performance in the infamous choker. Multiple gifs of you pulling at the choker as you stared at the camera. You never realized how dark the eye makeup was.
Clothes and makeup could really change how you looked. It was like night and day compared to the Cinderella costume.
@bluemuuun
âł tip stickyâŚ
@slipslickk
âł oh but if I say Hong (Name) is a slut asking to be fucked Iâm the bad guy?
@hanniesmira
âł someone creampie this man!!!
@hyunkikii
âł need him⌠need him bouncing on itâŚ
@hyoojinie
âł 143 entertainment knew to keep this (Name) away from me cuz imma about to defy the laws of biology and get this man pregnant
@dohasflatass
âł yall should see how Min looked at him during the performance ă ă ă ă he was about to combust
You clicked on the account @dohasflatass was linking to. It was a Mingi fan account, judging by the account having him as their profile picture. The caption wasnât something you expected, not in your wildest dreams.
â min wants to fuck him so bad
The video had you delivering your killer move, tugging at your choker as you stared at the camera, biting your lip. It suddenly switched to Mingi. He was delivering his dance moves but his eyes laser focused on you. You hadnât noticed because you were in the center.
Even though you didnât think he wanted to fuck you, he was certainly staring at you like you were a three course meal.
The account, @mingihongi had other videos of Mingi supposedly staring at you when you never noticed. One that caught your attention was from todayâs fan meet. It was when Doha had restrained you.
The camera zoomed into Mingi, who was standing not too far from you. He was staring straight at you and Doha. There was no subtlety to the anger on his face. His eyebrows furrowed as he gripped at the toy prop he was holding.
Another video was of when you were on the table. Your dress was riding up, your legs swinging absentmindedly as you tried to figure out what to wear. Just as the dress was about to uncover your boxersâMingi was suddenly in front of you. The video quickly ended after that.
@hyoojinie
âł someone jelly⌠forget shipping (Name) with anyone else ă ă ă ă min would murder them
@hanniesmira
âł (name) shaves?! I need min to bite his thighs!!!
@hyunkikii
âł alpha daddy my ass⌠that man is Miracleâs mommy and minâs slut
@hyoojinie
âł real. (Name) is honestly more like a momâgood thing I love MILFS!!! ă ă ă ă
@dohasflatass
âł if only people didnât just see him as the âdadâ.. theyâre missing out on seeing min fight every fiber in on his body to not fuck his leader on stage
@slipslickk
âł remember the live stream?? Min wanted that cookie so fucking bad ă ă ă ă
@dohasflatass
âł which one ă ă ă min always stares at (name) like he needs to fuck him or heâll die
âHyung.â
You squealed, tossing your phone across the bed as the door opened. Mingi walked in as he rubbed at his face. His eyes were struggling to say open as he moved over to your bed.
âSomething wrong?â You asked, trying to forget what you just read. Miras were fucking freaky.
âHm.â Mingi shrugged as he reached over and pushed you to lay back down. You didnât fight him as you raised an eyebrow at his behavior. He turned off your nightstand as he crawled over you before plopping down on the bed beside you.
He yawned as he wrapped his arms around your waist and easily pulled you against his body. You flinched but did nothing to stop him. This was normal, he used to do this back during your pre-debut days. One time he got a nightmare and cuddled with you that night⌠after that you never refused him whenever he asked again.
Even if you knew he couldnât be possibly having nightmares every night. He stopped saying he had a nightmare and just got comfortable in bed with you.
It had been awhile since he had done that after moving into this apartment. You assumed he had outgrown it being that he was twenty-one now and you twenty-five. But as he got comfortable, you couldnât stop yourself from gently playing with a strand of his hair.
âNight, Minnie.â You whispered. He hummed before cuddling you closer.
Everything would be okay. Whatever Miras were talking about was rubbish. You were Miracleâs Dad and would continue taking care of them, especially the maknae.
He didnât want you that wayâŚ
Right?
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After your descent into madness only being two weeks ago, you unfortunately began to view Yohan and Doha a bit differently. You already thought Kihyun and Hyojin had a special bond but never with Yohan and Doha.
âWe should do an Instagram live today.â You said, staring over at Yohan.
The two of you were in the dance practice room. Yohan had wanted to show you a few moves which led to you two being in there for over two hours. The man was a dance machine and you were too nice to tell him that you wanted to go home.
It was around 10:00 pm but it was a Friday night.
You grabbed your phone and opened the groups Instagram, @Yourmiracle, not waiting for Yohan to respond. Yohan plopped down beside you on the small couch that was in the room. He wrapped his arm underneath your waist and rest his head on your chest.
Yohan was naturally cuddly so you didnât say anything, pressing the live button. It didnât take long for Miras to immediately start rushing in.
âHi hi~! Miras, I have a special gift for you today: Sweaty Yohan!â You grinned, panning your phone down to get Yohan in frame.
He rolled his eyes and used his free hand to push it away. You laughed and steady your hand, making sure only the top of his hair was in frame. Your hand absentmindedly began to play with his hair as you read the comments flooding in.
âYohanâs hair looks fried?â You read, snickering when Yohan let out a disgruntled grunt. âMiras are saying you should do black hair for the next comeback.â
âIf I do black I canât die my hair ever again,â Yohan whined, burying his face into your neck.
You flinched at his sweat now touching your neck,âYouâre sweaty!! Get off, Hannie.â Though you made no real attempt to push Yohan away.
â Their boyfriends are gonna be so mad ă ă ă ă
One of the comments caught your eye. Boyfriends? Who could they be talking about? You began paying more attention as a few other comments either told the person to shut up or began joking around with them as well.
They did mean Doha? Maybe they just meant Yohanâs boyfriend would be mad.
Yohan suddenly yawned as he moved to sit up, his face fully showing now. He rubbed at his eyes before pressing his nose against your cheek.
âEnd the live I wanna go home now.â
âHaha, now you wanna go home?â You teased, âyou had me here for almost two hours, just to show me some dance moves! You can sit still for thirty minutes.â
A displeased grunt left Yohan as he pulled away a bit, a pout on his lips. He was obviously trying to do puppy dog eyes at you. You rolled your eyes and shook your head, turning your attention back to comments.
âHyungieâŚâ Yohan whined again as he reached up and grabbed your chin, forcing you to look at him. His face was inches from yoursâhis nose brushed against yours, causing you to flinch. âPlease..? For your favorite member?â
All you could really think about was the fact he wasnât your favorite member. Not the fact that this could be viewed as oddly romantic.
âWho said you were my favorite?â You asked, raising an eyebrow. âMy favorite is Hyoâ!â
Yohan squished your face as he glared at you. Your lips were now puckered out, eyes wide as you stared at Yohan in shock. The phone was almost slipping out of your hand, forgetting all about keeping it steady.
âReally? Iâm not your favorite?â Yohan whispered, his eyes gazing into yours. You blinked, wondering what on Earth was happening. Why was he so close?
Your body tensed as your spare hand reached up to grip at Yohanâs shirt as you felt your face heat up. âHanââ
ââwhat are you doing to my favorite hyung?â
The door to the room was pushed open, walking in was Doha and Mingi. Doha chuckled as he plopped down on the couch right beside Yohan. He wrapped his arm around Yohanâs neck and pulled him away from you.
Yohan released your face as you quickly pulled away, rubbing at your sore cheeks. Mingi didnât say anything as he stood in front of you. He kneeled down, sliding his arms around your waist and underneath your legs, much to your shock.
A complaint was on the tip of your tongue as he easily manhandled you to move away from Yohan. Mingi sat down in the now free space, grabbing your phone that was still on live.
You could only watch as Doha and Mingi took over the live with a disgruntled Yohan in between them. There was something off about what just happened but you couldnât explain why.
As your dongsaengs continued on, you couldnât help but feel a bit⌠left out? Weird. You shook your head and sighed. Now you wanted to go home. Things were getting weird.
You turned over to face the three of them, scooting in close to Mingi. Doha was talking about what he did today while Mingi occasionally chimed in. Yohan was practically dozing off by now, his head resting on Dohaâs shoulder.
Usually, you could just command the members and theyâd do whatever you ask. Other times you would act âcuteâ to get them disgusted enough to do whatever you want. Since you didnât exactly feel like putting on the usual leader persona, you mustered up a disgustingly cute âaegyo.â
âMinnie~â you whispered, moving to rest your head on Mingiâs shoulder. His body flinched immediately with your touch. There was a slight sting in your heart at his reaction but you pushed through, using your hand to grip at his shirt as you gazed up at him.
You batted your eyelashes, pouting your lips. âI wanna go home⌠but not without you~â you let out a particularly high pitched whine before a little giggle spilled out. Youâd rarely do aegyo as the leader that it was hilarious to yourself whenever you did, especially with the reaction your members usually gave you.
âHoly shit.â Doha suddenly said, catching your attention.
âDoha!â You said, your act long gone. âNo cussing on live!â Just as you were about to reprimand him even more, Mingi ended the live swiftly. He slipped your phone in his pocket and sat up so fast you got whiplash for him. âMinnieâ?â
Mingi grabbed your hand and pulled you up without any effort. You could only watch in shock as he tugged you out of the dance practice room. Doha was heard laughing behind you.
âWait for us, lovebirds!â
Lovebirds?
âMinnie, was it that bad?â You asked, not bothering to pull your hand away as Mingi guided you to the companyâs van to take you home. âI wonât do it again if it bothered youâ!â
You squealed as Mingi suddenly turned around, his hands now grasping your shoulders as he stared down at you. Wait, when did he get taller? Were you always shoulder height in comparison to him?
âDonât.â Mingi said, his grip tightening. âDonât stop. I liked it.â
Your eyes widen as you stared at him. Like? He liked it? Your cheeks flushed before you pushed away any weird thought in your head. âHaha, yeah, itâs funny seeing someone like me do aegyo, huh?â
Mingiâs eyes narrowed as he was about to speak until Doha walked outside with Yohan on his back. Yohan was knocked out cold as he snored. Doha walked over to you two and smirked, ignoring the glare Mingi sent his way.
âToo slow, Mingi. Better luck next time~!â Doha chuckled, going over to the van as the driver opened the door.
âHm?â You asked, tilting your head. âNext time for what..?â
Mingi shook his head, releasing his grip on you. âNothing. Letâs go. Itâs late.â He pulled out your phone and handed it over to you. âYou said youâll only go home with me.â
You blushed. âAh, yeah. Letâs go home.â
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It wasnât even a full hour when the NSFW side already had photos and clips of the live. You were going to sleep as soon as you got home but was itching to see what was happening online.
Unsurprisingly it was mostly of Mingi. You understood why, he was handsome. Even barefaced he looked like a god in comparison to you. But even then you couldnât help but feel bitter.
You decided to visit the accounts you got to know from before. They were mostly talking about the little Doha and Yohan moment. It was actually pretty sweet.
A few talked about Yohanâs weird attack on you but mostly on how dominate he was. Just gushing about how sexy he was, nothing about you.
You almost just went to bed when you came across a post of you and Mingi.
It was of your aegyo. Through the video you got to see Mingiâs face as you touched him. It was different than what you had originally thought. You had thought he was annoyed or even disgusted by your actions⌠but in the video that couldnât be further from the truth.
His eyes practically laser focused on you as soon as you rested your head on his shoulder. Mingiâs free hand twitched, almost reaching over to touch you before quickly resting back down on his lap.
Itâs after you say you wanted to go home with Mingi that his jaw tightens and the live ends immediately.
That doesnât make sense, why did you affect him that much?
You scrolled through the comments before seeing one that made you pause.
â heâs so fucking cringy⌠why does he keep bothering Minnie like that? Heâs not even cute like Hyojin
Huh. Your first ever hate comment⌠that youâve seen. You couldnât help but want to defend yourself but you didnât need to. A few Miras had already taken to defending you against the other so called Mira. You sighed and turned off your phone, knowing that if you stayed any longer youâd go too deep into the rabbit hole of hate spewed against you.
You tried to ignore the words you read, knowing that the thoughts of someone you donât know doesnât matter. But itâs easier said than done. Just as you begin wallowing in self pity, your bedroom door opens.
Mingi slips into your room, making no attempt to explain himself as he gets on your bed. He almost goes straight to bed before seeing your face. His sleepy demeanor is gone as he sits up, reaching over to turn on the lamp on your nightstand.
Your eyes squint as you cover the bright light with your hand, âMinnie, warning next time.â
âWhatâs wrong?â
âHm..? What do you mean?â
Mingi frowned. âYour face. You look upset. What happened?â
âItâs nothing. I just⌠I just yâknow, poked into fan territory.â You said, deciding to just leave it at that.
âWhy do you care about what they think?â
âTheyâre our fans, they support us.â
Mingi rolled his eyes, âso? Just because they give us their money, they get to talk shit about us? What did you read?â
Your lips pursed as you looked away, not wanting to continue the conversation. But you had no choice as Mingi reached over and grabbed your face, turning your head to face him again. Whatâs with it and people grabbing your face?!
âTell me, Hong (Name).â
If you werenât shocked you wouldâve reprimanded him for saying your name without any honorifics.
âSomeone⌠said that Iâm cringy. Itâs silly, I know. But Iâve⌠Iâve noticed that not many Miras like me, haha.â You bit your lip, feeling tears well in your eyes. âItâs nothing serious but I wish.. I wish they liked me like they like you.â
The embarrassment began to rise in your chest as you wanted to hide underneath the covers.
âStop caring about what they think.â Mingi said, his thumb wiping at the tear that managed to escape down your cheek. âOnly care about what I⌠our group thinks about you.â He leaned in, his nose brushing against yours as you sniffled.
âOkay. Okay.â You whispered, letting out a laugh. âItâs so bad, Iâm crying to the maknae about something so trivial.â
Mingi didnât share that sentiment. His gaze harden as his brows furrowed, âyou always do this.â He suddenly said.
âWhatâ?â
ââyou just view me as the maknae. Iâm not seventeen anymore. Iâm not a kid.â
âI.. I know but Iâm just used to taking care of you..â
âWell stop.â He said it with such finality that it caused you to panic. What did he mean stop? Did he.. did he not need you anymore?!
âStop..? But.. butâŚâ
âLet me take care of you.â Mingi whispered, causing your breath to hitch. You didnât get to question him as his lips pressed against yours. Your eyes widen as you reached up and gripped at his shirt, unable to put in the effort to push him away.
Why were you keeping him so close?
Mingiâs soft kiss felt as if he was fearful to really touch you. But as he noticed you werenât putting up a fight, he immediately deepened the kiss. His lips claimed yours as he hungrily kissed you, one of his hands sliding down to reach underneath you and grip your ass.
You gasped into the kiss, allowing his tongue to slip in with ease. Your hands pathetically gripped at his shirt as you could only go through with the motions. Mingi seemed so experienced, did he kiss people before?
But you wouldnât knowâŚ
Mingi was your first kiss.
Hong (Name), twenty-five years old who hasnât so much as held hands romantically with someone.
Youâd never imagine your maknae would be your first kiss. Especially for him to take the lead like this.
When his hand suddenly moved to your pajama pants, you quickly regain control over yourself. You pulled away from the kiss and gripped Mingiâs hand. The kiss practically took your breath away as you stared up at him.
Mingi didnât look embarrassed at all, he looked relieved. âIâve wanted to do that for a while now.â
You blushed. âH..Huh? Mingi, what are you saying?â
âI like you. Iâve liked you for years. But you always kept me at a distance.â He said, leaning in close to press a chaste kiss on your lips. You wished you could say you hated it. As he pulled away, he looked you in the eye before smiling. âItâs ok. I donât expect a response right now.â
âResponse..?â
Mingi only hummed. âBut now Iâll do what Iâve always wanted to do.â He pulled away from you.
You watched as he got up from the bed. âWhere are you going?â
âTo take care of something. Go to sleep, Hyung.â Mingi said, giving you slight grin as he left your room.
It didnât take a genius to know what he was referring to. Your cheeks felt hot as you glanced down at your own crotch, checking to see if it was hard. Luckily you didnât get hard from a simple kiss.
But Mingi didâŚ
Was he.. was he that excited about finally confessing?
You cursed to yourself, lying down on your bed. You were going to need a few days.. weeks even to make sense of this.
The boy you took care for four years straight just told you that he never thought of you as an older brother figure. He wanted you romantically.
That means⌠this entire time, youâve been reading the relationship wrong!
Fuck, what if you had the wrong idea about how your other relationships with the group was like?
You werenât going to be able to sleep tonight!!
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You havenât been able to sleep in general. It had only been two weeks since Mingiâs confession and he hasnât acted out of character since. Sure he was a bit more touchy but he acted relatively normal. You wondered if you dreamt that night.
The other members could immediately tell something happened but you werenât privy to their conversation.
Seemed like they had a group chat without you.
You certainly werenât feeling left out, no way.
The group was holding a small little fan meeting outside the company. It was something the company did occasionally to allow people that couldnât pay for real fan meetings to see you guys.
Perhaps one of the few good things your company did.
Since it wasnât a real fan meeting you all just dressed in your regular outfits and really had no set plan on what to do.
While you liked it the whole outside fan meets, you soon started dreading them. You were always left on the side lines. Although Kihyun and Mingi were the most popularâDoha, Yohan, and Hyojin still had people calling their name.
You hardly had people call your name. But it was okay. You were the leader, you were strong. Though it honestly felt like Miras didnât see you as a member but as a manager.
How they got to this conclusion was beyond your comprehension but the company actually tried to fix this. However that hardly helped. Yohan had believed it was because of the stupid persona they assigned to you didnât fit your personality at all.
And while you agreed, the company wasnât going to change your branding. So long as Miras didnât hate youâyouâd just have to deal with being ignored.
So, here you were, outside in the large courtyard the company had blocked off for the fan meet. There was a slight barrier between you and Miras as extra security since the fandom had grown heavily compared to last time.
There were way more Miras than last time. Especially more male Miras. The fanbase was majority girls, so it was shocking to see guys.
You stood in the center right between Kihyun and Hyojin. Miras were asking short questions for each member but you were getting skipped repeatedly. Hyojin seemed to notice based on the glance he gave you when they skipped you to ask him another question.
â(Name) Hyung,â Hyojin said, holding the mic up to his face as he gave you slight grin. His black hair was brushed back into a cute little ponytail. âDo you know any girl group dances?â
He gave the question directed to him to you. You couldnât help but grin. He was your favorite for a reason, though you really loved each member equally.
You pursed your lips as you exaggerated your body language, âhmmmm, maybe~? Do you wanna see Hyung dance?â
âWaaah!â Yohan suddenly yelled into his mic, âdance, dance!! I wanna see!â
Kihyun hummed in agreement. âDance for us, Hyung.â
They all suddenly gave you some space, making you realize they were serious. You glanced over at Mingi who was watching you like a hawk. His gaze was so intense that you quickly looked away.
You pulled off your trench coat, earning a teasing whistle from Doha. Kihyun took your coat for you as you walked over to the manager who was controlling the speaker. As you whispered the song to him, you walked back to the center and tried to fight back any embarrassment.
You danced in a choker for god sakes, you can do do a short little dance for a crowd of 100 people.
As the song started, Miras went silent in shock.
Miniskirt by AOA.
You immediately began the dance to the chorus, trying your best to fight the urge to laugh. The song cut off after you finished the chorus. It was embarrassing to say the least as you grabbed your mic from off the ground.
Before you could even say anything, Miras immediately began screaming. You shook your head as Kihyun handed over your coat.
âSexy, Hyung~â Yohan teased, walking over to you as he wrapped his arm around your neck. âWhen did you learn that dance?â
âYouâre not the only one who learns dances in his spare time.â You answered, grinning when Yohan pouted in response.
âHyung is getting too sexy,â Kihyun suddenly said, âweâll have to leash him soon.â
Mingi hummed in response, his gaze right on you, âIâll have to tame him.â
Tame? You blushed at Mingiâs words. Why did he only say I?! If any of the other members noticed, they didnât say anything. Doha immediately took over with the next question.
The rest of the hour was spent with other silly stuff. You would get a bit more questions this time around which was nice. Yohan and Mingi were now on either side of you.
Yohan still had his arm around your neck, occasionally giving his own questions over to you.
Mingi would just ignore the question to ask you something instead.
It was rounding near the end of the meet, the temperature beginning to drop. You subconsciously pressed closer to Yohan for some warmth. Yohan was only two inches taller than you.
Almost everyone had grown taller than you despite you not noticing.
âMiras, thank you for coming to see us. We have a special announcement coming next week, I hope youâre ready!â You said, grinning.
Miras began yelling out âI love youâ to their own bias. This was always your least favorite part, you usually never got anything. It was always so awkward when it was your turn and they ended just giving you a pity âI love you.â
But this time, when it was your turn, it was hardly silent.
A male voice yelled, âěŹëí´ě, (Name)-SsiâĄâĄâĄ!!!â
You stared into the crowd in shock as you tried to see which guy it was before another guy yelled out âI love youâ to you. A few more guys yelled it right after them as you felt your lip quiver.
Your eyes welled with tears as you tried your best to deliver a quick âthank you,â only to end up whimpering into the mic instead. You were already crying as Yohan patted your back, tugging you closer.
âAigoo, youâre so emotional, Hyung.â Yohan joked, though his hand was comforting on your back. You sniffled in his shoulder before wiping at your face. The idea that youâd cry over something so small felt like a sick joke, but here you are.
When you finally parted from Yohan to say goodbye, a hand slipped into yours. You looked over to see Mingi staring straight ahead. His hand tightened around yours.
You almost felt like crying again, which you did. Yohan took over to say the final goodbyes once he realized you couldnât say anything now.
Mingi kept his grip on your hand tight as you all walked back into the company building. He didnât let go even when you attempted to pull away.
âAre you okay, Hyung?â Hyojin asked, handing you a tissue. You graciously accepted it and wiped at your face. You did not want to know how pathetic you looked right now.
âThatâs the first time Iâve seen guys at our fan meet,â Doha laughed, shaking his head. âLooks like they only came for you.â
You blew your nose before looking over at Doha, âwhat do you mean?â
âThey didnât say anything for us.â Kihyun said. âThey only cared about you.â
They only came for youâŚ? That didnâtâ
â(Name), Gaeul and I need to talk with you for a minute.â
You looked back to see your manager walking over to you. His name was Dawon. He was only one year older than you, your only hyung. Miracle had two managers, Dawon and Gaeul. The company thought having Dawon was good, since he was close in age.
Gaeul was near the door, nodding her head as she motioned for you to come over. She was older but only in her mid thirties.
Mingiâs hand suddenly tightened its grip when you made the attempt to pull away. You glanced back over at him, tilting your head. Mingi was staring straight at Dawon, a strange scowl on his face.
What could he be angry about?
Dawon only rolled his eyes. âItâs just a business talk. Câmon, (Name).â He didnât wait to see if you were coming as he walked over to Gaeul.
âMinnie, let go.â You said, reaching down to gently pry Mingiâs hand away. He subconsciously tightened his grip before pulling away as if he was burned.
Before you could even question why he was acting so strangely, Doha wrapped his arm on Mingiâs shoulder. âWeâll wait for you in the van.â
The others waved as they walked away. It took a minute before Doha could properly pull Mingi away. You only watched, wondering what was happening to your maknae. So weird.
You shook your head and walked over to Dawon and Gaeul. They stopped whatever conversation they had to look over at you. Dawon was good at hiding his emotions so you knew not to look at him for any answers.
Gaeul however was practically bouncing on the ball of her heels. â(Name)! I have good news for you.â She said, a grin spread on her lips.
âWhat is it?â
âSo,â she started, clearing her throat. âYou know how Iâve been trying to get the company to stop with the ridiculous boyfriend marketing⌠and while I havenât gotten anywhereâthey are changing the marketing for you specifically!â
You glanced over at Dawon who only nodded. âChange my marketing? Why are they changing their mind?â
âBecause of this!â Gaeul pulled out her phone and showed a picture. It took a minute before you could properly understand what the picture meant.
It was of a list, a ranking of male idols favorited by gay/bisexual men. And you were in top twenty?!
âNone of the members ever made it to the top fifty but you shot up to top twenty in only three weeks!â She squealed. âEver since the whole choker performance, your fancam went viral outside of Miras space and hit it within the gay men community.â
Dawon hummed. âThey found you sexy mostly.â He pulled out his own phone to show you something. âThe sales of your solo photo book sold out quickly, even though you were usually the one to have more than half left.â
You tried not to be upset at Dawonâs slight dig. It wasnât like he was wrong.
âBut!â Gaeul cut in, the excitement not leaving her face. âThey donât only find you sexy, they find you cute!â
âWas it because of the Cinderella costume?â You asked, frowning slightly.
âNo. Well they did like that but someone started posting old videos of you before the company started making you tone down your personalityâthey love your real personality the most! Almost everyone can tell youâre not stoic at all.â Gaeul hummed.
âOkayâŚâ you muttered, slightly happy at it seemed people could appreciate the real you.. but still, it wasnât like it was Miras. âWell how are they changing my marketing?â
Dawon patted your back. âTheyâre making you do a special stage in a month for the comeback.â
âLike a solo song..?â
âYup! Itâs technically a test to how well solo songs in albums will do but also to see just how much these fanboys will do cheer you on.â Gaeul grinned. âArenât you excited?! You no longer have to put on a fake act anymore for the cameras.â
âThough itâs not like you were exactly good at it,â Dawon laughed, poking your cheek. âYou could only keep the persona for a second before cracking. Youâre too sweet.â
You blushed, pushing his hand away. âHow will the boys feel about this..? I donât want to do anything to strain our relationship, it only feels like recently that theyâveâŚâ
âIâll talk to them.â Dawon said. âI was the one to tell them about you first anyway, I can do it again.â
Gaeul nodded. âI think theyâll be happy for you. Besides youâve guys done solid stages before when preforming other peopleâs songs, this time youâre preforming an original song. Youâll finally get solo activities!â
Your ears peaked up at that. Solo activities? Almost everyone else had attended an event or interview by themselves at least once. You had noneâŚ
Maybe this was your big break..? Not to leave the group, but to finally not feel like a filler member?
âAnyway,â Gaeul said, breaking your thoughts. âYouâll learn more when we get close to the mini album promotion. All I know is that youâll preform the solo song before the album comes out to draw out hype.â
That made your heart drop to your ass. You..? You alone?! No one way the company was going to use you to draw out hype. It felt whiplashâthe filler member to being used for promotion.
You needed to rest and cry and laugh in excitement and fear.
After promising to not tell the other members until Dawon did, you walked to the van outside. The members didnât seem to care about what happened or at the very least knew you probably wouldnât tell them.
You moved to sit down beside Hyojin, putting on your seatbelt. However, just as the driver was about to drive, Mingi suddenly made Hyojin switch seats so now he sat in the middle, you right beside him.
Mingi didnât say anything as he just pulled out his phone and typed away. You could only stare at him before shaking your head, unable to stop the slight smile on your lips.
He was so clingy.
The drive was quick as you all made it back to the apartment complex. Everyone immediately went to their room, ready to drop dead and sleep.
Mingi seemed to want to take care of you tonight as he decided to cook instead of ordering takeout.
As you watched him cook, being forced to sit down in the dining room when you tried to help, you couldnât help but wonder why Mingi liked you. You didnât believe you treated him any different from the others.
Each member had a cute nickname that you gave them.
Hannie for Yohan.
Hyunnie for Kihyun.
Dodo for Doha, (he hated it).
Jinnie for Hyojin.
Minnie for Mingi.
You would take each of them out for solo dinner dates once a month, speaking of which you need to plan them before September ends. Each of them got a thoughtful gift for their birthdays. You gave each of them affection, if they wanted, Doha wasnât exactly into skinship.
What was it that made Mingi fall for you?
Was it your looks? But you were never complimented on your looks. Past companies even refused you because you didnât have the âidol looksâ despite being a great singer and dancer.
Maybe he just wrongly assumed that he had romantic feelings for you⌠Yeah, that makes more sense.
No way someone like Mingi could everâ
ââstop thinking.â
Your back straightened up as you felt Mingiâs breath tease the tip of your ear. You stayed still, waiting to see what he was planning to do. How did he even know you were thinking?
âI canât leave you alone with your thoughts for too long,â Mingi muttered, sighing softly. âYou always manage to destroy any self worth I try to build within you.â
âHowâd youâŚ?â You whispered.
âThereâs a certain face you make.â He said. âItâs obvious nowâto me at least. I donât know about the others. I usually pay attention to you alone.â
âOnly me?â
Mingi pulled away from you, walking back to the kitchen. You didnât even hear him walk over to you. He really was a light walker. Mingi came back after a minute or so with a bowl of noodles. It wasnât anything extravagantâyou guys needed to go grocery shopping.
âEat, Hyung.â Mingi said, handing you a pair of chopsticks. âIâll be sad if you donât eat everything.â A smirk pulled on his lips as you grabbed the chopsticks.
Of course heâd guilt trip you. Hopefully the noodles are good.
Mingi sat down across from you, watching you eat.
âWhereâs your bowl?â
âIâll eat after you.â
You frowned. âWhy?â
âSo I can watch you. Youâre cute when you eat.â
âCuteâ?!â
âMhm,â he hummed absentmindedly. âI donât know why the company made me the âgolden retriever boyfriendâ it suits you more.â
âThe whole assigned personality traits we were given were so stupid.â You said honestly. You always made a point to never talk badly about the company in front of the others. But you thought back to what Mingi had said, he wasnât a kid anymore.
Maybe you needed to change how you treat him. While he hasnât directly complained, he must be upset about you treating him as if he was still the clueless naive seventeen year old.
But then youâd have to grapple with the thought that heâd never need you anymoreâŚ
Thatâs all you were good for, being needed? The company had said that you were the last member to be added. They just needed an extra vocalist and you were the only trainee that could carry a high note without straining. You were last place then just like now. Perhaps youâre just scared.
Scared that Mingi and everyone else will realize how much better they would be without you.
âI thought I told you to stop thinking.â
You blinked as you glanced up, seeing an irritated Mingi. He sighed and rolled his eyes. The thought of upsetting him made you forget all about your own self pity. You placed your chopsticks down and stood up, walking over to his side of the table.
Mingi glanced up, raising an eyebrow. He pushed out of his chair but just as he was going to stand up you placed your hand on his shoulder. Despite the confusion on his face, he followed your silent order.
His body was now fully facing you as you knelt down, inches from his legs. Mingi flinched as his eyes widen. In the moment, you werenât thinking about how heâd take this position.
All you could think about was when you knelt down to him before, back before you all debuted. It was possibly the only time you were ever truthful to him concerning your emotions.
Your hand reached out and grasped his leg, your eyes gazing up at him. âIâm sorry, Mingi. I⌠I donât think I can tell you everything now but itâs not your concern that I am this way.â
âHyungââ
ââlet me finish.â You interrupted him. âI put myself on pause when we debuted because I knew I was only there to fill in an extra spot. But I thought that if I took great care of you guys, you all would like me, maybe even appreciate me.. but then I started to like taking care of you guys. I love you all so much but then learning Miras donât even think about me hurts so much.
âI wish I didnât care about what others think but watching you and everyone else get the love you deserve⌠I just want it too.â You finished, resting your head on the inner part of Mingiâs leg.
Mingi flinched but his hand soon brushed against your face. âWhat about my love?â
You glanced up at him. âYour love..? Mingi, I donât⌠I donât know. I donât deserve it from youânot someone as special as you.â
âYouâre putting me on a pedestal. Itâs so fucking annoying.â Mingi sighed, rubbing the bridge of his nose.
âPedestal..?â
âHyung, youâre special to me.â He reached down and grabbed your hand, staring right at you as you blush. âBeing by your side of four years, I learned so much about you, that Iââ
You quickly press your free hand against Mingiâs mouth, silencing him. He stared at you in disbelief before narrowing his eyes. That word. He was going to say it. It was different hearing it from fansâto hear it from Mingi felt like a joke.
âDonât⌠not.. not yet.â You whispered, biting the bottom of your lip.
Mingi released his grip on your other hand as he reached up, grasping your wrist. He stared right at you just as you felt a tongue tease the palm of your hand. You gasp and try to pull away but his hand tightens around your wrist.
His gaze doesnât soften as he presses soft wet kisses on your hand. You can only whimper and watch. He trails a kiss up to your wrist before reaching your arm.
You blush, feeling his lips now trail up your arm. He left light bites, occasionally suckling on the skin. Your lower body flinched as you tried to pull your arm away. But his grip doesnât loosen. In fact, he tugs you even closer.
Your body slipped further between his legs as he reached the tip of your shoulder. He wasted no time before tugging you to stand up. His hands grip your waist before you could attempt to pull away.
His hands gently push your shirt up as he pressed a wet kiss on your stomach. âI can just show you how much I appreciate you.â
âMingiâŚâ You whimpered, your eyes widening.
âMhm?â He chuckled. âCâmon, let me do this.â
Mingi returned to leaving soft kisses on your stomach, biting at your skin. One of his hands grasping your jeans as he unbuckled it. Your hands gripped at his shoulders as you simply watched him pull your pants down enough for your boxers to be free.
His hands eagerly grabbed a handful of your ass, kneading it. âItâs is fatâŚ. Those pants they put you in flatten your ass, Hyung.â
âMingiâŚ! Donâtâ!â
ââDonât what?â His hands grasp your briefs as the sound of fabric tearing filled the room.
You shrieked, attempting to pull away but that didnât work with Mingiâs arms around your hips. He hummed in satisfaction as he tore the rest of your briefs off. The torn briefs fell to your feet as you stood half nude in front of your maknae.
This had to be a joke!
âYouâre smaller than I thought.â Mingi suddenly said.
âSmaller?!â You cried out, feeling a sharp hit at your self-confidence. While you knew you mightâve been on the smaller sideâhearing someone else say it wasnât exactly nice.
A kiss on your cock caused you to flinch, watching as Mingi kissed the entirety of your lower half. Right on your hips and close to your inner thighs.
âSo pretty, Hyung.â He whispered against your skin. âPretty just for me.â His hands grasped your hips as he licked the tip of your cock.
You whimpered, biting your lip as you gripped at his shirt. Your first ever blowjob by your maknae⌠holy shit.
The thought shouldâve made you throw up but instead you were feeling anything but.
âWait, wait..â You whined pathetically just as Mingi began to suck on your tip. Your body tensed as a strained moan left your tightly closed lips. Mingi pulled away, watching as your cock began to leak before pathetically cumming.
The cum dripped onto the floor as you took a deep breath, embarrassment rising in your chest. Holy shit, you came⌠you came before anything really happened!
You tried to rationalize it to yourself. Youâve never even held hands with a partner and while you masturbated, you had never been touched by someone else.
But Mingi wouldnât have known that! And you werenât exactly eager to tell your maknae that you were an inexperienced virgin⌠especially that he was your first kiss.
âHyungâŚâ
You glanced down at Mingi, ready for him to look at you weirdly when your breath hitched. He was staring at you like you were a full course meal. It reminded you of the video of you dancing on stage while he watched.
âAre you⌠inexperienced?â He asked, obviously trying to not embarrass you. His grip subconsciously tightened on your waist when you tried to move away.
âS..So what if I am..â you whispered.
Mingi smirked. âI thought you just knew how to hide your partners.. but you really were celibate.â
âS..So..? Itâs not a big deal..â you wanted to put some clothes on now. âItâs nothing serious, I mean I gave you my first kiss.â
Time seemed to stop after your confession.
His grip felt harsh, nails digging into your skin.
âIâm⌠Hyung.. you donât know what this information does to me.â He whispered, pressing his head against your stomach. Now that you couldnât see his face, you wondered if he was upset.
It took a minute before he sighed, pulling away, staring right up at you.
âIâm going to fuck you, Hyung. But I need to get you ready for that.â
âHuh?!â You cried out, blushing heavily. âR..Ready?! Why?â
Mingiâs jaw tightened. âBecause if I fucked you right now, especially with how inexperienced you are, Iâll scare you away⌠and I canât fuck you tonight because I want you to choke on my dick.â
You sputtered, eyes widening. âChoi Mingi!â
âHong (Name).â He smirked. âIâll get you ready for me, Hyung⌠and once youâre ready..â
His teeth brushed against your skin as you flinched, unable to pull away due to his death grip.
âIâll ruin you so that you wonât want to taste anyone else but me.â
Your sweet and innocent maknae was nothing like himself back when he was seventeen. Those stupid NSFW accounts were fucking right! He did want you.
You were screwed.
Literally, but you seemed to be making no effort to truly stop him.
Four years ago
Choi Mingi didnât like you at first. How could he when Miracle was set to debut as five? He was already close to his other hyungs, why does he need another one? Especially one that was taking away half of his lines in the debut.
The other members, besides Hyojin, were also not too keen on your late addition to the group. Hyojin just didnât care all that much in general.
Yohan was the most angry, he was the leader and now he was losing it to you! Someone he didnât even know.
The first meet the group was going to have with you was with the choreographer. Luckily they hadnât started teaching it but the choreographer had to change it to accommodate six people.
Mingi was particularly angry as they got to the practice room. He walked into the room only to notice the others seemed oddly quiet..? At seventeen he was still a bit short so he had to push through to the front to see what the commotion was.
And.. woah? From what he had heard from other trainees, you were supposedly âuglyâ in the companyâs eyes, thatâs why you hadnât debuted.
But uh, he didnât understand that at all seeing you front of him. You were cute, so fucking cute as you laughed at whatever the choreographer said to you.
Through the entire dance practice/meeting, he watched you like a hawk. Everyone except Hyojin didnât say anything to you. Hyojin acted normal and treated you like a person, not some enemy.
But Mingi was stubbornâhe wasnât going to talk to you. He plopped down on the couch during the short break, pulling out his phone only for it to slip onto the ground. He groaned, sitting with his legs far apart as he tried to gain the willpower to get his phone.
However he didnât need to when you kneeled down between his legs, grabbing the phone. You handed it over to him. Your eyes gazing up at him as you gave him a slight smile, obviously a bit nervous.
To think that the company said you didnât have an âidol image!â You were so handsomeâno, cute. You were so cute that Mingi wondered if youâd end up getting the golden retriever persona he was given. It would suit you so much more than him.
Mingi reached over to take his phone from your hand. You leaned in closer, your free hand moving to rest on Mingiâs leg when you almost lost your balance. Mingiâs body tensed as he felt your warmth, of course he had to wear shorts.
âSorry, Mingi-Ssi.â You said, your voice soft and sweet. Your singing voice was probably perfect. After handing over his phone, you stood up and walked over to Hyojin.
Mingi quickly closed his legs now that you were gone.
He had a fucking boner.
Yall donât even gotta ask. Writing part 2 immediately, itâs a slow burn in that thereâs not gonna no penetration sex just yet. Part 2 gonna have more cross dressing/NSFW tweets, this lowkey is a setup lmaoo
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Male Yandere Demon x Male Angel Reader (CW: Noncon, drugged reader, drugged sex, drug-like cum, drug-like saliva, big ol' horse cock, literally equine dick, belly bulge, armpit kink, scent kink, musk, underwear sniffing, kidnapping, general yandere behavior, temporarily mind-broken reader, religious themes, dehydration, forced feminization) Word Count: 2.2k
In the never-ending war against the legions of Hell, the middle ground where most of the fighting was done was on Earth. However, the heavenly forces sometimes deemed an incursion into Hell necessary.
You had been sent on a mission to scout ahead and take note of the coming forces.
Angels were stronger than most demons. Even so, almost your entire squad had been wiped out in a bloody ambush. The other survivors had used the one holy recall scroll to teleport themselves back to heaven.
Each squad sent into Hell is given one and only one. They probably thought you were dead already when they left still with demons in pursuit. They had to act quickly. You didn't blame them. Without it, you were trapped here. Unless you could find a demon's gate that could take you to Earth. That's how the demons made it out. But there would certainly be legions of the enemy at such places.
You had managed to escape the slaughter of your scouting party, but you were injured. Your wings had been hurt as had your leg. Relatively minor injuries, but in a hostile land, they certainly made things more difficult.
To be honest, you weren't exactly the strongest angel on a good day. This was not a good day.
You limped along the rocky landscape, using your holy staff as a walking stick. You stayed low to remain unseen by any wandering beasts or demons as you made your way out of the fiery wastelands and into the white sand desert. Hell wasn't all fire and brimstone. It was the most popular depiction of Hell's most dramatic landscape, but there were other biomes, too. Now you were getting into one of the many deserts Hell had to offer.
It was cooler than the burning wastes, but by no means was it comfortable. Water and food were scarce, the white sands were nearly blinding, and the swirling black sky was a constant ominous reminder that you were not safe.
You could go a long time without food and water. You wouldn't die without them, but after a while, you would wither up and be unable to move. You'd go into a kind of stasis. And then you'd be defenseless.
For days, you wandered. At least... you thought it was days. Despite the perpetually black sky the sun never set. Your lips were chapped, your wounds aching, hope dying in your heart. You had to find an oasis to rest at. Build up your strength. From the limited maps you had seen of this region of Hell there should be one at the heart of this desert, but with your wings and legs messed up it would still take many days still to reach it.
There were several more days of endless marching, hobbling on your injured leg that was getting harder and harder to walk on before you finally saw the oasis in the distance. You tried your best to approach stealthily, going behind dunes and sand drifts whenever possible, and wrapping your white wings around you to provide some measure of camouflage with the white sands. As you got near, it disappeared in a puff of smoke. And out of the smoke stood a demon. It was a trap.
Dark brownish red skin, sharp horns, a tail flicking back and forth, and he stood at least a foot taller than you. He was very muscular, his sweat coated abs glistened in the sunlight. He wore nothing. His long horse-like cock and big nuts swinging freely below a thick patch of black pubic hair.
You caught yourself accidentally staring and looked away quickly before readying your divine staff for a fight. Which was really hard, since you could barely stand without it.
The demon winked and chuckled.
"Do you like it~ There's no harm in just looking, you know?"
He closed the distance between the two of you in a flash and knocked the staff away in one fluid motion.
"As a matter of fact, you can do a lot more than look, little bird. My cum would make you feel so much better~ That oasis you're looking for is still miles away."
"Uh, thanks for the kind offer, but I think I will pass. I'll just be on my way and out of your hair."
You stepped back slowly, hoping to make it to your staff so you could maybe limp away and give him a good smack if he followed. But he wasn't giving you the chance.
"Oh, but you're dehydrated!"
He took a few steps forward until there were mere inches between you. He put a hand on your cheek and thumbed at your chapped lips gently.
"Your lips are all dry. Let me help~"
Before you could decline, he held your head in place and leaned down. He traced and prodded your sore lips with his long slick tongue.
You tried to push him away but couldn't do much in your current condition. And the saliva was having some kind of effect on you.
He slipped his tongue past your lips and kissed you greedily.
Your head grew fuzzy and your legs weak. His spit was some type of drug. It felt... nice...
You resisted it as long as you could, even resorting to biting his tongue, but he ignored it and continued. Moments later, you slumped against him, your head on his muscular chest. The only thought in your head as you passed out was how nice this man in front of you smelled.
He picked you up gently and carried you bridal style. It was fitting since you were certainly his little bride now, as far as he was concerned. He placed a chaste kiss on the top of your head and then started walking towards the underground dwelling he called home.
When you woke up, your wounds had been healed, and you felt a lot better. Though you were still dizzy. There was an intoxicating smell all around you and you didn't recognize your surroundings.
Your first instinct was to jump up and flee, but you were immediately pulled back down and placed in the lap of your demonic captor. His monstrous cock poking out between your thighs.
You looked down and realized you were naked, your soft cock and balls laying on his unnaturally warm prick.
"Let me go!" You elbowed him as hard as you could but he must have made sure you stayed drugged because you couldn't muster up any strength to put into your struggle.
"Let you go? After all the trouble I have gone through to romance you?"
"Romance!? You kidnapped me and I don't even know who the fuck you are, creep!!"
You struggled with renewed anger, smacking your head backwards, elbowing, kicking, and scratching. All amounting to you gasping for breath, tired, while he chuckled at the attempt.
"You're in Hell! I could have raped you and left you in the sand to be killed by any passing monster and that still would have been considered romance."
He placed his large hands on your legs with his thumbs drawing lazy circles on your thighs.
"I saved you from the desert, treated your wounds, let you rest for days, fed you, gave you water, and bathed you. That is damn romantic!"
He started assaulting your neck with little licks and kisses, enjoying how you squirmed in protest while sitting on his equine cock.
"As for the name that you'll be moaning when I bury myself in you, it's Tevrik."
"My friends will come back for me. You should save yourself the trouble and let me go now!"
This was a bluff, of course. They almost certainly thought you were dead. You didn't know if your deception would work, but you didn't expect him to respond with a cackle.
"No, they won't! Rathiel won't let em!"
A shudder went through you at the mention of your boss who had ordered the mission into Hell.
"He's one of Hell's best agents. Gives us lots of intel."
You were dumbfounded and fell silent a moment before regaining your composure and replying angrily.
"Lies from a worthless demon!"
"I'd never lie to you, sweetie~"
He trailed his hands up and down your thighs as he continued.
"How else did we set up that ambush? Rathiel sent you to us. We needed more angel blood. But not yours."
Your blood ran cold as he began grinding into you.
"I picked you out from a bunch of employee profiles just to be my little princess. I'm half angel myself and wanted an angel bride~ We'll rule this region of Hell together!"
He repositioned you on his lap to face towards him as his flared cock grew fully erect.
"You weren't supposed to be hurt in the battle. I'm so sorry about that. I killed the demons who did it."
You didn't even struggle when he positioned you above his dick, hot precum smearing your hole as his cock pressed against it. The betrayal drained the fight from you.
"After the battle, I just followed you for a bit, so you'd be tired. And now here you are. With me."
The precum and smell of his arousal were making you dizzier. The words he spoke brought tears from your eyes.
"Awe, don't cry. After we have some alone time to adjust, I'll take you to the palace~ You'll be royalty!"
You winced as his cock entered you, expecting pain. Surprisingly, there was none. Instead it was like every cell in your body was filled with pleasure.
This couldn't be right. You had to escape. Sex with a demon was a very taboo thing.
You started struggling but Tevrik held you still.
"Shhh, I know you're upset. But just let it happen, okay? I'll make you feel so good."
As his precum continued to dribble out of his dick and into you and as the betrayal by your trusted higher up sank in you once more lost the will to fight.
Why were you fighting anyway? This cock felt so nice. And he was so kind and romantic to go through all this trouble to get you away from your evil boss right?
You relaxed and lay against his chest as he pumped into you slowly. You looked up at him and realized he had your underwear in his hand and was holding it up to his nose sniffing the crotch.
"You smell so good, girly. So good. You feel good too."
"You smell nice too!" Then your brain caught up with the rest of what he had said.
"A-and I'm not a g-girl." Too focused on your pleasure to really care.
"Nah, you're too pretty to be a man. Too weak too. Plus you have this tight little cunt hugging my dick. You're definitely a girly~"
"O-okay."
You blushed because he called you pretty. You supposed he made a lot of sense. You were clearly a girl. You wondered why you didn't know that sooner. It felt right.
He chuckled warmly as you drooled on his chest and made cute little gasps and moans. He couldn't wait until you were moaning his name.
Tevrik didn't pound you, he didn't want to hurt his sweet baby bird. Instead he just rocked his hips into you and enjoyed the effect it had on you.
After you started making those delicious noises his demonic precum began to make you super cuddly. He continued to breed your tight hole while you started nuzzling him and leaving gentle kisses on his chest. He began grinding into you a bit faster and more forcefully, his cock clearly outlined through your belly as it nestled into you as deeply as he could get it.
"Fuck babe, I'm about to bust."
But you came before he did it. Your cock spilling silvery angelic seed on his belly as you called his name and clung to him tightly. The combined sight of you cumming while impaled by his dick while at the same time calling his name just like you promised he would sent Tevrik over the edge. His large balls filled your tummy with hot demon cum. It made you feel warm and fluttery and loved. Like you could feel his emotions through his seed.
You were so tired from all the emotion and sex that you passed out on top of him, nuzzling your nose into the comforting scent of his armpit as you clung to him.
Tevrik smiled. You were just so precious. Sadly, he knew you'd regress back into struggling against him. But that was okay. He would keep reminding you how the angels threw you away and keep breeding you full of his drug-like semen. Soon you'd crave it. He'd bed you constantly until you needed it. And then breed you as much as you wanted him to after that.
Yeah, it would take a while. But he had all the time in the universe.
Tevrik sighed with content and closed his eyes, taking your underwear and putting it back up to his nose while he relaxed with his cock still deep inside you.
You may have been in Hell, but Tevrik was in Heaven.
for ba bao fan | fem!reader
you, wandering around the house with a swollen belly. calling his name to ask for food and care and comfort. made me foam on the mouth holy shit, need that to become a shirt fr, continuing that one ask, imagine his lover did actually got pregnant, now months into the pregnancy she became quite clingy at times, especially when he came home late at night, because she knew, she couldn't actually get out that often anymore to join him in the casino when carrying a child, too much risk. so, she just resorts to actually voicing it on their late-night talk-cuddle, ây'know⌠you should take a rest tomorrow, iâm missing you too much to let you go.. this place doesn't feel like home when you're not around.â
if he actually does? well, as much she'll struggle with her growing stomach, let's just say she's ready to get down on one knee if he hasn't already or rainfall of tears, whole lotta of them
Ëâş. ďš the demon-possessed casino owner x afab!fem!reader. ďšÂ .đš Ý
. . . I would never leave you my dear !! đ :  casino ownerÂ Ë grim reaperÂ Ë demon cw : pregnant readerďš verse 1311 hĂ oyÇ. ďš
your husband stays home to make sure you are doing alright with your pregnancy
of course heâd stay with you! his heart always hurt having to leave you in the day and return at night. he knew he couldnât keep it up for too long - at some point he would need to be there for you.
casino be damned, the second you said that there was no way that he was leaving you alone ever again. not until you give birth and even then - heâll wait a few extra months. one of his highers can tend to the casino until heâs back. heâll simply check in through myrr whenever he can.
you would awake to your lover not beside you. tummy twisting and pregnant hormones making your heart break more than it should.
finding the will to rise out of bed and find your way out of the bedroom - youâll catch whiff of something in the kitchen. a stir of hope. excitedly your feet carry you down the hallway. your tears doubling at the sight of your boyfriend adding the finishing touches to breakfast.
ânow, why the tears?â hĂ oyÇ âs deep croon only makes them fall faster. he senses your next move and in an instant is in front of you so that you do not race over. a gentle hand to your stomach and another cupping your face.
âI-I thought -â
âSshh,â he murmurs. A cold kiss presses to your forehead and he slowly rubs at your tummy. âDid you really think Iâd leave you here after last night? Not leaving any time soon, my darling.â
NEEDY PUPPY.
Kazuha knows what your actions mean but wouldn't it be better if his puppy tells him what he needs outright? or kazuha teasing male reader <3
pairing : kaedehara kazuha/reader
warnings : bottom male reader, semi-smut, dom!kazuha, petnames...
'Marley and Me' plays on the tv, you and Kazuha cuddling in your couch watching the movie. You're on his lap, feeding him cookies and kissing his cheeks while he's focused on the movie. You have your attention span akin to a puppy to blame for getting bored easily.
Even though Marley's cute antics, seeing 'John' and 'Jennifer' treat Marley like their own son had you wishing to be bred by your boyfriend, well it was just baby fever at first but with kazuha's cock right beneath your ass and his bandaged fingers digging into your waist, you needed his cock in you asap.
You flip around on his lap, 'adjusting' your body on his. Your ass resting just above Kazuha's slowly hardening cock and you wrapped your hands around his neck. Although confused and a bit flustered, Kazuha quickly paused the movie to give you his undivided attention.
Your lover wrapped his hands around your waist properly as you lean down to desperately kiss him. It started off slow and ended sensually, with your tongues connected by a single strand of saliva. Heat rose to your cheeks as you broke off from his moist lips.
Your head was tucked in the crook of his neck, leaving soft hickeys and licks. Somehow you were ashamed of asking him to breed you, to fuck you senseless on his cock. Your ass moved back and forth hoping he'd get the message.
Kazuha noticed very early that you wanted something more, although he wanted you to say it outright. After all his good boy can do that can't he? His good little mindless puppy who he'll force down on his cock, his slut who'll moan again and again and thank his boyfreind for filling him up with his babies.
Hiii!! Hope youâre doing good!! Could I request a poly werewolf 141 x reader who just has bad abandonment issues? Take care of yourself, I love you!!
Warnings: yandere behavior, talks about abandonment, and werewolves.
A/N: Hi!! Yes of course. We love werewolves!! Enjoy and love you too, beloved <3!!
Gif by @/bastardcompany // NOT MINE
It breaks their heart, especially on Gaz's part, that you have this fear. Something, or someone, must've caused it. And it only angers and annoys them. However, they can't help but love this side of you.
It's easier for them to manipulate you, making you stay home, away from outsiders, and stay closer to them. And, with them being already possessive, and the werewolf blood swirling in them, it makes them proud and almost excited that you have a need about being around theme.
All of them, especially on Soap's part, constantly remind you that you're theirs, and they are yours; vice versa. Most of them understand your fears, all of them going through the fear itself one way or another. And quite the contrast, they don't blame you.
Naturally, with having bad abandonment issues, comes with insecurity, ultra clingiest, and paranoia. Most of the time, Price and Gaz are always around you, glued to your side and ensuring that they won't leave you â and never leave you for âsomeone elseâ
Every day, all of them are constantly wanting to be near you, touching you, holding you, talking to you, smelling you, any way any of them could have you.
In rare scenarios, where they do have to leave (work or having to go somewhere in public where they don't you at), they assure you over and over that they will just be an hour, and come straight back. Making sure to pick something sweet up (a gift) to prove to you that you mean everything.
All of them do meaningful things, especially during the nights where they're the most energetic â Soap bringing you a dead dove, mouth stained in blood and a sign of I love you in his eyes.
Simon and Price both working together on bringing a bunch of roses, flowers, or even a pine-cone from the forest; nudging it closer to your form as you gently reward them.
Gaz naturally gifts you his things â ensuring that you can, and you will wear his shirts, boxers, or even hats if he asks. And if you don't? Well, you wouldn't want to make your mates sad, no?
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