every time i ask people if they do any new years resolutions its all ooooo i dont like making them bc i fail or ohhhhh no i couldnt keep up wiht that and then when they ask me and i tell them about Pasta Quest (i am eating as many different pasta shapes as possible in the space of a year) or when i did Fruit Adventures (every time i saw a fruit i had never eaten before id get one and eat it and read the wikipedia article about it) theyre like hang on i forgot you can make Fun Ones i want a fun one
If you see this on your dashboard, reblog this, NO MATTER WHAT and all your dreams and wishes will come true.
THE LAKE ISLE OF INNISFREE - W.B. Yeats
anecdote of the pig, tory adkisson // achilles & partoclus // house of dragon, 1x07 // plainwater, anne carson // ? // ?
The itching to be back in forests and mountains
2 more months
Hiking is the best way to spend your time, seriously.
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Am I chasing ghosts?
The one that I had left behind
Searching every new face
That age old familiarity
That thoughtless bond, older than us
Will I ever find such a ghost again,
Or am I meant to be seeking, this life time
One that will quench the thirst
While calming and enraging the fire inside my bones
As his hand ghosting over my scars
A voice that I may pretend is his
Finally hearing my words from his lips
Or am I forever chasing the wind?
Ghosting hands on my waist
Shuddering like a flower in the breeze
When it hits my neck
Just a breeze stroking desperate flesh
I was talking to a coworker recently and offhandedly said I wasn’t exactly competent at a lot of things. He reared back in obvious visceral disagreement that made me stop midsentence.
“What do you mean you’re not competent?”
“I guess I mean compared to the people I’m surrounded by? I’m not very handy, I guess.”
He looked baffled.
I tried to illuminate with a story. So at the sex shop we needed to vacuum every night, right? But one time after my days off I could tell the carpets hadn’t been vacuumed since I last saw them. I asked the other girls why not. It turned out that the screw that held the handle on the vacuum had been stripped and it wouldn’t stay in. Why was that down to a single screw? Bad design.
So any attempt to vacuum meant the handle just popped off when the screw jumped ship. I looked over the vacuum. I found a junk drawer. I found the biggest screw I could that still fit in the hole wrapped it in tape to bulk it out. Then I shoved/screwed it in place. Then I duct taped the opening so that fucker couldn’t pop out. Voila, a working handle.
The other girls were utterly delighted that I’d fixed the vacuum but I was painfully aware that my solution was neither elegant nor long term.
My coworker listened. Finally he said, “I think being competent just means you have the ability to learn a skill you lack, and you can do that. Your solution worked, and you were the one that tried to fix the problem.”
I digested that and agreed, but admitted any new skill learned would prompt me to be a huge baby about it.
Jane Austen // Nizar Qabbani
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