Wish I could post about something happier but unfortunately my mind is riddled with The Memories
june 20th, 2024
I am slowly killing myself
I feel like I am just waiting to die
Hurt
Everyday is a loop I’m tweaking
And I’m too stagnant to do anything about it
Whatever we ball
all you need to do to understand me on a base level is read the lyrics to alameda by elliott smith
what are you waiting for? someone to grant you permission? the perfect and permanent emotion? a shooting star to magic away every problem you have or ever have had? alright, wait away then. but no one is going to live your life for you while you wait to become someone else
Happy posting on the Blr?!!??!?
“sorry i didn’t mean to dump that on you”
brother i would climb the tallest mountains and swim to the deepest depths for you. every time you smile i wonder if anything could be more beautiful and every time you laugh it’s like an orchestra of joy. of course i’ll be here to listen. i love you bro
Maybe I do need to chill out