I Need To Get More Masc So I Can Present Feminine

getting used to & comfortable with your own bare chest as a neutral & not inherently gendered thing over the course of an evening alone and then having to go out in public again the next day & feel weird about it again like prometheus and his liver except every day you're forced to regrow an awareness of society gendering anatomy

old poem of mine

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I found another dead bird.

As I leaned down to touch its lifeless tail

 (don’t worry, I washed my hands)

A man biked by, beer bottle in hand.

Riding past, he extended both arms

His wingspan swaying with the rhythm of pumping pedals.

My right arm has been itching 

This might be a metaphor for self destruction.

have a feeling that i will not be sucking this boys boobs anytime soon

how to solve a rubik’s cube a gay valentine’s/anniversary comic about trying to impress a boy (my now boyfriend) [rbs&follows>likes]

How can you see me in all my terrible grief and still look at me like I'm someone you could love

just realized i got blood on my sheets, my cuts must’ve opened a bit while i was sleeping. im trying to think of an excuse for if my mom sees and asks.. i would say a scab from a mosquito bite that i scratched open in my sleep or something, but there’s some pretty distinct lines and she’s already been suspicious of me lately. let’s hope it comes out next time i wash them

The Magnus Archives is a show because if someone says “the episode with the guy who was having bug sex” you need to say “which one?”