Stray Dog Amigo The Devil

Drawing by me

Sometimes I just stare into the mirror for long periods of time, I don't recognize my features are my reflection but I'm desperatly looking for something I recognize. I look at my paws they look wrong there not mine. I feel my phantom fur blow in the wend. I feel my phantom tail wag when happy or my ears go down when I'm scared. yet people say I'm doing this for attention. I'm not I honestly feel distressed when I am reminded there a phantom feeling, it makes me horrible.

How it feels going home after a successful hunt art by me

Vent post: trying to find myself and stuff

Questioning myself and sexuality

I've not really into degrading. I really like being a good puppy and being told I'm good I have a praise kink. If I like you I'll probably do anything for you. I like to be bratty occasionally with soft Love bites but I never want to be called bad. I really like the idea of being being a beloved pet safety in my Master's control. I also have a non-sexual urge to pull my partners on a sled I think that's my dog soul coming out. I also have this weird thing where my sexualness is kind of innocent I just like feeling good with people I like. It's weird and it smashes friendship and romantic partners together because like I love my friends so much I would do anything for them and it kind of blurs the lines. It's also weird because I'm not really attracted to humans physically I'm really attracted to emotional connections. But I also see sex more of the game than an emotional connection it's very confusing in my head. I really wish I could have a pack or maybe a master. I still have a lot of my stray mentality even though I kind of am a nice spoiled pet that loves nature and shifting in a dog and playing in the woods.

A self portrait

Frankie, Lagoona and Clawdeen's "combo" moves in Freaky Footwork