Colette, Tr. By Matthew Ward, From The Collected Stories; “The Accompanist, //Charles Bukowski

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😂 it’s true and I just will always wonder why people Hesitate to come and talk to me. 

Sunday, April 4 1:11 p.m.

Never enough Isn’t it

Lately I’ve been feeling like nothing is ever really enough for me.

Doesn’t matter who I talk to at the moment and how they make me feel..... it’s never enough.

I can listen to all kinds of songs that fit my mood but it’s never enough.

I think about past memories and happy thoughts, but it’s never enough.

I think about the future and it’s just not enough.

I am filled with emotions but it’s not enough for me to even have control of.

I am lost but.... even the loneliness isn’t enough.

I am alone and it’s now.... enough. Enough of me feeling like this.

Then.... I think of Jeremiah 17:9, “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it?”..... faith over feelings?



Lately I’ve been finding myself drowning my sorrows In alcohol.

I promised myself to not find any other substance to become numb.

I lied to myself.

I crave for it now.

What’s sober?

I can’t get enough of it.

Those around me say to voice my problems to them but in the end, I am still misunderstood.

So I will stay in this shell of mine.

And accept my journey to cease to exist.

This is my own fate.

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Me this morning 😂🙌🏼🙏🏼. Went through a spiritual attack last night in my sleep. Immediately woke up and said a prayer and pulled out my Bible😌

Simply why I don’t speak on a person too soon, because I know in the end their colors will truly show.

July 4th, 2021 10:05 p.m

On this day you chose to do something that broke my trust with you.

It ended too soon.

I am broken

I’m aching

I am feeling pain

Now I just want to be numb...

The Moon & Mars 🤍🖤