parents coming back home saved me from a terrible binge at 7am sharp
god what is wrong with me
why do everytime I eat, even if it’s like 50 calories, feel like i’m not sick enough? or is it just me
i just wanna have a friend that's just as disordered as me irl. We would talk without feeling judged and give each other motivation. it's rlly another pointless fantasy about having cool and understanding friends I wish could be with me.
ahh but for now i can only hope for someone like that to come along eventually. i kinda need them rn but it's fine I can wait.
i have small dog syndrome but in the way that it’s my ed in its loser corner of my brain that keeps shouting mean things every fucking second
men are so hot, I wish they were also good people.
i’m being serious when i say that my life would be 100% better if i was skinny. like genuinely. i wouldn’t have to worry and spend an hour and a half (sometimes more like??!!) trying to figure out what to wear just to go buy groceries. i wouldn’t have to overthink that my bf might find me heavy. i won’t have to be anxious going to parties. and i can wear whatever the FUUUUUCCCCKKK I WAAAANT and look good STILL
skinny is part of my personality idc
neeeeeeeeeed
what day even is it
being nervous/excited is the best laxative trust
okay so this is probs a bit tmi but does anyone else weigh themselves n4k3d?
i’ve heard that this is only a thing with ed’s. like for me, i have to weigh myself n4k3d bc i feel like clothes make the scale go higher and well my brain wants to see the lowest number possible.