Looking Back On Old Pictures... I Know People Always Say They Didn't Realize How Good They Had It But

all the #joever memes have just made me realize it was prounounced like "over" and not "forever"...

why r men so gross like ew

- listening to nfr on loop

- being so over people

- fighting The Urge

all point to signs period is coming but she's not due for two weeks... right? aunt flow honey please come early i'd really appreciate not hosting you while traveling <3

okay so you know how last week i had a REALLY SUCCESSFUL WORK CRUSH INTERACTION (granted i did absolutely nothing to prompt it but i do think bc i looked Very Cute (see: hair was wavy and was wearing my uo shirt with my zara slacks) and this was like the one time we were working in the same shift wc decided to take initiative? a girl can dream)

now i rarely see wc- they always schedule us opposite and so today this was like the only time im gonna interact with him until next week and dude. i fumbled so hard....... well to be accurate, i guess to fumble you have to be playing the game. but i was so blech today mainly just really tired and hella out of it and i said hi first but i said it super blechhhhh and then later i saw wc on the line and i was tryna get bread and wc was like HEY WHATS GOOD (not psychotic but very energetic) and i was like 🥹👍 and scampered off bc of chaos. also bc i think the fact that my brain defaults to "no one Reallllly wants to talk to you" and i therefore treat everyone like that i come off super chajkakaoainwnsna like i hope wc doesn't think i hate them...... it's actually quite the opposite... also bc i felt super shitty today. udsghsnakakan i hope we have a shift together this week bc i think we'd really vibe...... ugh just broccoli things i guess rip

it's 3:28am and i am so exhausted but i literally cannot fall asleep because i am too excited to eat pizza tmrw why am i literally a rat in nyc

so storytime. last august i met up with my cousin and his friend who had just moved up here, but tbh i didn't really have fun (probs has to do with the fact that they grew up in a Very different tax bracket and we thus have Very different views on life, politics, morals, etc....). so when he requested to follow me on instagram i ignored it for like. two months until i felt bad and accepted and followed him back. he then dm'd (just to clarify, he has a gf i think he's just lonely in a new city and would like a friend) and we dm'd a little until i decided to just ghost him bc i was so over it :D fast forward to last week i was feeling guiltier than usual about my past actions and decided to just dm him back feigning apologies. and now we're hanging out friday and he wants my number to determine the time? like why sir we r communicating just fine via instagram. i don't need another form of communication through which i must ghost you when neither of us have fun on friday. so anyways i hate myself

was having an absolute shit afternoon for no reason but now i'm at the park and it's a gorgeous summery evening and there's strawberry switchblade and even though i'm wearing my cheesecake hat bc of bad hair day everything feels okay. ✿

my version of "marry me" pasta

tried other people's but was too bland so made it my way... all these vanilla people no seasoning

enough to feed a family of 5

1 lb. linguine

1 bag parmesan (6 oz.)

1 jar napoleon sundried tomato halves (7.7 oz)

1 bottle heavy cream (1 pint)

1 orange bell pepper (in slices)

1 yellow bell pepper (in slices)

1 entire bulb of garlic (in slices)

1.23 lbs chicken tenders meat

garlic --> bell peppers (~10-15 min) --> chicken --> tomato (cut in slices, try to get all the goodies at bottom of jar) --> heavy cream --> (optional: add maybe 3/4 c. milk to heavy cream bottle, shake, and add) --> start boiling water --> keep stirring while water boils and pasta cooks --> 1 min before pasta ready add parmesan to sauce after taking sauce off heat --> mix --> add pasta

happy earth day planet ilysm <3333 ✿

no bc i was thinking abt this the other day when sk8r boi came on... how did i casually forget about my obsession with having a skater boyfriend when that used to be all i thought about when it came to men