Got left alone at the mall today but strangely I feel better, I just did the AP exam today and cried in an underground parking lot until my voice hurt but honestly I feel better than I did a couple days ago
School air is unbearable... Let me out of here! I want to sip drinks with heart-shaped ice!! I want to take a warm nap in the softest pajamas! I want to pet a cat!!!
No matter how much comfort food I treat myself to these days, I always wake up the next day feeling the same.
Maybe it's the world telling me to just lock in and work without caring...
(´д`、)
So far in the school year, things have been alright- balancing the APs I’m in has taken some time, but overall, things seem just fine.
I’m still trying to make a proper schedule for myself to follow, finding a lot of trouble when trying to actually stick to it. Maybe I just need motivation? Feels like I’m trying to get ahold of all this too late. It’s alright, though- at least I didn’t leave this until university.
My blog’s been looking pretty blank recently. In my free time, I’m thinking of adding a little gallery and maybe a music player?
I’ll see if I can actually put something of this sort into my blog sometime soon- but no promises, especially since I’m still not sure how to manage my time TT
<3Caramel
Now that ur exams are over u can finally take a well deserved rest<3<3
Ah... What I wouldn't give to melt into a big puddle and be absorbed into the ground.... Let me hug you..!!! <3
A mocha for the coming midterms... Let's hope it all goes well.
It's been a while since I posted. School and family gatherings have made me very busy lately, so I haven't had much time, unfortunately (。•́︿•̀。) I miss you all dearly.
Qingming was just on Saturday, and the weather was perfect. The cherry blossoms were in season and beautiful!
This pond was so gorgeous, though I wish there was someone to take care of it— there was so much dirt and debris inside, and I couldn't see any of the fish I was so excited to feed...
Ahhhhh
Spring break has really made me lazy. I thought I had the capability to laze around day after day if undisturbed, but it seems I do end up getting restless from time to time. Can't believe I'm even allowed to lie in my bed for eleven more days. Hopefully, I'll take this time to clean up, draw, and study instead.
Overall, it's nice to see myself actually want to do something instead of feeling content doing nothing at all. Glad I'm not completely devoid of energy- can't wait to see what the break brings!
post something
BRUH I need to get my life together but yes I will
also am thinking of adding a few new pages to make the site cuter