hii I havent posted in a while, I've been trying re group from multiple shifts while getting my life back in order but I think I'm back.. Anyway I have a bunch of stories from so many places I'd like to share and im currently working on how I want to post them. But I don't see a lot of storytimes so I think it would be fun to share some. So i'm gonna rant about some shorter ones here.
shifting with sleep paralysis
I wanted to talk about this shift because it stuck out to me and I can't stop thinking about it.. I had shifted about 2 times in the span of 30 seconds. For a whole week back in October I was waking up at 3-5 am in the morning without being able to go back to sleep. So as you can guess I woke up at around 4 am and was restless. At around 6 am I got tired again so I started my method and I know people say that symptoms don't exist but in the time that I have shifted all I can say is that I disagree.. Anyway, one moment I was saying affimations and then the next I woke up all tingly and in a weird sleep state I've never been in before. I didn't even say to myself I wanted to shift I just did. It was like my mind was on autopilot. Didn't say affimations, didn't go through my script in my head, didn't even try to use the 5 senses. I just started seeing myself in 1st person and what I would be doing in my dr without any forethought and shifted. The first shift, I was on a track running with a couple of men and we all were wearing 60s running wear. I had an orange and red tank top with matching orange shorts. It had felt like there was an orange filter in this reality.. if that makes sense. I was on the track about to run and I just recall looking around laughing.
When I shifted to this moment its like I felt my consciousness leave my body; Which is the weird part because I've never really experinced this before. It felt like I was being pulled up by something and all I could hear was constant noise. I don't even know what noise I was hearing it was like someone was screaming right in my ear or veryyy loud ringing/static. The noise was SO loud. I was in the middle of sprinting when I shifted back because I thought I was the one making the noise, I thought I was screaming..Thankfully it was not me. But When I came back I was still In that state and I could look around me but my eyes were still closed. It's like I was seeing everything from a different perspective. There was a spider crawling on my wall right next to me when I shifted back so I freaked out and the noise got even louder ! The spider was leaving black spots all over my wall,, I could not figure out what was going on in the moment ( when I was writing this in my journal I figured out it was sleep paralysis ) It felt like I was tripping on a bunch of pain killers when I shifted back. I still couldn't move so I shifted again to the same reality but this time I was in the shower... the noise got even louder. The noise made it feel like a bad trip and I ended up shifting back here to try and stop it. It took my like an hour to get out of sleep paralysis. Unlike the method, this reality was very enyjoyable. It felt like a Nina Brodskyaya song, I lived alone and I was successful. I think I worked at a cigarette company, which is ironic because I hate smoking. But I don't know for sure as I didn't stay long enough to find out.
Lumari is a country I scripted, Forlina being one of its nations.
This reality was late 70's early 80's and one of my favorite drs. I stayed here for about a year. I was in Forlina living in an all girls home. Forlina gives free housing to students so I moved out of my parents house to start collage. About six girls are given a room to share together, don't worry they are pretty big. I loved our room. It had big sliding windows that gave a view of the tropical forest. We each had sunken in beds, some girls who were home sick shared beds for a couple of weeks. It took me a while to get use to the amount of noise in the morning. There was this one girl who would blast music on the radio while getting ready. I only had to worry about this sometimes because I woke up pretty early. Art was one of my classes and the professer would make the class times either 7 am or 9 pm which also took me some time to get use to. idk the guy was kind of weird. I rode my bike everywhere here. I miss being able to ride down a bike trail and see the ocean. I've been thinking about shifting back here for some time. I might post more about this reality in more detail later.
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Your account is so aesthetic and pleasing to look at, it scratches a part of my brain that just ughhh yummy
Omg thank you so muchh im always thinking about changing my theme back to a more sci fi look though loll
Hii, how are you? Uhh, English is not my first language so i'm sorry if you don't understand something. While shifting it happens something really weird to me. My forehead feels really really really cold and heavy, I feel like my forehead has SOMETHING on it, like a polished COLD gem on it. Exactly like that. I don't know if that's supossed to be part of shifting or i'm doing something else. But my whole face feels like just WEIRDDD and cold, i feel like there's wind in my face aswell but my windows are closed. Do i explain myself? Is that like a weird symptom or I shifted without knowing? Other thing is; I see like these weird geometric figures while shifting. Like mandalas. What am i even seeing with my eyes closed? This only happens when I do the method btw. Help.
Hi, Im good! :) I understand your question. I think I can help you understand why this is happening. When you do methods you are basically meditating. Meditation leads to altered states of consciousness, because of this the brain is processing information differently. I also experience wind and cold sensations while meditating or shifting. The shapes you are seeing also happen to me sometimes, but for me they feel physical. These things won't stop you from shifting. Since they happen only when you do your method you could view it as something that will help you shift. This is normal many people also experience things like this.
hiii grill, i’m kinda new to shifting and i’m just wondering how “time ratio’s” work. like i’m so scared that i’ll shift and then when i get back to my cr fifty years have passed or something lmao. i’m just anxious idk if you can answer this.
Hi sorry for late reply,
There is nothing to worry about as long as you have the intention to shift back here at a specific time then you will.
i love your account. that’s all! sending love x
this is so sweet! Thank you!!
So I’m new to shifting and there’s something that bothers me. Everytime I attempt to shift, I get very anxious when I start to feel symptoms because In the past, I’ve had serious sleep paralysis with like “demons” or dark creatures and meanwhile I had like shifting symptoms (it was more like these creatures dragged me around my room and everything felt like as if it was spinning; I didn’t know about shifting at that time) and now when I get shifting symptoms I associate them with these sleep paralysis’s and get very anxious! That’s why I always stop and open my eyes.
Also I think this could also be related to the fear I have to what’s going on in the world (murder, kidnapping and all that from the news). Because of that, I already go to sleep fearful. I always worry that something might happen while I’m asleep (to me) and I don’t know how to get rid of that!
Hi! That sounds very scary. I'm sorry you have experienced that..
Reprogramming your mind might be a way to fix this. There seems to be something in your subconscious holding the belief of being scared. You can do so by robotic affirming, that's my favorite way to do it. Just remind yourself to persist in the belief that there is nothing to be scared of and that you are safe. Someone in a disc sever I'm in had a similar issue :
Separating shifting and sleep could help as well, try and shift during the day while you are awake.
hey quick question if thats alrighty? lately ive been kinda worried my dr isnt "real". My worries lately are "I can shift but for some reason I cant shift to my dr" beacuase its fictional. could I have a little help w this it would be appreciated!!
Hi,
So, I had this problem too a while back and there is a few solutions I can give you !
My personal opinion is that everybody's drive for anything is their emotions. Connecting your feelings to your dr is a very solid way to shift. What helped me the most was adding emotion to my dr, I would day dream about it and try my best to feel what it would be like to be in that situation or moment. You aren't just a place holder in your reality, you are apart of it - the one perceiving it.
Thinking about how others view you as well. When ever I shift to certian drs I like to think in my s/o's point of view. (you can do this with any one.) And I mean, I really try and think like them, inner monolog and all.
Another option would be taking a step back and take a break from thinking about that dr. Once you come back your brain will be refreashed and you can look at it with new eyes.
I know sometimes our brains like to give us bumps in our thinking, but I can assure you that your dr is real. And you can definitely still shift even if you have that mindset, but I hope you can overcome it!
it's okay girlie, I'll eat devour your post up anyway >:) *cue evil laughter
blushing .. ehhehe
Heyy!! Can I be your "🪷" anon? I'm the one that asked you if your relationships would be affected after you've been traveling to other realities for a long period of time! 💞💞 Like if you'd feel more distant from them, or if it would be the opposite. I don't mind you being blunt at all, because remember that that's a universal experience we have in THIS reality.. 😭😭 Relationships being immature in this world? No I get it bae we've all been there to witness it. <3
Another question I'm so curious about is.. Well I'm not sure if it would be a funny one, but have you ever felt sentimental by how beautiful another reality was?? Have you ever cried about experiencing them after waking up here.. Or have you disassociated because you couldn't process it all.. Or was your experience more like this thing where you woke up in your dr and just felt "normal" like you've always been there..? And I want to know how you experience things in your realities when interacting with the nature and the environment.. It must be surreal.
Or even the people. I get most sentimental with how beautiful people are wherever I'm in, so I wonder if you've ever gotten sentimental over someone in another reality that you've loved. Have they ever healed you in a way? Like when you bond with those people, they end up making you feel such transformational things and rewire your thoughts and just.. Be the happiest person in the world?
My current reality is the only reality I've been in and I've already experienced crying many times because of the amazing people and the earth so I'm not sure how beyond happiness I'd actually feel if I were to go off to another realm that's full of FANTASY. Sorry for blabbering, but life must be magical for a shifter.
I'm just asking because I'm actually rewatching a movie I'm going to shift to as my first ever shift 🫶🫶 Okay, it's avatar, the Pandora planet. That's my vacation plan 🎉🎉 It's my 2nd attempt shifting I'm so nervous and excited 😔😔😔
AND HOW'S YOUR KURASIA CHILD, MOTHER?? <33
Hii you totally can ! 🪷
I think I've said this before but when I'm in another reality it’s like there's a filter over everything. You perceive everything in another way. Think of it like color grading a photo or video. I was writing a draft about one of my shifts and I wrote a short segment about how beautiful it was there. "The architecture here never fails to awe me. I remember standing at the edge of the road looking at my friends talking to a seller, white marble buildings carved with purple and blue designs behind them, lush plants surrounding us. There was a thick mist in the air, like fog was dripping out of the plants." When you script certain things and shift there they will be even better than you imagined. The way the forests and mountains look are incredible. I’ve traveled a lot here and to be honest they aren't comparable.
When I come back here I guess my reaction depends on whatever I experienced. If I have a heavy shift I go to my waiting room to sort my feelings out there instead of here. - I’ve definitely cried in my waiting room though haha. Like I said, most of the time when I come back I feel light.
Getting sentimental over someone in another reality is a yes. I have different parents in most of my drs so I do miss my dad and he definitely healed the little girl in me. My sister Slyvis is another person I would put on that list, although she isn’t in my kirasia dr. Then there’s my wife, I have different s/o’s in different realities but she’s the one I have spent most of my time with. And as for my daughter I’ve only seen her as a newborn but she’s the cutest.. Her name is Makkari …and my cat. I miss my cat
And I definitely recommend going to a place that's filled with whimsy, I scripted that Unicorns are native animals in Lumari.. But without the magic. I’ve never shifted to Pandora, I've only watched the first movie. But I can tell that it would be a cool place to go !! Good luckk
I'd like some help (if you're wiling). I've been trying to shift for some time now and I've definitely made some progress. I just feel stuck. Like some outside force is keeping me in the same place and the harder I try to shift, the harder it fights me. I feel this sort of dread around shifting. My brain is making me procrastinate or avoid it because whenever I try to shift, I wake up in my cr and I feel hopeless all over again. It's like trying to win something over and over again for years and you just never do. You keep trying and nothing ever happens. My brain is kind of telling me to avoid it. I'll take any help you're willing to give me. I'm just not sure where to go from here.
I would be glad to help!
It seems like you’re viewing shifting through a lens of a required waiting period. Progress or not you will shift. Ask yourself why you feel stuck, are you afraid of failure, leaving something behind, or maybe something else in your life is holding your mindset back?
If you feel dread around shifting step away for some time. Slow down, take a step back, doing so will help you build a new foundation. I would never want someones relationship with shifting to be negative. Instead of focusing on shifting, put your energy into analyzing what you have been doing so far, what you can change or add. Find a new meaning in how you want to proceed once you come back. I have also woke up here when I didn’t want to, but instead of holding resentment towards the outcome I try different things to feel better about it; Tell myself I didn’t wake up here and that I’m not aware of what i’m experiencing. Your subconscious mind doesn’t have eyes, it’s going to take what you say as fact. Just keep affirmations running through your head sometimes. Don’t dwell on negative thoughts and just let them pass.
Now I personally don’t know what you have tried, but when you take a break and look at it from a different view that might help. And I would like to add that no outside force is holding anyone back, so you would you be the exception? There isn’t some 6th dimensional lady behind a typewriter giving out one way reality tickets to those who just happen to be lucky. This “outside force” might be lack of a better mindset or it might be some personal turmoil, you can still shift even with this. But, looking into why you think this way will help.
Hii
when i attempt to shift every night i experience a really vivid dreams like it feels veryy real and sometimes the dreams are about my Drs but the only thing iam nott aware in it so how to be fully aware in there because i feel thats the key to fully shift 🥹
Hii
Maybe try an awake method. I often dream about my drs too and right after I wake up from them I begin to start my method and shift. So when you wake up from these dreams you can use that to shift.
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