Thanks For Liking My Art. This Truly Means A Lot To Me. So... Yeah... Thank Youuu. ✨️

I sat behind her in class and I saw a kpop stage vid on her recommended page 😳

What the fuck is wrong with my brain. I met the ppl in my uni course yesterday, one girl caught my eye, we spoke once.....and now my brain is cutting to lowkey romantic fantasies about her.

Is it ever your birthday if you don't have to fight tears constantly the night before and probably the day itself.

i want someone to be violently obsessed with me. i want my existence to mean the world to someone

Having the thoughts again Ughhhhh. I just ate aswell

My brain is my biggest enemy. I'm randomly sitting in school, not even hungry and then out of a sudden BOOM!! An extremely strong urge to skip the rest of the school day to go and buy junk and then just spend my day eating. I can just feel common sense flowing out of my mind, but I must resist lol

Since i was a little girl ive always wanted to throw up blood and die

I'm so tired. I wish I could fall asleep and never wake up

Where can I find a man like that lol??

Many hours

I want my mom to hold me and then tuck me to bed. Put me to sleep so sweet and deep, I'll never wake.

I've been starting to actually feel bored. My brain can't really even maladaptive daydream anymore, so my brain is just empty, nothing to look forward to, literally nothing. Except my death in like 80 years (I hope my parents live long), just waiting to wait and hurt more.

Just did my first cut of uni. Now I'm gonna play farm frenzy whilst trying to not burst back into tears. Hopefully I'll be stable enough to call my dad back after a few games.