Idk If Thats A Bpd Or A Me Thing

Feeling evil (just wanna be loved by someone that only has eyes for me)

i don’t know who i am anymore, there’s too many versions of “me”

I miss the way you used to look at me. I spend most of my time living in memories and trying to remember what you sound like.

Fuck everything fuck everyone fuck the central line fuck uni fuck the government fuck inflation fuck the economy everyone should just fucking die and I am going to go live in a post-apocalyptic country side

life with bpd is always trying to fill a huge hole in your chest. you spend your life looking for a cure that doesn't really exist

I hate how obsessive I get. It isn’t normal, it isn’t healthy. And it does me more harm than good. You’d think though, really, that being obsessed would make someone flattered. Apparently not.

they said that if you’re procrastinating then rest one day and just plan everything out and start working the next day but now I’m procrastinating the planning so what do I do now smack my head into a wall or what.

i think the solution to my problems is to just kms

(Source: @mysillycomics! I got this off Instagram so I didn’t know it cropped the artist credit out!)