violent tendencies are starting to get out of hand almost jumped at and choked out a jabroni on the train today for no reason. It physically hurts my head when I don’t act out on my violent thoughts.
where is the off button
how does one get over a summer love?
I’m so angry I don’t know what to do. I need help. I’m so angry it’s hurting my chest. It’s like clawing at me from the inside.
a delusion does not mean a person should ever be dismissed, brushed off or disregarded.
delusions are beliefs that are extremely hard to shake regardless of how self aware we are.
a delusional person is not quirky, not rambling nothingness for the sake of attention, they are serious.
from believing youre dead or dying (cotard's) to believing your halucinations were real, these things are terifying for us. theyre real for us.
just because you know its not true doesnt mean we're making it up. we deserve to be heard, listened to and helped just like you and your issues.
delusional is not and should never be nor should it ever have been an insult. its a serious issue. take it seriously.
I wanna talk to you so badly but then why does every conversation with you taste bitter and make me feel sick
i want to live out my anger, i want to be able to scream and smash, i want to defend myself like an adult. then why am i crying every time
missing him.
(Me trying to convince myself to not throw up when I have to do things I volunteered to do)
I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur
To avoid the sick feeling I get from talking to people about my feelings I am vomiting them out here, enjoy.
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