Okay This Isn’t Like An Anti Dean Post It’s More Looking At His Psyche When It Comes To Sam And Other

Don’t get me wrong I like dean to a point but lord have mercy is he so toxic and his fangirls/the fandom itself that validates his toxicity are the worst and one day ima make that list of everything he’s done wrong cause some of you can’t seem to grasp that Dean is a shit person most of the time

Words to live by 💀✨

my favorite shameless lines:

carl: a shrink at school said i’m one of god’s mistakes.

debbie: you can't beat karate when it comes to regulated, sanctioned violence for children.

kevin: she’s so mysterious. she’s like the sphinx. part-cat, part whatever-the-fuck.

mickey: you came all the way down here to talk about my pubes?

ian: welcome to the predictable consequences of using crystal meth.

frank: i am whatever i need to be at the time i need to be it! christ, write that down.

lip: gfy. kevin: yeah, tgif!

fiona: start filling up apple juice, or i’ll have you and your commie fetus deported faster than you can say saigon.

ian: was mickey adopted?

carl: no white girl i don’t know you.

receptionist: do you have a husband or a boyfriend? frank: she has both.

frank: yak! yak! fucking yak!

debbie: frank gallagherrrrr! show yourself!

sheila: woah, big yellow icy spot on the sidewalk. i almost dropped the dip!

mickey: i’m fucking gay! big ‘ol ‘mo.

ian: you’re gonna get your ass beat by a ho..mo..sexual.

carl: they have to pay for their sins.

debbie: shut up, franny!

liam: drugs.

debbie: you cut hair, tami.

frank: the ltgbeieio!

there will be like 10 million more parts

“Sammy is fourteen years old today…He’s got all the willpower us Winchesters are known for, but in him it sits quietly. You don’t notice it’s there until he decides he feels strongly enough about something that he won’t compromise. Then you might as well wrestle with angels.“ 

- John Winchester’s Journal 

What would be Jared's and Jensen's perfect heaven?

I wanted to talk about this video because it has some things that I love:

Jared:

"Being around friends and family and loved ones... Hopefully in the mountains somewhere, maybe skiing"

"Just being free to love and support everyone around me and vice versa"

Freedom (Definition): the power or right to act, speak, or think as one wants).

Wait, last time I checked Jared was married, happily and publicly, why can't he love the way he wants? Isn't he supposed to already do it?

Maybe it has something to do with the way you look at your friend? Like if you want to kiss him in front of everyone? Maybe...

"You know there's a lot of sort of strife lately, obviously, with everybody...It's a tough spot right now, you know, people loosing their jobs, people being out of work, loosing homes, loosing the ability to mortgage, loosing loved ones...It's becomes such a boiling pot where people want to lash out because they are hurting and that's understandable, they are hurting and that sucks. But I'm always happiest substantially when they just can be let's try and focus on positive because I believe when I focus on the negative I get into the bad place too. So just focus on positive and loving those around you, sounds like heaven"

The covid thing had nothing to do with the heaven thing but he brought it out, I dont know why, but the important part is the last quote. "So just focus on positive and loving those around you, sounds like heaven."

Again he remarks "it sounds like", so he doesn't know what it's like to have that in real life. Suspicious for a man with a perfect marriage.

Jensen:

"Water park"

They make jokes about Jensen's answer but the important thing in my opinion is the last part of this video.

"The rollercoaster, you know, that moment when you go chichichichi, right there, that's where I want to be, after the clicking, before the drop...Heaven"

Do you know that he had already used the metaphor of the roller coaster? Do you know who his roller coaster is? Yes, Jared, his relationship with Jared.

So if Heaven=roller coaster / Relationship with Jared=roller coaster -> Heaven=Jared

Technoblade he was my comfort person and I was along with a ton of other people who were optimistic that Techno will be able to get through cancer so the news of his death was like a punch to the gut because a ton of other terrible things were already going on in my life at the time

My answer is yes for Heath Ledger. I was obsessed with him when he died and it broke my little pre-teen heart 💔

i do not blame dean for not noticing sam had been bodyswapped with a teenager for a whole day, even though sam knew immediately when dean was replaced by a shifter. it’s unfair to hold dean up to sam’s standards. he did his best. not his fault sam got the brains the brawn and the beauty

you know what’s really sexy? the fact that sam stans can easily defend sam and give valid reasonings to his actions without screaming and crying about how he had an awful childhood

meanwhile dean stans can’t say two sentences without going “ueue poor deanie weenie had such an awful childhood :(( john is the worst :(( it’s all john’s fault :(( dean’s grown-up ass has no responsibility for his actions :(( because woobie dean has self worth issues :((((( boohoo :(( he STARVED for MONTHS so sammy’s selfish, ungrateful ass could eat at a five stars restaurant :(((”

even tho they had the exact same father and the same childhood (I might even go as far as saying that sam had it worse, but I’m not gonna go there now)

The things I would do to be able to write so eloquently and beautifully

To express how much Sam means to me and his story

i was about the highlight the absolute win that red meat is for us wincesties when i remember the following off the top of my brain:

1x21 JOHN: KILLING THIS DEMON COMES FIRST. BEFORE ME, BEFORE EVERYTHING. SAM: (LOOKING AT A BLOODY DEAN IN THE BACKSEAT) NO SIR NOT BEFORE EVERYTHING.

2x21 DEAN: WHOA, WHOA, WOAH, SAM. SAM! HEY! HEY, HEY. COME HERE. LET ME LOOK AT YOU. HEY, LOOK AT ME. IT'S NOT EVEN THAT BAD. IT'S NOT EVEN THAT BAD, ALL RIGHT? SAMMY? SAM? SAM: (HEAD IS WOBBLING WHILE DEAN SHAKES HIM AND HOLDS HIM TIGHT) DEAN: HEY, LISTEN TO ME. WE'RE GONNA PATCH YOU UP, OKAY? YOU'LL BE GOOD AS NEW. HUH? I'M GONNA TAKE CARE OF YOU. I'M GONNA TAKE CARE OF YOU. I'VE GOT YOU.

2x22 BOBBY: SOMETHING BIG IS GOING DOWN— END OF THE WORLD BIG. DEAN: (YELLING) WELL THEN LET IT END. BOBBY: YOU DON'T MEAN THAT. DEAN: (GETS UP AND STANDS IN BOBBY'S FACE) YOU DON'T THINK SO? HUH? YOU DON'T THINK I'VE GIVEN ENOUGH? YOU DON'T THINK I'VE PAID ENOUGH? I'M DONE WITH IT. ALL OF IT. AND IF YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOOD FOR YOU, YOU'D TURN AROUND, AND GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE.

3x16 SAM: WELL THERE'S GOTTA BE SOMETHING. THERE'S GOTTA BE SOME WAY, WHATEVER IT IS I'LL DO IT. (DEAN COMES UP BEHIND HIM, GRABBING HIM) DON'T DEAN! I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU GO TO HELL, DEAN! DEAN: YES, YOU ARE! (CALMER) YES, YOU ARE.

4x01 SAM: (STOPS DEAD WHEN HE SEES DEAN, HE SWALLOWS, SHOCKED, EYES FLICKERING BETWEEN DEAN AND BOBBY) DEAN: HEYA, SAMMY

4x22 SAM: (TO DEAN) I'M SORRY. DEAN: SAMMY, LET'S GO SAM: (CLUTCHING TO DEAN'S SHIRT WHILE DEAN GRABS SAM'S JACKET, STARING IN HORROR AT THE LIGHT) DEAN..... HE'S COMING.

5x22 DEAN: SAMMY? ARE YOU IN THERE? LUCIFER/SAM: OH, HE'S IN HERE, ALL RIGHT. (HE PUNCHES DEAN AGAIN) AND HE'S GONNA FEEL THE SNAP OF YOUR BONES. (HITS DEAN AGAIN, WHO FALLS TO THE GROUND) EVERY SINGLE ONE. (HE HAULS DEAN TO HIS FEET) WE'RE GONNA TAKE OUR TIME. (PUNCHES DEAN TEN MORE TIMES) DEAN: (PUTS HIS HAND ONTO LUCIFER/SAM'S JACKET) SAM, IT'S OKAY. IT'S OKAY. I'M HERE. I'M HERE. I'M NOT GONNA LEAVE YOU. (LUCIFER/SAM: PUNCHES HIM TWICE) I'M NOT GONNA LEAVE YOU.

5x22 (AFTER INTERLUDE) LUCIFER/SAM: (UNCLENCHES FIST, SWITCHES BACK TO SAM AGAIN, HE LETS GO OF DEAN WHO FALLS TO THE GROUND NEXT TO BABY) SAM: IT'S OKAY, DEAN. IT'S GONNA BE OKAY. I'VE GOT HIM.

Why is it that non-Wincest posts or like fanfics are more shippy than the actual Wincest posts/fics