In My ED Relapse Era

Between all these 13 year olds on 3dblrr, I feel really old.

just a friendly reminder that if you don’t eat, it only takes away a burden in your life.

it sounds crazy, but think about it. you don’t have to go all “oh shoot i forgot to eat!” or rush a meal. you don’t necessarily NEED food. it’s a more of a WANT. you don’t have to deal with the tummy aches, nasty food, buying food, bloating, and body issues. so no, that snack is not necessary and you will survive without it. 🤍

"Losing weight is hard" being fat is harder

hypothetically can i kill myself if im not at least at my gw by my birthday

my dad made me eat so much this weekend gone and I frickin' gained. Ugh

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

being an athlete with an ed is not for the weak 💔

atleast i burn a shit ton of cals!

hunger is my drug

got told that if the eating disorder clinic can't help me, I will have to be sectioned and in forced recovery. Kill me now

sometimes i wonder how amazing it'd be if i could just grab a pair of scissors and cvt off the unwanted fats from my stomach, arms and thighs