!! Vent !!
!! vent !!
I don't believe i deserve anything other than the necessary needs that will keep me alive, as an example; i don't think i deserve books, i don't think i deserve friends, i don't think i deserve human connection, i don't think i deserve having hobbies, i don't think i deserve having a blanket, i don't think i deserve having a phone, i don't think i deserve anything other than food, water and hygiene needs— and stuff like that. I am just someone who is overly selfish, i can't even take care of myself properly. I know i am talking absolute nonsense right now, but i don't want to just snap out of it and just try to brush it off. Because i think i deserve to suffer in my emotions, i don't really deserve anything. However, i keep selfishly using them. I am a terrible person who can't even figure stuff out by herself, i am a filthy someone, and i don't want to be comforted, i don't think i deserve to be comforted and feel happy. It's embrassing of me to talk about my emotions. I don't even understand what people see in me to actually care for me, maybe they think i will fit them as if i am an accessory? I don't know, can never.
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Inner beauty— but quite literally.
TW - gore, detailed, exposed muscles, teeth, etc.
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inner beauty matters, really. ෆ╹ .̮ ╹ෆ
My mother is just straight up cruel, i absolutely hate her for it. But at the same time she's like a friend towards me so i can't really say anything. I think she hates me too.
I am concerned about pinterest's recommendations lately.
Like... "Someone told me."
What are you saying?? 💔
THE GLITCH IS GONE LETS GOOOOO!!!!
I am usually a very kind person, i am literally known for being "such a polite girl", HOWEVER— I become the meanest cvnt ever when there's people i don't like, and i just end up naming my insults as a "joke", they don't know i mean them %100.
This is my red flag.
"Kamojis should be left in 2020!" donnttttt careeeeee (≧∇≦) ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و (๑>•̀๑) ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝) (๑-﹏-๑)◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜( • ̀ω•́ )✧
I CAN'T FIND MY DEAR MOOT NINI'S ACCOUNT AND I AM SO MAD ABOUT IT.
Everyone from the bsdpin circle who’s moved to tumblr:
(Please tell me asap if you want removed from here)
Amil - @amilzzx
Clownzeez - @photographed-stars
Hafu - @lowqualityzaza
Ismene - @blindnpretty
Kyuru - @sanestozakistan
Lemoruu - @lemonqqqqqqq
Marianna - @nana-lefk
Mey - @imurii
Moonstone (me) - @crazyytown
Nininikokai - @nininikolai
Nova - @novminn
Rick - @britishbakugo
Sezzie - @sezziethesilliest
Won - @w0nd3rzg1rlz
Zyd - @renaryuuguuuuu
Please tell me who else to add, I know this isn’t a complete list!!
I'm just WORKING on himari's backstory even though i have exams getting closer *sob*
This is not good since i used my new brushes, biggest regret ever.
and yes of course i had to add my babygirl jouno in even though he appears for like 3 pages
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