Being touch starved and touch repulsed at the same time is such a weird combination, as if two totally different entities reside within me, one part loves hugs, holding hands, etc, another part is scared to even give a simple high-five.....like how do I deal with it I want a partner to hug her, give her hugs and kisses but at the same time i am like ew humans ew :( such a dilemma
You are gorgeous omg
Aww thankyou so much loveđĽşđĽşđĽş
Sevika who covers you with her poncho on cold nights catches a cold herself and you end up nursing her (â ăďžâ 3ďžâ ăâ )
Keep me warm baby.
Sevika Ă Fem Reader : Fluff, Cute Domestic ACK. very short sorry mami.
Rain poured down the streets of Zaun you and sevika had finish your little date and was now running back to her car her poncho covered your while she only had her arm laughing as the both of you were now drenched in rain.
"oh goodness baby are you okay?" she asks softly as she pulled you inside the car warming it up immediately you smiled softly looking at her chuckling softly, "missed opportunity to kiss me in the rain" you said jokingly as Sevika could only roll her eyes at you.
"how about you? vika you're gonna get sick!" you muttered reaching to grab a towel you keep in the car and started drying her off somehow "i don't get sick doll" she said confidently.
her confidence was short lived as she now laid in their living room wrapped in a warm blanket and some snacks on her side and tissues beside her sneezing and coughing, "what was it again about you not getting sick?" you raised a brow as you were met with big puppy eyes from her huh... a rare sight indeed.
"stop scolding me, i am not siâ" she was cut off with a loud sneeze as you just chuckled and got a warm towel and started wiping her face and arms kissing her cheeks softly.
"I'll keep you warm baby, I got you" you said softly as you spent the whole three days taking care of a very sick Sevika.
(18+) quick lil 3am headcanon: i think sevika gets off on intimacy. no matter how many hookups she has and how good they are, if she doesnât feel some sort of connection she wonât cum. at least not very hard.
but this would mean that as soon as she meets you sheâs horny all the time. you could be still in the talking stage, texting sevika late at night just to get to know her more, and behind the screen sheâd have to shove a hand down her pants to relieve some of the tension building up in her core.
or sheâd invite you over for a date at her place, ordering some takeout and allowing you to choose a movie, and sheâd be squirming and rubbing her thighs together with the way youâre info dumping about your favorite film. it takes every ounce of self control in her to not pin you to the couch and use your body to get herself off.
and once you do start dating, she gives up on self control and completely submits herself to you. youâre giving her a back massage because she mentioned that it hurt? donât think too hard about the way sheâs whimpering. itâs midnight and youâre both still awake and giggling about some stupid silly youtube video? sheâs soaked. she sees you in her clothes after a shower, hair wet with you looking all soft and fresh and domestic? creaming. hardcore.
itâs not that she doesnât love your body, or the effortless way you get her off, but that added feeling of love washing over her pushes her to the finish line about ten times faster than usual.
me with handsome butches and preety femmes
...women<3333
I was wondering if you could do something about Ambessa with a reader who is a high-ranking military officer (colonel, commander, general, captain, etc.) or someone very important. (I just need to know how she would behave towards an "equal") thank u sm! âĽ
The war room was dimly lit, the faintest sliver of sunlight breaking through the dark curtains, casting muted shadows over the long, polished table where the worldâs most powerful figures had gathered. Ambessa Medarda stood at the front, her regal stature towering above the rest. Her gaze was intense, as always, her sharp, amber eyes surveying each of the gathered commanders, diplomats, and soldiers, her voice commanding and clear as she presented her case.
âYou must understand,â Ambessaâs voice cut through the murmur of debates, silencing the room instantly, âthat our people cannot be left to suffer the consequences of your hesitations.â
You were no stranger to these kinds of meetings. A high-ranking military commander from the opposing faction, you had earned your place through years of fierce dedication, your loyalty unwavering, your skills honed to perfection. Your posture was rigid, your uniform impeccable, yet your eyes never wavered from Ambessaâs figure at the front of the room. There was an undeniable power about herâan edge that came from both the iron grip she held over her nation and the quiet, unspoken confidence that radiated from her every move. Her dark hair, tied neatly at the nape of her neck, contrasted with the intricate tattoos that danced along her neck and wrists, symbols of both power and sacrifice.
She was a force to be reckoned with.
But you were too.
âYou seem to misunderstand the balance weâve achieved,â you spoke, your voice calm but firm. âYour actions only tip the scale toward chaos. The people deserve peace, not your demands.â
Ambessa tilted her head, her lips curving into something between a smirk and a challenge. The amber of her eyes gleamed with something moreâan admiration, perhaps, for your defiance. Your boldness was something she respected. It wasnât often that someone stood so firmly against her, unwavering in the face of her presence
âI respect your resolve,â she said, her words slow, deliberate. âBut this⌠peace you speak of, Commander, comes at the expense of far too many. You know it as well as I do.â
You knew that too. But in the depths of your heart, you couldnât bring yourself to compromise on the principles that had guided you for so long. The lives of your soldiers, your peopleânone of them would be sacrificed for anything less than true peace. Not under your watch.
The debate raged on, tensions rising with every passing moment, but you and Ambessa remained locked in a silent contest, the weight of the roomâs words falling heavy between the two of you. It was as if the entire world faded away, and for a brief second, the only two people who mattered were you and her, the room holding its breath as you exchanged not only words but a battle of wills.
Finally, after what felt like hours, the meeting adjourned. The voices of your colleagues faded as you straightened from your seat, a deep sigh escaping your lips. You were used to the weight of these discussions, but todayâs had been particularly taxing. Your mind, sharp as it was, felt clouded by the lingering tension in the air.
Before you could retreat to your quarters for some much-needed rest, you felt a presence behind you. It was familiar, the quiet, confident steps that could only belong to one person.
Ambessa
âCommander,â she said, her voice low, but carrying an undeniable command. âA word?â
You turned to face her, your gaze meeting hers once more. She stood a few feet away, arms crossed over her chest, her stance proud but not unapproachable. Her gaze flickered over you, assessing you as if trying to read every nuance, every layer you carefully kept hidden. There was no malice in her eyes, no threat, just an unwavering sense of curiosity, of respect.
You raised an eyebrow, the corners of your lips lifting in a quiet challenge. âWhat is it, Medarda?â
âPerhaps,â she began, her voice measured, âwe can discuss this matter further⌠without the interruptions of others.â There was a flicker of something in her expression, a softness that contradicted her usual commanding demeanor. âI find that I admire your strength, Commander. Few have the courage to speak so directly to me.â
There was a flicker of surprise that passed over you, but you quickly masked it. âAnd what exactly do you hope to achieve by this conversation, Ambessa? Another attempt to sway me to your cause?â
Ambessa took a step closer, her eyes narrowing slightly, her presence still as formidable as ever, yet there was something different in the way she held herself now. There was no longer any tension between the two of you, only the quiet understanding that you were both two of the most powerful leaders in the room, capable of seeing through the facades of politics and war.
âYouâve been fighting your whole life, havenât you?â she asked suddenly, her voice soft but laced with a quiet understanding. âAgainst your own people, against the world around you. I can see it in your eyes, Commander. A fire that wonât go out.â
You werenât sure if it was her words or the weight of her gaze that made your heart beat a little faster. But whatever it was, it made you pause, if only for a moment.
âIâm no different than you, Medarda,â you replied, your voice steady despite the knot in your chest. âWe both fight for our people, even when the cost is too high.â
Ambessaâs lips curled into a small smile, a rare expression that seemed to soften the usual edge of her features. She stepped closer still, close enough that you could feel the heat of her body, close enough to sense the subtle shift in the air between you.
âYou are,â she agreed, her voice barely above a whisper, âbut your fight⌠itâs different. Thereâs something in you that draws me, Commander.â
Your breath caught, the weight of her words settling over you like a heavy cloak. It wasnât just the admiration she felt for your strength, you realized. There was something deeper, something that spoke to the very essence of who you were. And, despite the tension that still lingered from the meeting, despite the weight of your duties, there was a part of you that found yourself captivated by her.
Ambessaâs eyes flickered down briefly, as though contemplating something before she looked back up at you. âCome with me,â she said, her voice steady, yet there was a hint of something moreâa warmth, an invitation. âI would like you to join me for dinner at my estate. A place to discuss⌠other matters.â
The invitation was unexpected, but not unwelcome. You couldnât deny the allure of her presence, the way she commanded every room she entered, the way she challenged you, both intellectually and physically. She had caught you off guard with her quiet admiration, and now she was offering you a chance to see the other side of herâthe side that wasnât always masked by politics or power.
You hesitated for only a moment, a flicker of doubt crossing your mind. But then you realized: this wasnât just about the war, or the meeting. This was about something more.
âVery well,â you said, your voice steady, yet there was a spark of curiosity in your gaze. âIâll join you, Medarda. But know this: Iâm no fool. I wonât be swayed so easily.â
Ambessaâs smile widened, a flicker of amusement in her eyes. âI wouldnât expect anything less, Commander.â
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The Medarda estate was unlike any place you had ever been. It was a perfect blend of elegance and strength, much like Ambessa herself. The estate, perched high on a cliff, had sweeping views of the valley below, the faintest touch of moonlight illuminating the sprawling gardens. Inside, the atmosphere was warm and inviting, with soft candlelight flickering in every corner and the faint hum of classical music playing in the background.
Ambessa had led you to a long, polished dining table, where an elaborate spread of dishes awaited. The scents of roasted meats, rich sauces, and fresh bread filled the air, their warmth promising a night of indulgence. The table was set with the finest china, silverware gleaming in the dim light, and the glasses already filled with wine, the deep red liquid catching the light in a way that seemed almost too perfect.
You settled into your seat across from Ambessa, noting the way her posture remained impeccably straight, the elegant curve of her neck as she glanced at the dishes laid out before you. Her amber eyes met yours with an intensity that made it impossible to ignore the unspoken tension between you. There was a certain weight to the air, but it wasnât uncomfortable. No, it was something far more intriguingâsomething far more dangerous.
The meal began in silence, the soft clink of cutlery the only sound as you both indulged in the meal. Ambessa ate with the same controlled grace that defined everything about her. Each bite was deliberate, as if she were savoring not just the food but the moment.
When she set her fork down, her eyes never left yours. âSo,â she said, her voice smooth and low, laced with a subtle challenge, âhow do you manage it all? The responsibility, the endless decisions, the weight of your command? It must be exhausting.â
You leaned back in your chair, savoring the bite youâd just taken. Her question had been expectedâleaders like you didnât rise to power without bearing the heavy burden of their choices. But there was something in the way she asked that made you pause, something in her gaze that suggested she wasnât simply curious. She was testing you.
âI do what I must,â you replied, your voice steady but laced with a quiet intensity. âSometimes it feels like Iâm balancing on a knifeâs edge, but itâs what I signed up for. The duty to my peopleâit never stops, even when Iâd like it to.â
Ambessaâs lips curled into a soft, knowing smile. âI canât imagine a life without this⌠constant push. Itâs almost⌠addictive, isnât it?â Her words hung in the air, wrapped in a kind of daring playfulness that you couldnât help but feel was aimed at you.
There was a shift in the atmosphere. Her gaze dropped briefly to your lips before flicking back up to meet your eyes, and in that split second, you knew exactly what she was doing. Testing the waters. Drawing you in. She had a way of making you feel seen in a way few others ever could.
âPerhaps,â you replied, meeting her gaze head-on, unwilling to back down. âBut Iâd be lying if I said I didnât enjoy the challenge. The thrill of the game, the strategy. It keeps things interesting.â
Ambessa chuckled softly, the sound rich and warm. âYou have a sharp mind, Commander. I can see why youâve earned your place. But I wonderâŚâ Her eyes glimmered with an unreadable thought. âDo you ever think about what you want when all of this is over? When the battles have been fought and the decisions have been made?â
The question was softer this time, quieter. But the weight of it hung between you like a delicate thread, a question that neither of you had yet answered, and perhaps never would. Ambessaâs eyes didnât leave yours as she leaned forward slightly, the golden light reflecting off her skin, making her appear even more untouchable, more mesmerizing.
You paused, your fork still in your hand as you considered her words. âI think about it,â you said, your voice low, carrying the weight of unspoken things. âBut I canât afford to indulge those thoughts. Not yet. I have too much at stake.â
Ambessa studied you for a long moment, her expression unreadable. Then, her lips curved into a small, knowing smile once again. âHow exhausting,â she said, a touch of humor in her voice. âAlways looking ahead, never looking at whatâs right in front of you.â She took a sip of her wine, her eyes never leaving yours, and the heat in the air between you only intensified.
There was a certain magnetism about her. A quiet, unspoken tension that seemed to pull you in, urging you to confront the very things youâd been avoiding. For someone who was so composed, so measured, there was an underlying ferocity in the way she carried herself, in the way she spoke, and in the way she watched you.
The conversation shifted then, as you both continued to discuss tactics, strategies, and the political landscape, but beneath the words was an unspoken current, a thread that pulled you both closer together despite the careful control you both maintained. It was a danceâone of words, of glances, of unvoiced challenges and flirtations that neither of you dared fully acknowledge.
Ambessaâs voice was smooth as she spoke of her nationâs defenses, detailing her strategies with the kind of ease that came from years of experience. âIâve always believed in being unpredictable,â she said, a hint of pride in her tone. âKeeping them guessing, ensuring they never know whatâs coming next.â
âSounds like something Iâd say,â you replied, your smile playful, but your gaze locked on her. âItâs the only way to keep an advantage.â
Ambessa tilted her head, her expression softening ever so slightly. âI admire that,â she said, her voice carrying a warmth that sent a shiver down your spine. âItâs rare to find someone who doesnât play by the usual rules.â She paused, then added with a faint smirk, âPerhaps you and I are more alike than I realized.â
The statement lingered in the air, the weight of it undeniable. You leaned in slightly, your voice quieter, more intimate. âIâd like to think so. But, of course, youâd never admit to that, would you?â
Ambessaâs gaze never faltered as she leaned forward too, her lips curling into a smile that was as dangerous as it was alluring. âI never admit to anything I donât want to, Commander. But Iâm willing to consider that⌠maybe Iâm wrong.â
For a moment, neither of you spoke. The tension between you both was palpable, crackling in the air like electricity, the unspoken challenge hanging thick between you. The world outside the estate seemed so far away in that moment, as though nothing existed except the two of you and the carefully woven web of words you were spinning.
Ambessa broke the silence, her voice a low murmur that made your pulse quicken. âTell me, Commander, do you ever think about how all of this could end?â
Your lips parted to reply, but her gaze, intense and searching, held you in place, as though she could see right through you. And in that moment, you realized something you hadnât allowed yourself to acknowledge before: there was more to Ambessa Medarda than just power, more to her than the commanding presence she projected to the world. Beneath the surface, there was something darker, more complex, something that resonated with you in a way you hadnât expected.
You leaned back slightly, your tone softer now, tinged with something you couldnât quite place. âI donât know how it ends. But Iâd be lying if I said I didnât wonder⌠if you and I could find a way to work together after all of this.â
Ambessaâs eyes flickered with something unreadable, and for a split second, the air between you two was thick with possibility. Then, she reached for her wine glass, her fingers brushing the edge delicately before taking another sip. Her gaze never wavered from yours.
âWeâll see, Commander,â she said quietly, her voice both challenging and inviting. âWeâll see.â
And with that, the night stretched on, the conversation continuing to unfold between you two like the unraveling of a carefully constructed puzzle, each word, each glance pulling you deeper into the web of intrigue she had woven around you.
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I honestly feel like this song captures what Mel probably feel towards her mother especially these verses
~Childlike mother and a motherly child Child like it's mother, like mother like child Too alike to love each other more Than acceptably mild A dog bites bones like a daughter bites her words Fight like wolves but flee like birds We're from the same pack but From rivaling herds~
I don't think Ambessa is a very affectionate person or honestly knows how to portray affection without making her feel like she is being weak which of course strained the relationship between her and her mother
I feel like she would listen to this song while laying on bed when she first left Noxus maybe reminiscing and hoping her mother could see her for what she is...
pls pls pls i need long fanfictions (preferrably at least 30k words or more) centered on silco and vander im okay with all warnings as long as there's no noncon or minor
I keep seeing Sevika with glasses
So here this
⢠Denial Is a River in Zaun, Sevika is 1000% convinced her eyes are fine. âI donât need glasses, youâre just blurry,â she says while squinting directly at your forehead instead of your eyes.
⢠Hot Girl Nearsightedness, She tries to play it off like sheâs intimidating when sheâs really just trying to figure out if sheâs glaring at Silco or a lamp. You once caught her threatening a coat rack.
⢠You teasingly call her âGranny Vikaâ every time she squints or holds something at armâs length. She grumbles and grabs your ass in retaliation. âStill strong enough to put you over my knee, sweetheart.â
⢠She Hates the Exam, You finally drag her to an eye exam. She tries to flirt her way out of it. until you sit in her lap and whisper, âIf you behave, Iâll let you keep them on while you wreck me later.â
⢠First Time With Glasses, She puts them on and blinks a few times. âShit⌠is that what you look like?â now she wonât stop staring at you like youâre the Mona Lisa with thighs.
⢠She only wears them around the house, mostly shirtless, reading a book while lounging on the couch. âMaâam⌠you canât just look like someoneâs sexy literature professor and expect me to focus.â You tell her. She adjusts glasses slowly âThen donât.â
⢠You once walked in on her wearing her glasses, hair messy, tank top half-riding up, reading and you just melted.
⢠Glasses Stay On, First time you kissed her while she was wearing them, you fogged them up so bad she had to take them off. Now she keeps lens wipes by the bed. She calls it âbattle prep.â
⢠Ultimate Weakness, You grab her glasses and wear nothing else. She stops whatever sheâs doingâmid-sentence, mid-sip, mid-growlâand just stares. ââŚGoddamn. Come here. I canât even be mad.â
Could I request firefighter!Sevika HCs or a Drabble? Sheâd be so hot đĽľ
sorry the reqs are taking so long! Iâm in the middle of my finals rn, so bear with me for like another week or so â¤ď¸âđŠš
I wholeheartedly agree anon and have been thinking about firefighter!sev since @kissingmilfs fic bc omggggg
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â does daily pushups in your bedroom because she found you staring once and now wants to make sure you can see her workout as often as possible
â adding onto that, she will for sure tease you and flex her arms cockily
â will also be picking you up either bridal style or over her shoulder when she sees fit (which is a lot more than necessary - but you donât complain)
â ADORES coming home to a hot meal. whether you stay at home or work full time, and whether you make dinner every night or once a month, she will NEVER take it for granted
â bonus points if you cook food from her culture - sheâll legit fall to her knees
â doesnât take anything for granted actually. being a firefighter she sees a lot of loss, so she feels very privileged for everything she has
â makes sure to tell you this + how lucky she is to have found someone like you pretty much daily
â I feel like firefighter!sev is just the biggest softie
â like âSevika âI Love My Wifeâ Arcaneâ type shit
â is the type of romantic to kiss the back of your hand
NSFW
â uses her strength to her advantage in bed
â even though sheâs usually gentle and sweet, she knows how to fuck
â likeâŚFUCK
â like this woman will have you screaming, legs shaking, canât walk the next day
â but sheâs great with aftercare <3
â big fan of edging and overstim but cracks easily
â for sure has a praise kink and can get off just from pleasing you + encouragement
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(also currently thinking of your kid running around giggling in sevâs helmet thatâs far too big for their head)