Actual Conversation I Just Had With My Mother:

Something interesting I just realized, because I‘m experiencing it pretty badly at the moment:

It‘s hardly talked about, but once you are making noticable progress in your recovery from depression the damage it has done on your life really starts to kick in.

Suddenly you‘re more aware than ever how much work/social events/life in general you missed, because the question „Why did you achieve so little over the past couple of years?“ is absolutely inevitable and people will think that you were lazy during that time.

I think this is the most dangerous point of recovery for relapses, because whenever someone asks you what you did or didn‘t do while you were sick the realisation hits like a train.

Me saying this could definitely be regarded as pretentious, since I myself haven‘t exactly found a way to cope with this feeling, but I feel like it‘s very important to drown out those voices of „you didn‘t do anything“ „you were just lazy“ and „you‘re a complete failure, look at you“ with thoughts of „I survived.“ „I made it through“ „I managed not to let myself starve, I showered“ „I fed my pets/watered my plants regardless of how terrible I felt“

I‘m mainly saying this to myself in this post, but figured maybe this makes it onto the feed of someone who needs to hear this as well. Stay strong guys, we can get through this!

Watching AoT with my mom Part 2

So she's been an Erwin stan from the beginning, right, like he's the only one whose name she actually remembers. And we've just reached the choosing Armin or Erwin episode. Here's a little best of of her comments during the whole ordeal:

"Ah! I knew Erwin was going to show up!" "Of course they're gonna turn him into a titan." "It's so obvious he's a titan shifter already, that's why he told Levi to give it to Armin!!!!"

Boy oh boy will she be disappointed once she realizes he ain't gonna come back

Okay but how fucking funny is it that Hunith gave Gaius literally zero indication of the shenanigans that 24/7 go down with Merlin. Like girl obviously sent letters back and forth with this man to coordinate sending her son to the sorcerer murder capital of the world and didn’t even warn him that he’d be harboring a sorcerer supreme who is fleeing home because he can’t control his abilities. Like girl 100% just banked on the fact that Merlin would be cute enough to immediately make Gaius risk it all and goddammit this wild bitch was right.

Watching AoT with my mom Part 3

Okay okay so we finally reached the last episode and after she's ranted about how damn annoying Gabi is for like 15 minutes (lmao btw) I told her there were some extra episodes about Levi if she was interested, because she's been talking about him a LOT since Erwin last showed up. Here's the conversation that followed:

her: "Leroy? Ah, no, LEVI? Oh! YES! My favourite!!"

me: "I thought you liked Erwin the most?"

her: "Erwi- is- is he the? The titan boy? The annoying one?"

me: "lmao no that's Eren. I mean the scouts commander...?"

her: "Oh, yeah. He's good. I want the Leroy episode. I like him more. Him and Mikasa."

(and yes, she pronounces Mikasa exactly like the dudes from A Slap on Titan I can't even)

happy birthday kageyama!

Watching AoT with my mom Part 4

Aight we watched no regrets (the levi ova) and I don't think I've ever seen her so sad omg

Like she saw Isabel's head and she was like "IS THAT HIS BUDDY" to which I said "well, that's Isabel" to which she replied "ᵒʰ ⁿᵒᵗ ᴵˢᵃᵇᵉˡ" in the tiniest voice. I mean damn, she hasn't been that emotional at any point in the main series for ANY death at all.

Kinda had to chuckle after her closing words after we finished episode two though:

"well... that was sad"

Redraw of Zuko, 2016 vs 2021

some close ups:

Iwahina anyone?? 

I fell into rare pair hell someone H E L P 

Without text: 

that post about the different sexualities is for real. that's why i call myself queer cuz like it feels like it changes from day to day lol.

Right! Like one day I‘m looking at a pic of Sebastian Stan and I‘m like „goddammit I‘m straight“ and then the next I‘ll see a movie with Emilia Clarke and I just know I‘m not straight anymore lmao

I think I‘ll just settle for „labels are weird, if you‘re hot, you‘re hot“

WAIT ive just had a Thought. AU where, when they are coming up with a noble alias for Lancelot to use so he can become a knight, they end up stumbling upon Gwaine's family crest/history whatever (yeah i know he's technically from another kingdom so this doesn't totally work, just ignore that for a sec). And they're like, "hey, the son of this one knight mysteriously vanished and no one has heard from him in years, he probably won't mind if we steal his identity". So now Lancelot is going by the name Gwaine, and everyone totally buys it, which means Lancelot gets to stay in Camelot and join Arthur and Merlin on all their adventures.

That is, until season 3, when they meet the real Gwaine. Lancelot panics, bc if there are two Gwaines running around then people will figure out what he did and he'll lose his knighthood. Luckily, Gwaine has a brilliant solution: give him Lancelot's name. So now everyone calls Lancelot "Gwaine" and they call Gwaine "Lancelot", and Gwaine and Merlin are absolutely thriving amidst all this chaos, and Lancelot is very, very confused.