(Sorry For The Inactivity... Again Lol)

that scene in the finale of atla when zuko goes into irohs tent and starts giving him the long sad apology and blames himself but then iroh quickly cuts him off with a hug and they both cry is the most beautiful and touching scene in any piece of media Ever

I just want to say it‘s so sweet how many of you gave me a warm welcome to the merlin fandom! Thank you so much guys, that‘s exactly the wholesome content i came here for (and I‘ll defo hit some of y‘all up for fic recs at some point lmao)

Discovering a fandom long after its original content released somehow feels like discovering an old religion believed to be dead, yet still thriving.

It's like an adventure.

Like when I started getting into Lord of the rings a year ago, or when I finished Merlin mere days ago I was bitter about not discovering them sooner, because I thought I'd missed the fandoms highs and everything left today would be crums of what it used to be, since their last content aired literally almost decades ago.

Yet when I look up fanfiction, fanarts or just the tags on tumblr I find their fandoms to be as alive the day the show finished.

It honestly feels like the closest I'll ever get to discovering a fantastical place like Atlantis or Kong Island or something like that and I think that's beautiful

the fact that I got Alternate Universe with an unhappy ending while my two least favourite genres are au's and angst is not only ironic but also a great description of how my life's going atm

tag your results!

Current sexuality: The way Isabella says "Papaya"

Well Kageyama, looks like you’ve been exposed

If I had a nickle for every time a beige-wearing biblically lesser known angel forsook his gay love to take charge of heaven out of naïve motives I‘d have two nickles. Which isn‘t a lot, but it‘s weird that it happened twice.

Have I ever mentioned how much I love Supernatural? No? Well. There’s probably no show in the world I love more than Supernatural, so I drew the Winchester boys. 

(Also forgive me, I’m ridiculously bad at drawing backgrounds) 

Just wanted to let the world know I finally watched Merlin for the first time and I am furious at everyone who told me to watch it because now I‘ve been crying for two hours and I want more.

Something interesting I just realized, because I‘m experiencing it pretty badly at the moment:

It‘s hardly talked about, but once you are making noticable progress in your recovery from depression the damage it has done on your life really starts to kick in.

Suddenly you‘re more aware than ever how much work/social events/life in general you missed, because the question „Why did you achieve so little over the past couple of years?“ is absolutely inevitable and people will think that you were lazy during that time.

I think this is the most dangerous point of recovery for relapses, because whenever someone asks you what you did or didn‘t do while you were sick the realisation hits like a train.

Me saying this could definitely be regarded as pretentious, since I myself haven‘t exactly found a way to cope with this feeling, but I feel like it‘s very important to drown out those voices of „you didn‘t do anything“ „you were just lazy“ and „you‘re a complete failure, look at you“ with thoughts of „I survived.“ „I made it through“ „I managed not to let myself starve, I showered“ „I fed my pets/watered my plants regardless of how terrible I felt“

I‘m mainly saying this to myself in this post, but figured maybe this makes it onto the feed of someone who needs to hear this as well. Stay strong guys, we can get through this!

Just walked in on my mom watching Merlin for the first time and was pumped she gave it a shot only for her to tell me she fast forwarded through some episodes because she just wants to see how it ends.

Now I‘ve got to suffer through the last two episodes with her CONSTANTLY asking questions about the plot because she was too lazy to actually watch it.

I‘m going to yell.