THIS IS THE OFFICEWORKER GERARD I WAS TALKING ABOUT GOD
back in alpharetta world on Christmas day .
i love the side of mcrtumblr im on bc what do you mean the only posts i see on my feed are of people comparing frank to dogs and gerard to birds and plants
I don't know if anyone else thinks like this, but the real reason I love performing is because it feels like I'm finally showing my true self on stage. It's like ripping open old scars and touching tender wounds. I love the rawness of it all so much. And the high afterward is dizzying, like after an amazing kiss or a buzzy smoke sesh. It hurts but it's my vice.
28.12.24 (I can't wait to regret posting this LMAO)
Also holyshit why do fanfics have a way of literally changing your brain chemistry, I don't remember myself before that one fanfic where gee and frank escape from the mental institution (whatever the fuck the name is) and that one fanfic where high school frank gets into a toxic relationship with gee. Jesus christ.
thinking of Jared Gay from my chemical romance again. sighs heavily. punches a wall. breaks into tears immediately after.
Sometimes I forget about tumblr and when I remember I proceed to spam the ever living shit out of the website hashtag buttcheeks
Does anyone else just wish their parents accepted them. Mine just keep going on and on and on about how LGBTQ+ issues are pushed "too much", while I'm just sitting there pretending to agree or just ignoring them.
I've told them so many times that I'm trans and they won't listen. I'm so fucking sad all the time because of this but I can't do anything about it because it's my mum and dad, and I get in trouble if I speak up. I know this because one time I dared say that a trans woman on T.V. was really a woman and used feminine pronouns, and my mum started lecturing me on how you can't say anything anymore. Oh the fucking irony.
Even then my problems now are small compared to the looming future. I know that top surgery and HRT is going to be crucial in my transition but these things have permanent effects. My parents definetly won't approve. Ig that's just for my later self to deal with...
mike 16 read The Catcher in the Rye, J.D. Salinger also he/him im vaxxed xoxo
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