“To Have Someone Understand Your Mind Is A Different Kind Of Intimacy.”

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Dominance..

Dominance is being there for her. Dominance is working through her meltdowns. Dominance is accepting her, especially when she won’t accept herself. Dominance is telling her no. Dominance is quieting her demons. Dominance is being her bastion of strength. Dominance is encouraging her. Dominance is comforting her. Dominance is guiding her. Dominance is building her.

all mine.

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I feel like I’m not here. Although im strangely serene.

People talk to me and Im so calm and patient and conversational, like my usual mask has been boosted and it does not require the same effort it always does.

I’m floating. I don’t know what is going on around me.

I can’t centre my brain to understand emails. But I am serene.

Imagine they saw the pain inside me and asked me about it. What would I say? That’s why I can’t allow any pain to be seen.

I think that’s is why my brain has put me in this serene state.

But I am in pain. Like many books say, there is an empty whole in my chest.

men breathing heavy!! men moaning!!! men whimpering!!!!