Us After He Says I’m Too Young For Him And It’s Wrong

I don't exist outside of interactions with Him - He is my brain and my world. My heart and my pain. My life and my death. My ghzal diali.

It is absurd, unreasonable and dangerous, but it is true.

I‘d do anything for You. But You don't need to ask, I will mould myself to fit into Your deepest desires on my own accord.

I want my reckless, immediate and dangerous declarations to tear through Your god-like defences.

I want to see You misscalculate me and break that controlled facade. See the surprise in Your words, and most importantly witness Your dangerous mouth swear for me.

I know I did that to You.

I will show You submission like you have never before sir. I will show you obsession like you have never seen my sir. I will surprise you like you've never been surprised my ghzal diali.

I just want to hear you swear again, please please please please please.

I am hamak for you.

- i

@casidavis

Vuelvo a las estrellas. Vuelvo a usarlas para recordar las cosas bonitas de esta vida, y que las malas no nublen la belleza de estar aquí.

Siempre me curan. Una oscuridad tan plena y acogedora, tan fuerte y vacía. Las luces más delicadas que resplandecen en el vacío, haciéndote sentir especial de verlas.

Y si encima la noche tiene brisa… que más puedes querer?

La vida te ama

Diagnosis: your brain needs some restarting, resetting, retraining, washing, emptying, and programming.

all mine.

Yes, I’m a fucking dumb stupid girl