This Is Late But Shhhhhh Nothing New With Me Lets Be Honest

i seem to be in my self-analyzing era which is on the one hand probably very helpful for Future Bird.

on the other hand id really like to stop having thoughts like "the main reason you avoid being on tumblr regularly is because you're afraid of commitment and disappointing people due to the way your parents tried to teach you accountability" while im trying to rerereread my second favorite kpop vampire fanfic plz?

brain, bestie, my lovely hunk of grey matter, i do not have the bandwidth to do this rn k thx <3

guys, fellows, ladies, lassos

as of my last weigh in (yesterday morning), im no longer obese!

i have 12.4 kg to go to not be overweight ( • ̀ω•́ ) ✧

imma do this now yes yes :3

day 1: stats and expectations

176 cm / 5'9

92 kg / 203 lbs

idrk what "expectations" means in this context but eh

expectations in terms of my goals r:

id like to be sk1nny enough that people tell me to eat more but not enough to get involuntarily committed. like "oh you're wasting away you should put some meat on your bones" not "you're becoming a skeleton bird r u okay?"

expectations in terms of how quickly i can get there:

im waayyyy better at med-res than low or high (low i just do med anyways and high i b1ng3) so it'll be more slow n steady (for 4n@ at least lol)

127 plz n thx

(t1nyfae on twt)

258, hands down

@moth-boyyyy @angelsonfiilm @beebees-tattooed-ribs

no one tagged me but idgaf im still going to do it

how does pinterest see you?

fashion, pantone, movie, food

@pr0ngs4th0ngs, @dec4yingdogteeth, @martyrsorrows, @aliceslittlworld, @hepha048 + anyone else who wants to do it!!!

thx these r great! i tend to forget that foods other than the ones i usually eat exist so variety can be nice lol. ill see what they have and whats on sale!

going grocery shopping anyone have any suggestions?

@g1rl-interrupts @amptoohigh @angelsonfiilm @allulose-add1ct @moth-boyyyy

so first half of the week, sperm donor was at a Manager Work Thingy a few hours away and thus i was Acting Adult of the household and as such in charge of ensuring that both the dog and my little sibling slept, drank water and ate.

nowhere in my instructions were to ensure i slept or ate >:3

unfortunately this had the regrettable consequence of nearly fainting during sparring so... gonna need to be a tad more careful next time lol.

so my neighbour is finally back and she came over to give us cupcakes on halloween bc shes just that awesome (my favorite person on this earth <33)

and during the usual how-have-you-been-hows -school-how-was-your-cruise song and dance she said

"oh you're just wasting away look at you!"

nah i was like "oh no haha just been getting back in shape for karate you know haha"

but inside i was like omg nice grandma neighbor thinks im wasting away??? :00 validation!!!!

tmw when u have 36 notifications n they're all from the same person (thanks for the spam homie :D)