Okay @g1rl-interrupts Are U Like My Long-lost De-aged Twin?????/hj /nm

its what my mum called me and my sibling when she was pregnant with us

we call her boo for short (and i call her booger when shes being annoying, much to my sperm donor's irritation tee hee)

For you!! ^_^

AWEEE I love

This my dog

He bald now

yes and feel jealous of ppl who r and then feel guilty for feeling jealous...

does anyone else fantasize about becoming violently ill and being unable to eat

soooooooooooooo

almost fainted at karate for the second time this month :3

after consulting dr google i probably have low blood pressure due to not e@ting enough 🙃

also after consulting dr google i will now be drinking more fluids and eating more salt bc this cannot happen again!

imma do this now yes yes :3

day 1: stats and expectations

176 cm / 5'9

92 kg / 203 lbs

idrk what "expectations" means in this context but eh

expectations in terms of my goals r:

id like to be sk1nny enough that people tell me to eat more but not enough to get involuntarily committed. like "oh you're wasting away you should put some meat on your bones" not "you're becoming a skeleton bird r u okay?"

expectations in terms of how quickly i can get there:

im waayyyy better at med-res than low or high (low i just do med anyways and high i b1ng3) so it'll be more slow n steady (for 4n@ at least lol)

okay so my Project of the Month for january is learning a new kpop dance (or at least a section of it) each day and FUCK id forgotten how many calories dancing burns

cause im spending 1-3 hrs a day on this which is AT A MINIMUM 300-900 c@ls and usually closer to 500-1500 because the dances are usually really high energy

and its so fun?? like its hard but wayyyy more fun then running or anything involving burpees bc fuck burpees honestly

okay @g1rl-interrupts are u like my long-lost de-aged twin?????/hj /nm

because literally*every*time i see u reblog something im like yup i agree on a soul-deep level

like u have impeccable taste but also kinda weird??? not in a bad way, in a are-aliens-or-the-goverment-involved way, promise <33333

A more serious post I guess but I HATE HATE HATE people, who promote d1s0rd3red 34ting in the mainstream. Like shut up.

It is important that people, who are already unwell, have a space, but IIT NEVER should be close to the general population. Here I just have a space to vent and maybe make myself feel a bit better (being there somehow helps me keep it together, although I understand that it's more of an illusion of control and stability, but I need at least that), and I don't want some normie to see this shit and internalise it.

We already live in a very toxic culture (which almost circled back to how it was in the 00's), and I don't fucking want more people to be suffering.

my dinner! spicy "ramen" (konjac noodles), egg, sugar-free jello and cherry coke zero (god i love cherry coke zero my lifeblood frrr ❤️ 🍒)

i used two noodle packets (10 cal each so 20) and one small egg (60 cal) the sauce/seasonings are 22 cal and the green onion is 8.

plus the jello (2 × 5cal = 10) is 160 cal total!!

Day 2: Fav Th1n5pø

ugghh i have so many it depends on the vibe of day? like some days we feeling delicate little pink princess but then others i wanna be a grungy genderless skeleton? or like... idk the aesthetic... ⭐ving academia?

still this is probably fav of all time:

WHAT THE HELL WHY IS IT SO TINY U FUCKER U BASTARD I HOPE THAT THE FARM THAT GREW YOUR COTTON SUFFERS A DROUGHT YOU SORRY EXCUSE FOR AN OPENER!!!!!!

OPEN UP YOU BASTARD GIVE ME MY CHEESE!!!!!

no srsly does anyone know hpw to open this its the big one if that helps plz