So, As One Does, I Was Checking How Much Ive Lost Since I Started Properly Tracking Again. And, As Fucked

opossums but from my communication meme folder

POSSUMS!!!

Opossums 😌

this was really fun! thx henri <3

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soooooooooooooo

almost fainted at karate for the second time this month :3

after consulting dr google i probably have low blood pressure due to not e@ting enough 🙃

also after consulting dr google i will now be drinking more fluids and eating more salt bc this cannot happen again!

okay so my Project of the Month for january is learning a new kpop dance (or at least a section of it) each day and FUCK id forgotten how many calories dancing burns

cause im spending 1-3 hrs a day on this which is AT A MINIMUM 300-900 c@ls and usually closer to 500-1500 because the dances are usually really high energy

and its so fun?? like its hard but wayyyy more fun then running or anything involving burpees bc fuck burpees honestly

i return from the ether to happily report that i only gained 1kg over the hols which is better than i expected and i already lost most of it back!! :3

A more serious post I guess but I HATE HATE HATE people, who promote d1s0rd3red 34ting in the mainstream. Like shut up.

It is important that people, who are already unwell, have a space, but IIT NEVER should be close to the general population. Here I just have a space to vent and maybe make myself feel a bit better (being there somehow helps me keep it together, although I understand that it's more of an illusion of control and stability, but I need at least that), and I don't want some normie to see this shit and internalise it.

We already live in a very toxic culture (which almost circled back to how it was in the 00's), and I don't fucking want more people to be suffering.

yes and feel jealous of ppl who r and then feel guilty for feeling jealous...

does anyone else fantasize about becoming violently ill and being unable to eat

well. hmm.

certainly something, yes

Crying.

so my neighbour is finally back and she came over to give us cupcakes on halloween bc shes just that awesome (my favorite person on this earth <33)

and during the usual how-have-you-been-hows -school-how-was-your-cruise song and dance she said

"oh you're just wasting away look at you!"

nah i was like "oh no haha just been getting back in shape for karate you know haha"

but inside i was like omg nice grandma neighbor thinks im wasting away??? :00 validation!!!!

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