The Most Basic Thing To Say Ever But Lloyd’s Childhood Has Affected Him So Heavily As He’s Grown

The most basic thing to say ever but Lloyd’s childhood has affected him so heavily as he’s grown up. When he was trying to imitate his dad, back when he was “bad” and “evil,” he was totally alone. He was basically ostracized that entire time during and after Darkley’s. It was only after he got taken in by the team and becoming a “good guy,” the destined “green ninja” that he was given even a little bit of support and love. Which is like pretty good, right? He stops being a little menace and gets the support and the guidance he’s so desperately needed his whole life.

These early experiences completely inform his perspective on things though, maybe at a more subconscious level, I guess. I think it all gets interpreted in his brain like this: When I’m evil I’m sad and alone, and when I’m good I get to be safe and happy and stuff. Which again like, maybe those are the kind of associations you’d want to instill in a child. But Lloyd really, intensely does not want to be left alone again. And he feels the only way to ensure that this does not happen is to be as “good” as possible; pushing down any kind of bad feeling or impulse he might have. Lloyd feels like he has to be “perfect” or else everyone will leave him. And anytime he does end up losing someone he interprets it as him somehow not being good enough to save them/help them/whatever. Which is obviously illogical cuz he is just some guy at the end of the day and that means he’s gonna do things that are considered “bad” sometimes!!!! Its the abandonment issues + the perfectionism I’ve cracked it I’ve cracked what’s wrong with our boy (<<< is repeating what ppl have probably been saying forever)

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i love seeing cardinals and bluejays together i’m always like “hehe.. evil siblings”

1 month ago

You get it!!

I don't think she's transphobic at all, she's just coping in the way some kids do - anything that makes them feel weird in some way, such as loss or change, they push back against and end up being kinda nasty

Brits who used to watch Horrid Henry! Didn’t his grandma call him Henrietta? If that’s true then could that mean Henry’s trans?

@tophatcat459

3 months ago

you have GOT to be able to admit when you’ve believed something bigoted in order to improve as a human being. like you NEED to be able to handle that if you want to act in line with your values

1 year ago

AI defenders will make it seem as if art is this gatekept pastime that only the most elite can partake in and they’re making it possible for the “normies” to create meanwhile one of the most memorable pieces of recent art I’ve ever seen is “My son’s drawing of safe”

Photo tweet by eohiggins that says “my son’s drawing of ‘safe’”. The photo attached is a simple pencil drawing of a small human figure tucked in bed between two bigger ones. They’re all smiling.
2 years ago

Have some gay little doodles of gay little guys bc i love them and idc its not canon

Have Some Gay Little Doodles Of Gay Little Guys Bc I Love Them And Idc Its Not Canon
Have Some Gay Little Doodles Of Gay Little Guys Bc I Love Them And Idc Its Not Canon

Ik these are kind of trash but also they were just comfort doodles for me so whoops

2 months ago

There was a phrase that I used in my classroom when my students would ask me about doing questionable things, and my response was always, "Technically you can, but should you?"

The reason I used this instead of a simple yes or no answer is because it opened up conversation. Instead of blindly looking for permission, the conversation became more about cause and effect. Usually it navigated the "well you can't tell me what to do I'm going to do it anyway" instinct in kids when I'd say no, because all they were looking for is something to challenge them.

For example: "Can I jump off the slide?"

"Technically you can, but should you?"

If they answer no, I'd ask why. Usually they'd say because it's against the rules or I don't know.

If they say it's against the rules, I'd ask them why they think it's a rule. And if they'd say I don't know, I'd explain that the slide is five feet off of the ground, and jumping that high is a good way to hurt your knees or worse.

And then the most important part: if you did do it, how can you make it safer?

That's when the creativity juices started to flow. I'd get anything from pillows to beds to bouncy shoes to wings to someone catching them (which became a whole different conversation). And I told them since we didn't have those things here, it wasn't safe. And safety is everyone's number one job at school.

It stopped them from doing it behind my back. It got them to engage in critical thinking. And it helped them figure out how to do things without help.

However, there's always been an itching thought in the back of my head. Somewhere out there, did one of my past students drag their mattress out to the slide and jump off of it?

2 years ago
How To Defeat God: Step 1) Naptime. Step 2) Profit.
How To Defeat God: Step 1) Naptime. Step 2) Profit.
How To Defeat God: Step 1) Naptime. Step 2) Profit.

How to defeat god: step 1) naptime. step 2) profit.

Transcript vv

[Image 1]

Eda: Alright kid, that's enough.

[Image 2]

Lilith: Edalyn, are you sure this is a good idea?

Eda: I raised one god already. I can raise another.

Collector: What is happening

[Image 3]

'fell asleep instantly'

2 years ago

Sleepy star child?

Sleepy Star Child?
Sleepy Star Child?

my headcanon: when a collector get physical body they are forget how to use eyes (and other stuff i guess?)

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