Made awkward eye contact with an Osprey flying overhead today
TODAY IT’S A GREAT DAY BECAUSE IT’S MARCH 15th THE DAY WHEN DENZEL CROCKER LOST HIS HAPPINESS AND IT’S ALSO ANNOY SQUIDWARD DAY
Concept: Atsushi using Kunikida’s notebook to keep a journal of sorts.
He was hesitant to write in it at all given how important it is to Kunikida.
But he figured that when… if he returns that Kunikida would want to be updated about what’s been going on.
And he’d want it to be in his notebook.
The entries are always short because Kunikida always valued efficiency and Atsushi would hate to take up more room than he already has.
He always has the date and time clearly titled above before summarising the events thus far. His own thoughts bleed through the pages, his worries and his fears and his hopes.
As if he’s writing letters to the great beyond knowing they will probably never be read. He tries to imagine what Kunikida would reply to each one.
How Dazai would be grinning over his shoulder and tear it out of his hands to read. How they’d argue for hours and still give him all the advice he needs.
He apologises to no one when his tears stain the pages.
At some point Atsushi is able to access the now boarded up and abandoned Agency office. His hand shakes as he makes a note about medications Yosano’s had in stock that have expired and need replacing.
He spends 2 days just scrubbing the place like he was back in the orphanage. There’s no electricity so Atsushi makes a note that’ll need paying as he grabs a dustpan and sweeps.
He takes inventory and makes to do lists about what needs doing and uses the numbers Kunikida wrote down. The names and contacts of cleaners and builders who had always aided them when things go wrong.
They only ever pick up to scream at Atsushi for being a monster and to never call again. He neatly crosses them out and writes “I’m sorry” under each one.
He reads the older pages before bed. Old to do lists and ideals and principles and a schedule that was always so organised at erratic at the same time.
He falls asleep thinking of better days in a room that’s not his dorm and lays the notebook beside him.
Telling Kunikida, wherever you are…goodnight.
what the fuck was this direct
People are so stupid about snakes. If there's a little black racer chilling outside just leave it alone, you don't have to kill it, it's probably dealing with all your pests for you, jesus christ
hi im your cat do you mind if i touch your coffee. do you mind if i put my whole foot in your coffee
that 'i have to get ready for work' edge of the bed sit. you know the one.
If I were a security guard for a person who’s being targeted by assassins I simply wouldn’t devote my entire attention span to every single noise I hear.
using a big pot to cook a fuckton of food is awesome until you need to wash the pot and then its the worst thing ever
started the apothecary diaries and i think this is my favourite scene so far. do not fuck with maomao
Browsed for years but never joined til 2023, bird, vocaloid, and bsd/apothecary diaries nerd, 22 she/they. Mostly just repost a bunch of shit.
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