❝ Hi, Santa Said You Wished For Me. Good Choice ! ❞

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bold what applies, italics for what applies sometimes.

𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐖𝐒. moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny | controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | liar | impatient | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power-hungry | greedy | lazy | judgmental | forgetful | impulsive | spiteful | stubborn | sadistic | petty | unlucky | absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | childish | callous | clingy | delusional | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cynical | cruel | depressed | deranged | egotistical | envious | insecure | insensitive | lustful | delinquent | overthinker | guilt complex | reclusive | reckless | nervous | oversensitive | perfectionist | pessimistic | naive

𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐇𝐒. honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave | patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky | intelligent | confident | humble | generous | merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming | cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm | protective | proud | diligent | considerate | compassionate | good sportsmanship | friendly | empathetic | passionate | reliable | resourceful | sensible | sincere | witty | funny

𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐎𝐁𝐁𝐈𝐄𝐒. art | acting | astronomy | animals | archery | sports | belly dancing | bird watching | blacksmithing | boating | calligraphy | camping | candle making | casino gambling | ceramics | racing | chess | music | cooking | crochet | weaving | exercise | swordplay | fishing | gardening | ghost hunting | ice skating | magic | engineering | building | inventing | leather-working | martial arts | meditation | origami | parkour | people watching | swimming | puppetry | pyrotechnics | quilting | reading | collecting | shopping | socializing | storytelling | writing | traveling | exotic dancing | singing | yoga | gaming | surfing

if anyone's been wondering why this barbie blog aesthetic is mostly purple, here's the reason why!

took me some time to make a png out of it and it's not great, but look at my fabulous lil doll!! i wanna buy it so bad, but goddamn isn't it pricey.

there's  a  dreadful  sentiment  digging  at  her  chest,  with  metaphorical  claws,  that  is.  she  wasn't  worried  about  the  speed,  about  the  car,  not  even  about  herself.  she  was  worried  for  him.  lips  pursed  into  a  thin  line,  huffing  through  her  nose.  an  intention  arises,  to  rest  her  hand  on  his  arm,  to  reassure  him  other  than  with  words  that  it's  going  to  be  okay,  but  she  doesn't  follow  through.  instead,  she  just  stares  at  him  with  her  doe  eyed  crystal  gaze,  feeling  sorry  that  she  can't  actually  help  him.  it  takes  a  while  before  she  exhales  all  the  air  that  she  was  holding,  as  she  was  trying  to  find  the  appropriate  words  to  tell  him  –  spoiler  alert,  none  seemed  to  be  kenough.

"  dolls  make  mistakes  too.  "    she  wasn't  defending  anyone,  but  it  was  true,    "  and  they  hurt  too.  from  my  own  experience  the  crocodile  tears  were  first  real  tears.  we  –  you  are  allowed  to  feel  emotions.  and  i  can't  provide  the  answers  to  all  those  questions.  but  i  know  that  it's  no  fun  what  you're  feeling.  "    her  gaze  flickers  to  the  road,  it  seemed  awfully  quiet,  probably  because  everyone  else  was  attending  the  party.    "  where  are  we  going?  because  i  have  an  idea  that  might  help.  "

She steps in, and he's off in an instant, pressing the gas peddle to the floor. The faster they leave, the better he'll feel, as wind whips through their hair, almost drowning out the music and her inquiry. Hands grip the steering wheel, and he keeps his eyes on the road in front of them, tempted to pretend he didn't hear her - but she's perceptive, and he's a mess, it would be foolish to act like everything's okay.

He turns down the music enough so it doesn't shake the car anymore, but provides enough background noise so it isn't awkward.

"I don't know." He's being truthful, looking anywhere but at her reflection in the mirror, "I thought he loved me. Why the hell was he kissing someone else? Why was he kissing Barbie?"

🙶  this  is  wrong,  🙷  for  once  in  her  life,  barbie  was  sentient  &  aware  of  what  was  happening,  despite  not  being  capable  of  wording  it  out.  head  falls  into  a  tilt,  the  picture  perfect  smile  upon  her  lips  starting  to  dissipate  into  nothingness.  🙶  like,  one  moment  i  was  at  this  party  and  now  i  ended  up  in  …  🙷  a  pause,  ceruleans  examining  the  surroundings.  it  was  so  so  strange,  as  if  she  hopped  into  another  universe  altogether.  🙶  here.  🙷  she  mused,  arms  now  crossed  against  her  chest.  🙶  whaaat  is  happening?  🙷

️️️️️️️️️️️️️ ️️️️️️️️️️️️️ ️️️️️️️️️️️️️ ️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️ ️️️️️️️️️️️️️ ️️️️️️️️️️️️️ ️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️ ️️️️️️️️️️️️️ ️️️️️️️️️️️️️ ️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️️ ️️️️️️️️️️️️️ ️️️️️️️️️️️️️ ️️️️️️️️️️️️️30 DAYS OF CHARACTER BUILDING

describe  your  character’s  relationship  with  their  mother  or  their  father,  or  both.  was  it  good?  bad?  were  they  spoiled  rotten,  ignored?  do  they  still  get  along  now,  or  no?

as  a  doll,  barbie  doesn’t  have  a  mother  or  a  father,  she  just  has…  an  owner.  it  could  be  a  little  girl  or  a  little  boy,  it  could  be  an  adult,  a  collector,  even  you.  do  you  know  where  your  barbie  dolls  are  currently?  in  a  private  verse  with  @chaoticjoke  it’s  stated  that  joker’s  the  owner  and  from  barbie’s  perspective,  she’s  delighted.  it  makes  sense  he  would  be  her  owner  since  he  has  a  dramatic  flair  and  a  knack  for  improvising.  that  being  said,  her  relationship  with  her  owner,  no  matter  who  it  is,  is  all  good.  even  when  she’s  ignored,  tossed  aside  and  forgotten.  she  deems  her  human  as  good  and  perfect  for  her.  she  doesn’t  have  a  moral  compass  —  she  knows  some  stuff,  but  that  doesn’t  cover  the  tip  of  the  iceberg  that  is  humanity  (and  its  fuckedup-ness)  —  therefore  she  will  accept  about  anything  and  believe  if  someone,  especially  her  owner,  says  that  something  is  right,  even  if  it’s  socially  accepted  as  wrong  /  deviant,  you  name  it.

as  a  human,  barbie  was  (and  still  is)  a  spoiled  brat,  dearly  loved  by  her  parents.  she’s  the  oldest  among  five  siblings  and  you  guessed  it,  she  loves  them  too.  meanwhile  there  was  no  difference  in  the  way  the  parents  treated  their  children,  barbie  did  always  wonder  whether  or  not  she  was  enough.  this  jealousy  plays  a  huge  role  in  her  path  towards  stardom,  which  was  a  way  of  showing  off,  or  better  said,  standing  out  among  her  siblings.  but  she  didn’t  hold  grudges  with  her  siblings,  it  was  their  parents  that  she  had  mixed  feelings  about.  anytime  she  got  off  filming,  she  would  visit  her  siblings  and  spend  quality  time  with  them.  to  put  it  in  other,  simpler  words  :  barbie  had  a  great  relationship  with  both  her  mother  and  father,  she  was  spoiled  and  they  still  get  along.  and  also,  she’s  got  the  oldest  child  syndrome.  it’s  important  to  note  that  outside  barbieworld,  she’s  a  flawed  human  with  obsessions,  needs  etc.

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barbie  did  not  have  much  going  on  for  the  holidays  —  if  you  disconsider  the  giant  blowout  party  with  all  her  friends,  acquaintances  and  other  people  she's  worked  with  over  the  years  on  movie  sets  and  the  dj  she  hired  to  mix  christmas  tunes.  it  was  just  another  typical  night  preceding  a  holiday  from  her  perspective.  eartha  kitt's  santa  baby  was  resonating  throughout  her  residence  as  she  gracefully  transversed  across  the  tiny  cliques,  trying  to  make  brief  conversations  with  each  of  them,  until  her  cerulean  optics  laid  upon  sheldon.  everlasting  beam  that  graced  her  features  spread  even  wider  whilst  high  heels  clicked  underneath  the  porcelain  floor  as  she  made  her  way  towards  @sheldoney.  ❛❛  there  you  are!  what  do  you  think  of  this  party?  ❜❜  she  queried  over  the  loud  music,  leaning  ever  so  slightly  towards  him.  ❛❛  oh.  oh!  ❜❜  cue  a  sudden  exclaim  as  her  gaze  drifted  upward  towards  one  of  the  many  mistletoes  she  put  around  the  house  to  surprise  the  guests.  as  it  turns  out,  it  also  came  as  a  surprise  for  barbie  herself.  index  finger  points  skyward,  ❛❛  d'ya  know  what  they  say  about  standing  under  the  mistletoe,  right?  may  i?  ❜❜  a  light  nod  of  the  head  follows,  as  she  stares  at  him,  waiting  for  an  answer.  barbie,  mindful  of  mutual  respect,  refrained  from  seizing  the  moment  outright,  opting  instead  to  observe  tradition  with  a  sense  of  decorum.

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inadmissible. invalid. irrelevant statistic. I MYSELF RAISE THE PERCENTAGE TO AT LEAST 90%

CHLOE DECKER + PINK DRESS IN LUCIFER 6.09