Just Spreading The Word, Even Though It Won't Get Very Far Through Me : )

Just spreading the word, even though it won't get very far through me : )

Abit of a sad post =/

Do any critters or anyone really want to try be friends?

When I was younger I used to speak to so many people online. Im an introvert and was undiagnosed adhd and autistic at the time so it was alot easier. Had alot of people and a few main people. Some i spoke to 10 hours aday, some we video chatted even if we were getting on with our own stuff. I live in the uk and they were all in the usa. This lead to 7 and more years worth of friendships untill I got older and then decided to travel to see them. It was a huge part of my life, i went to New Jersey, new york, Chicago, LA, arizona, Las Vegas because of these friendships.

Over the last few years since i finished my university degree and masters i have been stuck in my house. My friendships have faded or ended due to decisions and directions my life went in and now i find myself unable to work, now diagnosed with adhd and autism... all of the greasing and regret that comes with that, stuck on obsessing on what used to be.

The only thing I really get joy from now is critical role, its become my special interest and even with that when I'm in bad places I get jealous of their friendship and wish I could have that... so I still can't fully be happy. I now only have 2 friends that are fickle...

So here I am, baring my soul somewhat and wondering if there are other people out there like me.. maybe you need or want a friend, I don't know. Anything at this point would be apriciated... I think I'm a good person, but after a while you start to think we'll maybe I'm not and I hate that feeling. Drop a question, or strike up a convocation if you want. Maybe you want to just reblog this if you feel the same.

Either way, if you have gotten this far, thanks for reading and I hope you have a wonderful day/night

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8 months ago

I am, actually. One of my favorites <3

A collage of various screenshots of Gravity Falls character Fiddleford McGucket. Top text: "THE FIDDLEFORD MCGUCKET FANDOM IS DYING" Bottom text: "REPOST IF YOU'RE A TRUE FIDDLER"

is this anything


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1 year ago

I'm at work I'm off in an hour I'm gonna have to schedule this cry session- thanks a lot T-T /pos

I don’t think there’s going to be “you were wrong, I was right dance” I think there’s going to be “please dance with me”.

I either see Aziraphale, apologetic, extending his hand to Crowley, hoping he will take it.

Or Crowley, seeing how sad and full of guilt Aziraphale has been looking, hearing their song, standing up and seeing Aziraphale wince because he thinks Crowley can’t even sit by him when this song plays, but Crowley walks over to him and extends his hand and smiles at him.

1 year ago

If ur having a rough end of the day like me, please enjoy my cat looking way too intelligent for how dumb (/fond) she is <3 <3 <3

If Ur Having A Rough End Of The Day Like Me, Please Enjoy My Cat Looking Way Too Intelligent For How

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1 year ago

reblog if you’ve read fanfictions that are more professional, better written than some actual novels. I’m trying to see something

1 year ago

Okay but THIS THIS- is why the ineffable breakup literally made my heart skip several beats in utter despair- because there was that MOMENT where the Metatron asks Aziraphale if he's ready to go/if he needs to bring anything with him- and the HESITATION PRACTICALLY SCREAMING OUT OF AZIRAPHALE as he flits his gaze and his stance and his position between looking out the window at Crowley (being closer to her, walking AWAY from the Metatron) and looking at the door to his bookshop (being closer to Heaven, walking AWAY from Crowley).

He's making a major life decision, and he KNOWS it- and there is something inside them that is screaming THIS IS THE WRONG DECISION- RUN TO CROWLEY RUN TO CROWLEY-

But he's determined- to change Heaven, to reinstate Crowley- I don't know. But she's got a plan and she's gonna stick with it because under everything she really does fight for what she wants and what she loves- I just hope it doesn't become their downfall.

tragedy enjoyers (hi) talk a lot about inevitable tragedies where the character(s) were doomed from the start, but to be honest as someone who does not believe in fate/destiny/etc. irl, the kind of tragedy that Really gets to me is the kind where you can see exactly why and how this didn’t need to happen, and you can also understand why the choices were made that made this happen, and you watch an entirely unnecessary but devastatingly predictable tragedy unfold due to a series of understandable choices


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1 year ago

I just think this is neat T-T

Aziraphale's Favorite Color Is Yellow
Aziraphale's Favorite Color Is Yellow
Aziraphale's Favorite Color Is Yellow

Aziraphale's favorite color is yellow

Aziraphale's Favorite Color Is Yellow

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1 year ago

Read "The Ones Who Walked Away From Omelas", bc of a recommendation from someone I admire (AmericanBaron). Not that good, actually. Sad, and philosophical, and well-written- but not what I was expecting. Thoughts?


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1 year ago

The Despicable Me theme song- for some reason. I haven't watched those movies in literally YEARS 🙃🫠

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If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

1 year ago

Had a really rough few weeks- mentally and emotionally, but this actually healed my soul a little bit <3 Thank you, @neil-gaiman for expressing and encouraging love, and thank you @kreaaterka for posting this so it would show up on my tl : ) : )

Have A Lovely Day

Have a lovely day <3

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