S*x, Takeout And Promise Rings….

born to be the sporty friend, forced to be the gay artist friend

Hi gang guess who’s back 🙈(if any of you remember me)

anywayyy my request box is back open to feel free to peer pressure me into writing something:)

I got more tattoos, chopped my hair off and had several manic episodes hehe

My fav mutual 🥹

*cough* *cough* Sick day

Reader is sick and AJ comes over to take care of her

A/N: so Sorry this is so short also I totally didn’t make this for my sick mutual @ashecampos (I did lol)

You have been sick for the past couple days. You have an absolutely horrible cough and you feel like shit. You stayed home from school which sucked because you really missed your girlfriend.

AJ(bubs)🛹💕: hey baby how are you feeling?

(Y/N): like shit 😞

AJ(bubs)🛹💕: aw I’m sorry to hear that, is it ok if I come over after school I miss you

(Y/N): I would absolutely love that

AJ(bubs)🛹💕: ok I’ll be over after school, try to get some rest ok?

(Y/N): ok bubs I’ll try, I love you 💕

AJ(bubs)🛹💕: I love you more baby sleep good 😘

You decided your girlfriend was right and you had like 3 hours before she’d be over so you let sleep take over your body.

~3 hours later~

You woke up feeling a little bit better not a lot better but a little

*knock knock* someone’s at your door you sluggishly walked over wrapped in a blanket

You open the door and see “AJ!” You immediately pull her in for a hug “hi baby” you pulled away and coughed like a lot “aw baby go lay down, I got you your favorite soup from that one place you like and some crackers” “you’re the best girlfriend ugh I wish I wasn’t sick so I could kiss you” “it’s ok baby, you go put a movie on and I’ll get your food all set up” she says kissing your forehead, you head over to the living room to clean up a little then putting on the tv and looking for a movie for you and Aj to watch. “Here you go my love, have you taken any medicine for your cough yet?” Aj asked setting the food and a few other things on the table “mhm but it’s been like 4 ish hours?” You say a little unsure of when you took medicine last “hmm you should probably retake it soon if it’s a 4 hour one” “it’s a 6 hour one” you say grabbing a couple crackers “I missed you so much today” you say leaning into her “I missed you more, now eat your soup beautiful” you ate some of your soup while Aj played with your hair, you loved being with her so much…your happy thoughts were interrupted by the overwhelming need to cough you quickly got up and set your soup down coughing so hard your body ached. Aj quickly went over to you to rub your back while you coughed and then hugging you when you finished “poor baby” Aj said holding you close and rubbing your back as you melt into her arms “I hate being sick” you pout “I know baby, how about you lay down ok maybe some more sleep will help” “but-“ she puts her finger on your lips and pulls you over to the couch “no buts you need rest or you’re not gonna get better, I promise to be here when you wake up, ok?” “Fine I’ll sleep I guess” you say as she helps you lay down on her, pulling the blanket over you “good night Aj, thank you for taking care of me” “of course I’ll always be her to take care of you baby, sleep well” she says playing with your hair as you slowly dies off thinking about how lucky you are to have her in your life

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Y/N pacing - “this is bad. this is really bad”

yelena walking by “dude what is it?”

y/n - “i kissed wanda”

yelena - “woaah, I owe natasha so much money”

- fuck me eyes -

OKAY HEAR ME OUT - i know yelena is ace / aro in the comics (and maybe the mcu but not confirmed) but this is my story so 🥲anyway if you are uncomfortable with me making yelena be in a relationship then do not read further <3 Y/n is Wanda Maximoff's younger sister and is training with Kate Bishop under Clint's supervision.

All characters are of legal age

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Y/N's pov :

because of my 'bad' behaviour on the field, Clint has made me stay back to fix some trick arrows instead of going out with him and Kate on some retrieval mission. Which I admit does suck. But jokes on them, I love making trick arrows.

i spin in my chair grabbing a 'very dangerous' arrow and laughing at the label Kate put on it before placing it in the bag of arrows I've already made.

The radio is blasting some grunge rock music, the sun isn't out because it's winter in New York. However, it's snowing which is amazing for me.

I nod my head to some AC/DC song, my hair is in a messy bun, I flip my safety goggles up to get a better view of the snow falling onto the ground outside.

"KATE BISHOP" a unfamiliar voice rings through the room, making me tense up, I spin around to the source of the raspy voice and see a woman, about my age, blonde hair and a cute outfit on.

"she's not here" i state in a monotone voice, just as I had been trained, when in doubt stay calm until Kate panics.

the woman's eyes widen and she looks at me with a light blush, probably from the cold New York weather. "she will be back in like ten minutes, give or take, if you go to the living room and wait there, her number is on the table if it's urgent" i smile politely, the woman nods and quickly exits the room.

YELENA’S POV :

Kate Bishop and Clint Barton have been on my ass all Christmas, my mission was simple. Get revenge on him who murdered my sister, anyone who dares to try stop me, will be killed. I've recently found the location of where Clint Barton is staying while having his holiday in New York. That means today is the day Mr Barton dies. I walk into the apartment, the door is not locked however the house is empty. Is what I think until I hear a familiar song. Some old song from my youth, it's loud and sounds like metal. What a song to die to. I smirk as I turn the corner to see the back of someone's head. Black curly hair faces away from me. Well that's not the figure I was expecting. Maybe it's the protégé.

"KATE BISHOP" i shout making my presence known to the small figure.

The raven haired person spins around in their chair just to reveal, to my dismay they are not Kate Bishop.

"she's not here" the woman states with a shrug. the girl is beautiful and the voice matches the face. "she will be back in like ten minutes, give or take, if you go to the living room and wait there, her number is on the table if it's urgent" follows the previous comment, the girl smiles mockingly toward me.

All I can do is nod, and when I tell you I've never picked my phone up so quickly I mean it. Once I'm in the living room I pull my phone out, putting the number into my contacts and deciding to send a quick message to the Bishop child.

I aggressively type "Bishop, who the fuck is that fine ass woman in your apartment? You know the one with the fuck me eyes? And the fuck me face? And the fuck me fingers? I'm going to need her full name, address and her relationship status."

I hit send and not even a minute later a message comes through from the Bishop child. "Hey, I'm guessing your Yelena, yeah please refrain from talking about my best friend like that"

and with a devious smirk I stumble to push my phone back into my Jean pocket and walk out of that apartment in hopes of seeing the girl with the fuck me eyes once more.

WEB HEAD 5

My body slams against the cold dirt of Tess’ back garden, the person responsible for this being Kate Bishop, the girl then straddles me, her thighs on either side of my hips, I feel like I have a outer body experience my mind telling me what she is going to do next. Before she can grab my wrists and hold me down I shoot a web at her face distracting her, her body shoots backwards, her hands going to her face to wipe the webs off “ew ew ew y/n/n what the fuck dude” she shrieks like a child which gains a laugh from Tess. Seeing an opportunity I flick my wrist aiming for Kate’s torso, i web her and grapple myself to her making me land on top of her, now it’s me straddling her with a smirk “oh how the tables have turned lady hawk” I wink using her unofficial super nerdy name she came up with for herself when she won her first archery competition at the grand age of 12. Me and Kate hold eye contact for what seems like forever, both of us smirking at each other, both waiting for the other to make their next move. Kate’s cheeks are now crimson red and her eyes flicker from my eyes to my smirking lips. I cannot for the life of me stop staring at her greyish blue eyes. “Oi no don’t you two dare fall in love right now this is NOT a romcom” We are both snapped out of our trance by Tess snapping her fingers in our faces. I make quick work of getting off of Kate, one stood up I hold my hand up for her to take, she takes it and stands up.

-time skip-

Me and Kate are now walking home from Tess’ house. “So spidey huh?” She mocks me, I look over at her and shrug “what about it lady hawk?” She chuckles and nudges me “hey um so the winter soldier found me too, I mean Clint found me but Bucky recruited me to the young avengers” she smiles proudly, being the protege to Hawkeye was one thing but an avenger was a whole other thing with a whole other path of danger and hurt through it. “So you’re saying I should join?” I query knowing she was the best person to ask about it seeming she was already apart of it. Nodding she simply says the word “yes” as we approach her new apartment. She hugs me before grabbing her keys out of her coats pocket, she opens the door but hesitates and turns back to me “I’ll be at the compound tomorrow, meet me there at 10?” She asks, I smile and nod before waving her off as she closes her door.

I walk for another half an hour to get back home, as I enter my street I see a few black vans speeding past heading in the direction opposite to the way im going. They don’t look suspicious but they drove past me a little fast. Fuck it im too tired to go looking for a fight right now.

Once I get home my body hits my bed and im out.

- the next morning -

My brother comes storming into my room making a tons of noise, he stands above my head and goes to hit me, my whole body grows goosebumps and I lift my hand up just as his hand is about to make contact and I grab his wrist. He gasps and stares at me as my eyes open, I look at him and sigh letting his wrist go “what do you want Brogan?” I say groaning a little. He shrugs “I need to borrow your Jordan’s” he smirks while grabbing my signature pair of shoes and holding them up

I groan and roll over putting my head in my pillow I say “ok” which is muffled by my pillow, the next thing I hear is the click of my door shutting. I roll back over seeing that he had left the doc martens he had borrowed the previous night and they are dirty, rolling my eyes I look at my phone and it’s 9am. Fuck I need to go get ready to meet Kate.

I jump up from my bed and get changed into a comfy outfit, that being a pair of baggy dark blue jeans, my new KISS tshirt and grey zip up jacket with my new pair of high top vans. I leave my hair as it is but comb it a little so im not walking around Brooklyn with bed head. Looking at my clock again it’s now 9:15. I rush to go brush my teeth, wash my face and grab everything to go. I web my backpack towards me catching it with my left hand and stuffing my suit and some body spray in it.

After a few minutes I am swinging across the streets of New York, a balaclava covering my face and the hoodie of my suit over my tshirt.

After another 15 minutes of swinging I land on Kate’s balcony which felt pretty cool how smooth that went, as soon as I land and go to walk I trip over my untied lace which in turn lands me a face full of a glass door. I see Kate witness this and nearly die of laughter as she walks over to the glass door of her balcony.

She opens the door still a little out of breathe from laughing, I let her calm down and she looks up teary eyed, red faced “smooth entrance spiderpunk” she smirks adding a new nickname to her list, I crack a smile and think “hey I don’t actually mind that one” which earns a groan from Kate, “comehere” I say smiling. She comes over slowly, I signal for her to get on my back and she does without question. I shoot a web up which attaches itself to a taller building, from this I swing which makes Kate literally hold onto me for dear life, her screams echo through each street we pass.

Just as we get to the compound i feel my phone vibrate. It’s Tess’ rugby club, I ignore it and walk through the fancy hallways of the building. Kate takes me to the meeting room where Tony Stark. Sorry let me rephrase that IRON MAN is standing. One of the richest men in the world is stood right in front of me. Kate opens the door and practically drags me inside, this is when I notice that it isn’t only Tony there.

In the meeting room sits all of the avengers.

“Sorry im late I brought a friend” Kate announces while dragging me further into the room, all eyes are on the two of us.

Tony Stark is stood up with his iconic glasses, his gotee is cleanly shaped and he is wearing an AC/DC band tee with some blue jeans, Steve Rogers is sat on a seat near a desk with a laptop that is connected to the weird futuristic looking hologram whiteboard,

Natasha Romanoff is sat with her arms crossed a notepad in front of her with some bits and pieces of information wrote on it. She is sporting a black hoodie, her hair is braided. Bruce Banner sports a lab coat, whereas Thor wears only something a dad would wear. He is quite literally wearing a shirt that says “I came for the beer” and some sweatpants. Clint Barton sits with a cup of coffee in his hands, he is wearing a black shirt. Very Hawkeye of him I guess. Wanda Maximoff sits staring at me as if she knows me. Yelena Belova is smirking at Kate as if it say ‘so you brought your weekly hookup to a team meeting huh?’. Then there is Bucky Barnes and a few others that Tess probably hasn’t told me about. And there is two free seats, one next to Hawkeye the other next to Bucky. Kate obviously sits next to Hawkeye, leaving me to sit next to Bucky. Across from me is the Scarlett Witch.

Everyone turns their attention back to Tony while I continue to stare at Wanda, she’s so beautiful. Her pale skin perfectly contrasts from her glowing auburn hair. Her green eyes pierce through my own as I stare. She is wearing a white tshirt layered below a maroon colored cardigan. A maroon coloured Taylor swift cardigan.

it’s as if im in a trance, just as i go to turn away from her I hear a voice in my head. A sokovian one “im charmed, but you are too young for me little spiderling” I quickly look back to Wanda who is now smirking at me. I look back at Tony and try to keep my concentration on him.

I look at the holographic board behind Tony that reads ‘rescue mission / young avengers initiative’

I look around at the people who I don’t know, my adhd and anxiety getting the better of me. I see a girl who looks around the same age as me and Kate, she is tanned and looks Latina, cool another Spanish hero like me. She is wearing a light blue denim jacket filled with patches and pins, I scan over the patches and see that on the seam near the buttons of her jacket says ‘amor es amor’ I smile at her, the realisation setting in that shes queer.

Next to her is another girl, a little younger, she is wearing a simple white shirt with a weird star symbol on it, sitting next to her is a blonde woman with the same symbol on her red shirt, maybe they have the same powers.

I look back to Tony and he is now sat down. Bucky takes this opportunity to stand up. “As Tony said. None of us are getting any younger so we need to prepare for the day the original avengers retire. This is why I have called everyone here today for, I see some of us have brought our protégés.” He laughs a little before clearing his throat “as I was saying we need a new age of hero’s, ones that have more time than we do, y/n stand up please” he looks at me catching me off guard. I look around awkwardly before standing up, he waves me over to the front, I oblige and stand with him “everyone meet Spider-Man” he announces proudly.

After Bucky hyped me up in front of the team we sit down, the blonde girl and the brown haired girl with the same symbol both stand up and introduce themselves as Carol Danvers and Kamala.

After them the Latin girl stands up and goes to the front introducing herself as America Chavez. I smile at her and she smiles back blushing a little. I shake my head a little trying not to laugh.

After she sits down Bucky stands back up and flicks the hologram over so it reads ‘first mission’ he starts to ramble about how the young avengers have a special rescue mission tonight which could take a few days. All that he tells us is that we have located a hydra base and that there is test subjects there.

We are then told to meet Tony in the lab in ten minutes time, so all of the young avengers leave the meeting room to let the adults talk. I go over to introduce myself to Kamala and America but Kate grabs my arm pulling me away. “Tony wants you in the lab right now” she points at her Stark watch, ushering me to go quickly.

I enter the lab and see Tony Stark looking at me. “so your transgender huh?” He says in a scarily serious tone which makes me put my guard up “yeah, is that a problem” I say ready to be kicked out of the avengers. He starts laughing like a mad man as he pulls up a chair “sit down kid im just messing with you” he smiles and goes back to being in his AI system. He pulls up some designs for suits and clicks on a green and black one looking at me then back to the suit, “yep this is the one. You like?” I look at the suit and it’s amazing, it has a cool green to black contrast with a webbed design, a spider symbol is in the middle of the chest area.

Tony smiles at his work as a machine starts to beep and make noises, I can see the green and black fabrics being created and mended into a suit. I watch in awe as Tony fabricated a binder in the suit, he pulls out a box of shoes, black converse, a pair of Jordan’s identical to the ones my brother just borrowed off of me, he continuously hands me random pieces of clothing and weapons, I thank him after every piece is handed over.

After around half an hour of designing stuff and Tony getting to know me and my powers he tells me to go get ready for the mission and calls Kate in to talk to him.

- time skip -

All of the young avenger and Bucky stand in the Quinjet while Clint flies it toward the base, we swiftly land and everyone but me and Bucky are told to stay put, through an earpiece Steve orders me and Bucky to go forward with the plan. I sneak through the base, bucky follows closely behind me, we knock out a few agents and go into the basement of the warehouse.

Somewhere along the walk to the cells, me and Bucky get separated, I continue with the plan opening every cell even though I don’t know what are in them. However in one is a small girl, around ten years old, I slowly enter the cell kneeling down to her “hey kid, you okay?” I ask gently not to scare her anymore than she is. The girl looks over my shoulder and screams, before I can react I feel a stabbing pain in the back of my neck, then everything went dark.

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The next time I woke up I couldn’t move anything, I lift my head up to see I am in a dark room, strapped to a chair. I hear a voice and then a light on the other side of the room is turned on, it takes my eyes a few seconds to adjust but sat in the same situation to me is Tess. She is also strapped to a chair. My eyes widen and I move about trying to get free to help her “TESS, ITS ME, YOUR GOING TO BE OKAY” I say to her as she stares behind me, a man’s hand grabs my shoulder, making me wince a little, I look up to see a tall black haired man, he is a little tanned, covered in tattoos and has a little stubble on his face. “Who the fuck are you and what are you doing with my best friend you sick fuck?” I say, my voice threatening. He laughs in my face while walking so he is in front of me “Hello y/n y/l/n, my name is none of your concern, all you need to worry about is your pretty little friend here”

along with a younger deadly assassin and an archer with adhd

SCREAMING, if you love Tessa from my story ‘anyone but her’ and want to see what she’s been getting up to READ THIS

The tales of Tessa

hey lovely's, this was requested by the one and only @ladmarkinnit

this is a one shot POV from the point of view of tessa in their 'Anyone but her' series (y/n x Janis). In this story i will be referring to y/n as milo

at the mean time this will only remain as a one shot however maybe in the future it could become a series.

anywho on to the story

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I'm home alone when I get a text from my cousin saying she is outside and needs my help.

I walk down the black spray painted metal spiral staircase that connects my room that's in the loft to the 2nd floor of the house. I rush down the 2nd set of stairs and unlock the door, Regina comes crashing through the door in a frantic pace.

"Whoa, you okay? what's happening?" I ask concerned

"What's going on with milo and Janis? Are they dating or not?" she asks agitated

"Erm, I'm not sure if they are dating however I know they both have feelings for each other, why? "

She paces back and forth having an internal conflict debating weather to tell me what's on her mind or not

"I think .."

"I -"

"OH MY GOD SPIT IT OUT ALREADY" I exclaim

"Ihaveacrushonmilo" she says

"YOU WHAT!?"

" I KNOW I KNOW"

"BUT YOUR WITH AARON"

"I KNOW, PLEASE DONT SAY ANYTHING TO ANYONE, ITS THE COUSINS RULE"

As I am about to say something, my phone rings. I look at the caller ID and see that it is Cady, and I show Regina and she gives me a nod to answer.

"Hey girl, what's up?" I ask

"You will never guess what... JANIS AND MILO ARE DATING!" she screams down the phone that I have to pull it away from my ear.

oh no I thought to myself, I whipped my head and looked at Regina and the look on her face told me she heard it. Face like thunder she grabs her things and storms through the front door and before I could stop her she slams the door in my face.

"You had to say that loud didn't you" I hung up the phone and run out the door and see Regina getting in her car. I quickly run over and open the passenger door.

"Hey, are you okay?"

"Never been better" she says with a devilish smile, obviously concocting one of her devious plans.

"hey, Gina, don't do anything you will regret at the end of it okay" knowing what I won't stop her but hopefully will make her think about it.

"Don't worry I won't" she says still grinning and leaning across the passenger side to shut the door and drives away.

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I am running around on the pitch practicing my tackles when I see a familiar face walking towards the bench. Aaron Samuels, every time I look at him my heart skips a beat, and I know it so wrong to feel this way about my best friend's brother and my cousins boyfriend, but it just feels so right. I walk up to him and grab my water off the bench and look up at him and I notice his beautiful ocean eyes are red and puffy.

"hey are you alright?" I ask softly as we both go to sit on the bench.

"Regina just broke up with me" he says heartbroken.

"oh Aaron I am so sorry, do you want to talk about it ?"

"No not really just needed to see a kind face right now, and I remembered that you have rugby practice and well my feet did the rest"

He lifts his head and looked me in the eyes and I gave him an encouraging smile.

That's when an idea popped into my head, and I bent down to take off my boots and put my trainers back on. I stand up and take his hands into mine and pull him off the bench.

"Come on, we are going to the beach" I say with a smile.

Before I moved away when I was younger, me, Milo and Aaron would always run to the beach at every chance we got, it became our place, a place where we could find escapism and just breath and let go of the pressure of the world. Yes I know its hard to think that we had troubles at a young age but if you have met my cousin you would know that she has been Queen Bee since she left the womb, well in my world she has been. Always the favourite, the prettiest out of the both of us, while I just got forgotten about. This is why I loved our beach days because no matter what when we were there it was just us and together and no one got forgotten about.

When me and Aaron arrive at the beach I could tell that his face started to light up a bit, a slight smile starting to crack through his stone like features. I jump out of the car and run over to the passenger side and dragged him out. We ran down the little sandy path towards the sound of crashing waves.

"The last one there is a rotten egg" I say giggling while running.

"Hey no fair you got a head start"

"I don't make the rules" I say sticking out my tongue in a playful way.

As I am running I kick off my shoes and take off my socks. Aaron follows my lead just before I go to jump into the water, I take off my sports crop top, leaving me in my sports bra and sport shorts. Just as I am about to splash my feet in the brisk sea water, when I feel a pair of arms wrap around my stomach and lift me off the floor, swinging me in a circle.

He carries me in to the water with him, him making first contact with the water.

"Hey no fair I was here first" he loosened his grip so I was able to turn and face him.

Still in his grip he says "I don't make the rules" with a grin spread across his face.

"There's the Aaron I know and love, don't you ever let yourself cry over a girl who doesn't know what she had right in front of her, even if she was my cousin"

we stare in to each others eyes the space between us becoming less and less. As he still holds me by the waist we float in the water, on of his hands leave my waist and brushes the hair out of my face, looking deep into my eyes as he leans in and places a soft kiss on to my lips.

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I hope you liked Tessa's POV :)

tears over beers

you put too much effort into relationships and the girl you genuinely had feelings for broke your heart, even now after knowing about what she done, your friends still choose her over you.

because of this you relapsed.

and lost yourself again.

until one night three women find you in the woods about to take your life.

TRIGGER WARNING

self harm, suicide attempt, alcoholism, drug use, swearing, past relationship trauma, eating disorder, body dysphoria. (totally not writing just to vent..yes that’s exactly what I’m doing)

IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED PLEASE DONT READ THIS

(I see you little depressed bitches who are going to ignore this message, if this is you please reach out to me or anyone for that matter, I know what your going through, even if I don’t I will try and help)

tears run down your face, you bring your stained hoodies sleeve up to your crimson coloured cheeks, the once dry, blue hoodie, now damp and a deep blue colour. you wipe the salty tears off of your face.

blurred vision and a bottle of beer in your hand, the tears fall faster than ever, you can almost sense the panic attack that is coming for the 5th time in the past 4 hours.

the thing about you is that when you seriously genuinely like someone, you do anything in your power to keep them.

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you where 16 and freshly out of a emotionally abusive relationship, first year of college, your time to shine.

two of your closest friends from secondary school managed to stay in the same friend group as you, from that you built a whole new friendship group, different people from your friends classes joined.

about half way through your first year of college you developed feelings for a girl who recently discovered her own sexuality. Through her discovering herself she managed to split the group which was once a big group into two, the other half of the group studied a different course than your side and now the two groups barely talk.

upon telling your best friend about your newfound feelings, she tells you that the girl sees you in the same light as you see her.

a few weeks later the girl you liked and one of your closets friends texted you saying they both had feelings for you. Upon this a massive wave of guilt engulfed your mind. You had liked your close friend for years before when you where both in secondary school yet you still liked this new friend.

you had told them both that you where confused and couldn’t make your decision so soon. Your close friend Em told you to take your time and that if it was her you where willing to choose that she would wait forever for you, on the other hand, your other friend Kai told you that you had to choose and that it wasn’t fair.

you tried so hard to choose but you couldn’t.

once both of them and your best friend wanted to go see the same movie so you invited them all to see it together as it would’ve been easier. To make it even more awkward your younger brother decided to tag along.

during the movie Em held your hand because she recognised your anxiety about the cinema, along with the scary scene that was playing before you, for the next hour, the two of you held hands. Then the same on the bus ride, once Kai left, Em took the opportunity to hold your hand, then kissing it once you reached her stop.

Throughout the rest of the year Kai begged for your attention and love while Em worked for your love.

and guess who you picked

if you thought Em

you thought wrong.

stupidly you picked Kai because Em was at another college and the two of you barely saw each other, whereas even though she never put in effort Kai saw you everyday.

A few month of sharing hoodies and you putting in the most effort to make sure Kai is having a good time while she is going through things, you wanted to ask the question. ‘what are we?’

you ended up asking her through text what she wanted from the talking stage, after that she told you she needed space.

this was the first time she hurt you, broke you even.

you sat on a table alone as your friends went to talk to her, they left all their stuff with you, you sat and silently sobbed while they laughed with her.

Summer finally broke out and you had the girl unadded for the whole time, your friends hung out with her while you were either on holiday or alone in your room reading comic books of super heroes with the dream love story.

Around 2 weeks till college starts she added you again with the plea to start talking again, of course you being a fucking idiot, you said yes because your friends wanted the group to be together again with you being the ‘glue’ of the group.

Your now in second year of college

through the use of the internet you found your diagnosis for depression and the internet keeps saying your neurodivergent.

She would send you relationship posts through tiktok and snapchat, yet the moment you ask for the second time what she wanted from the relationship, she fucked you over again.

But this time worse, she left you on opened before spending a week ignoring you, the friend group fell apart a bit more and you just stayed away as much as you could in fear you’d show yourself crying in front of them.

She eventually messaged you and the two of you stopped talking.

now not even two weeks later, you heard through a good friend that she has already moved on with one of your ex’s who also fucked you over.

In the coming weeks your life fell apart, you can’t find a job, your failing everything you do and your presence at college is near to never

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your now sat in the woods with a bottle of your pills in your lap, unknowingly of the famed avengers’ new mission in your area.

Three of the avengers are stood watching you from behind you, without your knowledge. Your new apple airpod maxes placed upon your dark curly hair, music blaring.

After a few minutes of them watching you they start to whisper about your state as you pull up your sleeves, cursing at yourself for not bandaging your arms properly, blood runs down your forearms from the deep raging red lines that cover the entirety of your arms.

Upon seeing this you feel a pair of strong arms wrapping around your shoulders, hugging you from behind, you throw your headphones off, putting them on the floor. “Shh I’m here” a raspy Russian voice says while you melt into their hold. Another two people join the hug, “it’s okay detkà we’ve got you” another voice says, this time her voice is hinted with an old Slavic accent, lastly another female says “I’ve got you little one” in an American accent.

part 2

THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND GUYS, she has random dreams

Hello people,

People who know me, know im one to have dreams that are printed in my brain and i remember them very detailed, and last night i had a marvel based dream which in my thoughts was very weird so im going to share this one with who ever is bothered to read it okay here it is ....

So im in this hotel (i have no idea where btw) and im helping my mam and dad with our bags taking them into the room. I remember walking up a couple of stairs and hear staff wispering about a celebrity guest who will be staying at the hotel but i brush it off.

I walk into our room and start writing a letter (god knows why im writing a letter) i cant remember much of the context behind it but it was about my admiration for someone. After writing the letter i put it in an envelope and it disappeared (like vanished one second it was in my hand the next poof gone).

Anywho me being the unsociable person i am i leave my room and go to the common area (it was empty and i was alone) and i read. Then i hear my mam looking for me so i come out the room then see her talking to this man in a grey suit and elderly this woman. I walk over and this man is no other but the actor who plays Namor in black panter 2 (ive just watch the movie for the first time earlier this week).

I think for some strange reason the letter i wrote went to him but i dont know what happened to the letter this is just a guess. Anywho hes at the hotel to stay cause hes doing a convention for black panther 2 and the older woman is his mom and she wanted to stay at the hotel we happened to be at.

And i dont know we just kept making eye contact i felt awkward and yeah then my brother woke me up 😥 really wished i knew where it was going but i guess i will never know

So yeah thats my weird dream if u would to hear more of my weird dreams leave a comment i have many ive wrote down for the fun of it