I’m so tired
Like physically, mentally, emotionally
I just want a break like I want to breath
Another one…when I fail to put my feelings into words, I don’t know whether to be happy or sad that someone else puts it so well. I’m sad someone else knows the feeling but happy I’m not alone.
I don't like using my parents money. It makes me feel dirty. I thought it was because I care about them or something. But I recently realize it's because I dont want to be financially dependent on them than I already am.
When I ask them to buy me something, it feels like I'm giving them an excuse to treat me anyway they want.
When I was younger, I thought they way they treated me was the price of living since they pay for me, so I don't like taking their money now.
But recently, from talking to friends and family, I realize that I shouldnt be hesitant. I should just take their money--let them buy me accessories, food, jewelry, and clothes. I should think of it like compensation for losing my childhood, or compensation for the emotional trauma.
Yesssss
can we all agree that pressing foreheads together is an underrated act of affection??
I’m so tired...
too much expectations and responsibilities...
I too have a limit...
I want to write. I have ideas. I open document. I type four of the worst sentences ever created in the english language. I daydream the rest of the scene. I close document.
I’m crying