Baby, I got a fever
I'm not feeling too well
I'm so under the weather
I'm so under your spell
- Corpse Husband (song: under the weather)
in my heart it is not dark
the rain is pouring and shattering on the floor
like glas
bursting into million pieces
pain freezing like ice
but burning myself
fading away
you walk past me
deafening silence
i reach out
void of silence
you turn around
ignoring in silence
i can feel the waves crushing through my body
happiness
sadness
back and forth
they break, i dont
“What’s most important in a friendship? Tolerance and loyalty.”
— J.K. Rowling
Why does my mind travel back to that moment on the bench so much?
When i keep telling everyone and myself that i do not miss you?
Why does my mind wander everytime back to you?
Why is it that i compare everyone that comes close to me with you?
Tell me...
I would ask you if i could, but i can't
you promised me the world
and left it shattered
“Growing Around Grief”
Lois Tonkin, 1996
Autumn has always been Poet's season