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!!!!! i just wanna do this so that you guys have content while i try and do the requests <3
idk my dudes i started listening to the etern.als theme music and now i have these things. bon appetit!
โ iโd follow you to the ends of the universe, if you asked me to. โ
โ how bad is it this time? โ
โ weโre the only thing standing between this world and its destruction. โ
โ we could stop all of thisโฆ with just a thought/flick of my wrist.ย โ
โ fair?! how is any of this fair?!ย โ
โ do you truly believe that anything so little as a rule, or a law, might have stopped me from protecting you?ย โ
โ we have to fight. โ
โ weโre not giving up. โ
โ you. iโll always and endlessly fight for you.ย โ
โ i can wait a thousand lifetimes for you.ย โ
โ weโve had a pretty good life. but maybe normalcy is a thing weโre meant to protect, rather than enjoy. โ
โ i donโt know if i can protect you any longer.ย โ
โ weโve seen what theyโre capable of. now we need to retaliate.ย โ
โ if only the world knew what we do for themโฆ โ
โ iโm sick and tired of being the one who has to make the sacrifices! โ
โ havenโt we lost enough? โ
โ iโm tired. beyond tiredโฆ i am exhausted from the endless fighting. โ
โ things must be catastrophic if youโre calling me at this hour. โ
โ this is what weโve been waiting for. โ
โ iโd follow you to the bitter end; as i always have. โ
โ the time has come. โ
โ this is what weโve been waiting for. โ
โ i thought we had more time. ย i regret to confessโฆ it appears that i was wrong. โ
โ donโt let them control you, eh? โ
โ youโre better than this. โ
โ everythingโs about to changeโฆ โ
โ do you truly think so little of me? โ
โ carefulโฆ youโve never had to fight me before. โ
โ we need to leave. โ
โ weโre a good team, you know.ย โ
โ look around you. do you still truly see no reason for us to fight?ย โ
โ weโre family. we donโt turn our backs on each other.ย โ
โ itโs too late! letโs go! โ
โ it wasnโt your faultโฆ โ
โ why are you doing this?! โ
โ iโm sorryโฆย โ
โ perhaps i donโt say it enough, butโฆ iโd like you to know that iโm always here, if you ever wanted to talk. โ
โ you/they will always be worth fighting for. โ
โ donโt pretend like you understand.ย โ
โ tell me how i can fix thisโฆ โ
โ donโt say it. โ
โ theyโre not worth saving. โ
โ i am a god. youโฆ youโre nothing.ย โ
โ well. for whatever itโs worth, itโs been a pleasure fighting alongside you. โ
<3
i absolutely adore this!
five times steve knows, and the one time you actually tell him | robin buckley x fem!reader (ft. platonic steve x f!reader)
description: steve knows youโre dating, even if you arenโt ready to tell him, and heโs willing to wait. it certainly give him time to get used to this new dynamic in your friendship
warnings: fem pronouns for reader, and reader referred to as robins girlfriend, swearing, steveโs pov - your relationship through his eyes, essentially - (barely) implied homophobia typical of the eighties, steve is a little lonely
a/n: for a request i canโt find but admittedly was tweaked severely, just stuck with the general secret relationship idea, hope thatโs okay :)
i kind of hate this but i spent too many hours on it not to postโฆ any feedback is welcome :)
1 .
Admittedly, the first time Steve realises that his best friends might not be quite as platonic as he thought is after heโs invited himself to what heโs beginning to suspect is a date .
Watching films together is something you have been doing since all three of you started at the video store, so when he heard you and Robin bickering over what to watch from the delivery of latest releases, he could only assume it was for a group viewing.
Now though, sitting in your basement, flanked by bottles of juice and bowls of over-sugared popcorn,it occurs to him that heโs the only one actually watching the film. At the other end of the sofa, he can hear you and Robin giggling, and heโs turning, ready to scold you for being so noisy, when he sees it, the look in Robinโs eyes.
She isnโt watching the movie, as was Steveโs suspicion, but looking at you, with all the adoration one person can fit into a single expression. And something in Steveโs chest drops sympathetically, because the last thing Robin needs is to get hurt by falling in love with her best friend.
But youโre looking at her too, and though he canโt see your expression, he can hear you laughing again, and thereโs something about the whole thing that makes Steve pause; your pinky finger hooked around Robinโs, poorly hidden by your popcorn, sat on your lap.
Itโs so disgustingly cheesy, and strangely intimate, that Steveโs head snaps back to the television, gulping softly at this latest discovery.
His best friends are dating.
His best friends are dating, and neither of them told him. This sharp flash of betrayal ignites in his chest, and he almost turns back to say something, to voice this strange hurt at being left to find out on his own, but then he recalls that adoring look on Robinโs face, the creases in the corner of her eyes with her smile, the soft pink colour of her cheeks, and he thinks better of ruining it for her.
His anger simmers down until itโs replaced by guilt for ever being angry at all as he recalls a conversation with Robin months ago during a late shift spent reshelving all the romances as Robin rated each one from best to worst.
โI never imagined youโd be into all the mushy shit.โ
โEveryoneโs into all that mushy shit, Steve,โ She scoffed. โIโm not a monster.โ
โIโm not.โ Steve retorted, โEspecially in practice.โ
โThatโs because you take it for granted,โ She rolled her eyes, โIโd kill for some cheesy romantic shit. I want to blush when she smiles at me, and, like, just be all flustered and mushy.โ
โWhatโs stopping you?โ
He had regretted it the second he said it of course, realising once more how different it is for Robin to like women than it is for him, that he never needs to worry to be seen on a date, or holding hands, or falling in love.
He has taken it for granted, he realises now as you giggle softly again just across the sofa. He canโt help but smile a little, turning for one last glance at Robinโs pink cheeks and your intertwined fingers, and he knows he wonโt say anything until youโre ready to tell him yourselves.
He is still smiling when he returns to the film again, happy for his bestfriends, all mushy and romantic for each other.
A moment later though, something causes him to remember the circumstance in which he has ended up here, third wheeling in your basement, and the embarrassment mortifies him.
How does one get out of their best friends date after inviting himself along in the first place?
2.
Weeks after the mind altering realisation in your basement, Steve Harrington has almost forgotten about it. It was easy to do so after a week of shifts working individually with either you or Robin, but never both, and whilst for a couple of days after crashing your date he expected to be told something, you seemed no closer to revealing your relationship, and he was no closer to revealing his knowledge of it.
Today though, all three of you working to cover the busy Friday shift, full of people coming to rent films for the weekend movie nights, Steve wants to scream at the pair of you, because whilst Steve is manning the register, you and Robin are passing notes.
As Steve nods along to the little old lady talking about what she thought of The Breakfast Club, he watches as you slip past Robin, pressing a little slip of paper into her palm before disappearing across the store again, and as she reads it, Robinโs face splits into a dopey looking grin.
Itโs sickeningly cute and Steve canโt decide if he wants to throw up and tease them for the next century over it. He considers both for a moment as Robin gently folds the note and tucks it carefully in her vest pocket.
He rolls his eyes.
โExcuse me?โ
Eyes widening, Steve realises heโs rolled his eyes at a customer, waving his hands dismissively and shaking his head defensively.
โSorry, that wasnโt at you!โ He assures hastily, โI love The Breakfast Club, especially how the nerd- and the jock and everyoneโฆโ
He lifts his hands and joins his fingers in a weak attempt to display how the characters found common ground in the end, sighing as the woman backs away from him with a disapproving look.
He drops his hands against the counter and groans.
โJesus, Harrington,โ Robin laughs just a few feet away, โWeโve moved on from scaring the girls our own age, I see.โ
โScrew you, Buckley.โ
She tosses him a fleeting middle finger before another customer approaches Steve at the register, thankfully without their opinion ready to bore him.
When he looks over the customers shoulder to glare again at Robin, he finds her reading the note from her pocket again, smiling giddily down at it, and then looking up to find your eyes across the store.
His frown softens and he sighs.
Heโs happy for you really.
3.
โAnd then she like, acting as if she did me a favour to go out with me in the first place- whatโs that about?โ
Thereโs another staticky sigh across the line and Steve can tell itโs Robin trying to figure out how to comfort him. Heโs been on the phone with her for twenty minutes now, retelling the story of his latest dating disaster.
โShe sounds like a shitty person, Steve-โ
Across the phone there is another voice that interrupts Robin, and Steve can just make it out as yours. His heart drops momentarily with the realisation heโs interrupted another date.
Then, strangely, jealousy hits him like a brick to the chest, winding him for a moment, because here he is, bitching down the phone whilst his two best friends in the world are hanging out, disgustingly in love, at Robinโs house.
He tells himself again that heโs happy for them.
And he is, but suddenly he feels lonely in a way he hasnโt since Nancy left him two summers ago. He gulps a little, twitching with the urge to hang up when he hears you telling Robin to let you have the phone.
โSteve?โ
โ(y/n?)โ
โHey, Steve,โ You say gently, and Steves softens a little, โYou okay?โ
โIโm fine,โ He assures, before deciding to chance his luck, โYouโre at Robinโs?โ
A beat of silence passes.
โWell, yeah.โ You say, โYou were out on a date and Robin and I were bored soโฆโ
โRight.โ
โRight.โ
Robin says something Steve canโt make out across the phone, and you scold her softly with a sigh. Steve can imagine Robin pestering you, poking at you for your attention.
โSteve, that girl doesnโt deserve you, okay?โ
โHuh?โ
โYour date.โ You clarify, โYou deserve better than someone who thinks sheโs better than you. Youโre a sweet guy, who loves so stronglyโฆ and the only people who deserve that love are people who will give it back in the same way. So stop thinking about the idiot who made you feel like shit, and start dating people who deserve you.โ
Steve smiles warmly at the conviction in your voice. He nods slowly, though you canโt see it, and you say his name to make sure heโs heard you.
โYeah, I heard you.โ Steve says, โThanks, (y/n),โ
โDonโt thank me, Steve,โ You scold gently, โWeโre friends.โ
His earlier jealousy dissipates and he can hear Robin agreeing from somewhere beside you across the line. Itโs been a much needed reminder that even together, you and robin are his friend, first and foremost.
Accordingly, he allows himself one subtle tease.
โWhen did you become such a romance expert?โ
You laugh a little across the phone, and Steve can tell Robin is nudging you when you chuckle a small scolding warning at her to stop.
โWho knows,โ You say, โHey, do you want to come hang out now that youโre free?โ
Steve doesnโt need to think about it for long before replying with a no. His jealousy may have been fleeting, but after another terrible date heโs sure the sight of you being all mushy and cute together will only bring it back.
โNo, thanks though, (y/n),โ He says, โHave a goodnight with Robin, yeah?โ
โOf course.โ
He hangs the phone back on its cradle and slouches towards the living room, dropping onto the sofa with a sigh.
For all his inner complaining, and unsaid teases, Steve thinks that you might just be restoring his faith in love, just a little.
4.
The fourth time Steve is left witness to your relationship is once again at Family Video, during an early Saturday shift of unpacking deliveries and restocking shelves.
Robin is sat on the floor in front of the thriller section, alphabetising each movie in some irrational way that will only confuse the customers, growing bored of even that.
โI canโt, I canโt do it anymore.โ She announces. โI would rather go back to scooping ice cream everyday, and feeding Erica Sinclair free ice cream samples.โ
Steve is so bored he agrees.
โItโs not that bad,โ You say, the voice of reason. โDo you really want to go back to the sailors' outfits?โ
โOh, maybe not.โ Robin admits. โbut still, this is dire.โ
โI donโt disagree there,โ You sigh, leaning against the counter, โI want food.โ
Robin perks up, standing somewhat excitedly, causing you to give her a questioning look, but Robin will do anything to get out of here for just ten minutes.
โI will go get you food, please,โ Robin says, โPlease, Iโll be gone fifteen minutes and Iโll bring us back coffee and-โ
โRobin, you can go.โ Steve decides, just to stop her rambling, โIโm sure (y/n) and I will be fine.โ
โThank god,โ Robin sighs in relief.
She removes her work vest and makes her way towards the back for her coat, tossing it on with a new lease of life in anticipation of leaving.
โIโll be back in fifteen minutes,โ She assures again, turning to you, โWhat do you want to eat, babe?โ
You freeze.
Steve freezes.
Robin takes a moment to realise her own mistake, lips parting in surprise at her own actions. After several moments of determined avoidance of eye contact from everyone, you clear your throat.
โJust some chips and a soda, please.โ
Robin nods slowly, turning almost mechanically to Steve, who does his best to seem unperturbed by the situation.
โAnd you, Sweetcheeks?โ
It takes everything in you not to fold with laughter, instead letting out only a muffled whimper as Steve stares at Robin in disbelief.
โUh, the same.โ He decides, โPlease.โ
Robin nods, turning quickly to the door and disappearing hurriedly without a goodbye, the store bell ringing out behind her.
Steve turns slowly to you, lips parted somewhere between horror and amusement. You give him a simple shrug, returning to emptying your box of tapes.
โDonโt look at me, Sweetcheeks.โ You say, โYou befriend her first.โ
5.
Steve has just about gotten used to it, keeping your little secret to himself. Heโs gotten used to looking away when you hold hands in the break room, to keep his lips shut when you tumble into his car together with ruffled hair and smudge lipstick.
Heโs even gotten used to that weird feeling that settles in his chest when you spend time without him, though heโs still working on getting rid of it , because only to be expected now that youโre together. And of course, heโs happy for you.
He really is.
But if you and Robin donโt hurry up and get downstairs and into his car within the next five minutes, heโs going to lose it, and all three of you are going to be late for work.
So this one time, fuelled by frustration, he disregards his usual caution, making his way towards your room following permission from your mother to hurry you and Robin along.
Briefly, Steve wonders if your mother doesnโt find it just a little odd for you to be having sleepovers at your age.
Regardless, he takes the stairs two at a time, glancing anxiously at his watch as he finds your room. Then, he makes his first error since that first evening in your basement.
He forgets to knock.
โIf you two idiots donโt hurry up and get in my car, weโre all gonna get fired and if I end up sweating in fast food joint again I will personally murder each of you-โ
Steve freezes at the sight of you both perched on the end of your bed, holding Robinโs red cheeks in your hands, lips stilled mere millimeters from Robinโs as you meet Steveโs eyes.
โOh.โ Steve realises, โShit.โ
โSteve.โ Robin gasps, pulling away from your hands and standing, โWeโre just- I was- We were just talking about you, actually and then- shit, Iโm making this worse.โ
Steve gulps softly, backing slowly out the room. He allows his relief at finding you full dressed, and therefore, if nothing else, ready to get to work.
โIโm sorry,โ He decides, โIโm just going to meet you in the carโฆ okay?โ
โO-okay.โ Robin nods, โWeโll be there in a second.โ
Steve nods slowly, turning once in your hall and slowly, robotically, making his way down stairs, scolding himself for barging in.
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The drive to work is tensely quiet beyond the occasional reassuring whisper you give Robin in the backseat as Steve desperately avoids your eyes in the rear view mirror.
After what feels like far too long, heโs pulling into the Family Video parking lot, pulling the handbrake and taking his keys from the ignition, inviting an even worse silence into the car.
โSo, uhโฆโ Steve begins, โThereโs a delivery coming in at four and then weโve got a few returns due today-โ
โSteve,โ Robin speaks up, โAbout earlierโฆโ
โWhat happened earlier?โ Steve feigns with a nervous chuckle. โDid something happen earlier?โ
You smile a little, sitting up to lean forward, balancing yourself with a hand on the front passenger seat. When he meets your eyes, he has to bite his lip to stop from revealing everything.
โSteve, itโs fine,โ You assure, โWe can talk about it.โ
Steve glances back at Robin, who, though a little nervous, nods in agreement.
โOkay.โ He nods, โSoโฆโ
He waits expectantly for the speech, trying to decide who will break the news heโs been pretending to know nothing about for weeks. He hears you take a deep breath, preparing yourself for something well put together when Robin canโt help but blurt it out.
โWeโre dating,โ She blurts softly, โLike, weโre girlfriends who hold hands and kiss and stuff, you know? Oh, you do because you just saw it- please help, (y/n).โ
You give Robin a disbelieving look, and Steve almost laughs.
โRobin, the reason weโre in this mess is because we meticulously planned what we were going to say.โ You remind her, โand you decide to go with we โkiss and stuffโ?โ
โI donโt know, I panicked!โ
โOh my god,โ You exhale, โYouโre so lucky I love you, Buckley.โ
The look that settles on Robinโs face, warm and utterly smitten, makes Steve feel oddly proud for the pair of you, and in a single expression, any jealousy or hurt heโd been holding onto for your relationship disappears. As you begin with a more rational explanation, Steve canโt help his growing grin.
โYou see, we were planning on tell you today, and Robin was stressing which is why we were late and you, um, caught us.โ You explain, โBecause we wanted to tell you ourselves that we are dating, and we didnโt tell you because we didnโt want you think you werenโt important to us anymore- youโre our bestfriend, Sweetcheeks.โ
Steve doesnโt even scowl at the nickname that has someone caught on since the slip up the week before. He nods slowly, grateful for your thoughtfulness, but you canโt help but frown at his knowing smile.
โOh.โ You sigh, โYou knowโฆโ
โI-โ Steve falters, โI do.โ
You sink back into the back seat, folding your arms in exasperation.
โWhy even bother making a speech,โ You grumble, โYour girlfriend reduces it to a single panicked sentence and your best friend already knows.โ
Steve gives her a sympathetic look as Robin drops her chin onto your shoulder, smiling apologetically, and kissing your cheek in the hopes of returning your smile.
Inevitably, it does the trick, and youโre slowly smiling, rolling your eyes for a moment before sitting up and leaning forward to press a hand against Steveโs shoulder.
โIs this okay?โ She asks, โWe understand if youโre mad that we didnโt tell youโฆ youโre still our best friend and we donโt want anything to jeopardise that.โ
โ(y/n), iโm fine,โ He says, โIโve known since I crashed your movie date weeks agoโฆโ
โWhy not say something.โ
Steve glances back at Robin for a second.
โYou were getting your chance at all the mushy, romantic shit.โ He shrugs, โIf me knowing was going to bring too much reality into that for you, then I wasnโt going to get in your way.โ
Robin gives him a knowing smile in the rear mirror, nodding gratefully in silent appreciation. You canโt help the urge to lean over and kiss his cheek.
โThatโs really thoughtful of you, Sweetcheeks,โ
Steve waves it off dismissively.
โItโs nothing,โ He says, โand itโs been a bit to get used to, but I know that even if you two are all gross and in love, weโre all still friendsโฆ even if that means I have to third wheel.โ
โWell, if we ever make you feel like that you can just say, you know.โ
โI know,โ Steve assures, โReally guys, Iโm fine, okay? I just want to pretend I didnโt barge in on you kissing.โ
โThat was just a reassuring peck,โ Robin scoffs, โWhen I really kiss her, youโll know.โ
Steveโs nose crinkles in disgust as you laugh, shoving Robin playful as she leans towards your lips with a smirk, turning to give Steve an exasperated look.
โHey, donโt look at me, Honey Pie,โ Steve gives you a shrug. โYouโre the girlfriend.โ
hate when people are like "trust your gut! listen to your intuition!" like okay well my gut is telling me every person i lay eyes on is hunting me for sport and my intuition is saying i should find a secluded cave and live there forever so what do you suggest i do with that information
why goto therapy when twilight is right there?
therapy? expensive. rewatching the twilight saga? free
unpopular opinion: jonathan becoming a stoner was an amazing addition to season 4.
I LOVE THIS SO MUCH SIDHSJW THANK YOU ๐
๐๐๐ง๐๐ฃ๐: George O'Malley x reader โก
Requested? Yes, by @annie-bby !
๐ผ/๐ฃ: Hey, I hope you'll like this too! :)
After a few days of meeting you, he immediately asked you out. You never expected it, but it made you very happy. At first you thought it was some kind of thank you after standing up for him and getting angry at others for him always being teased. Why did they do it? It didn't make sense. Since then he has never stopped being on you, and you realized that this guy would never bear to lose you.
He was a boy with a heart of gold, it was hard not to get attached. In the morning he always brought you coffee and croissants, your favorites, and when you were having a shitty day he helped you make it a little less shitty.
The nights when you enjoyed dancing at Meredith's house drunk were the best, but especially the one when he finally decided to kiss you. It was a little weird, well you were all definitely drunk, but it happened... unexpectedly. You went to get some chips and when you came back you found him in front of you. "You're so beautiful Y/n" he gave you a little kiss leaving you standing there and went back to dancing.
Since then, things have definitely gotten more serious between you. So at first he was a little embarrassed after remembering what had happened, but knowing him you knew it would take time and the wait was worth it. You didn't think being George O'Malley's girlfriend could be so good. He treated you like a queen, there was no better thing in the world.
One evening you were waiting for him at home, you couldn't wait for him to come back, you had prepared something to eat for the first time in your life, and you had planned all night. Unfortunately when he came back he didn't look very happy. He sprawled out on the sofa and vented to the world. Well, all your plans had failed, and at one point you couldn't stand him talking anymore, so you jumped on him. "Take me upstairs and let off steam all you want with me"
He knew how to treat you very well even sexually, and in front of others he managed to hold back
Nobody tolerates when you fight. Sometimes, however, it can be fun, because you both act like two children, and you always include everyone to try to be right. Oh, this can go on for days.
You like making him angry, you seem to enjoy it, and in the end you always know how to make him happy again. His character is what you love about him, he's not stupid like others say, he simply has his own way of doing that maybe only you understand. Seeing you happy is his favorite thing. There is nothing that makes him calmer and more proud of your happiness.
Jealousy doesn't exist in your relationship. It's amazing, you know. And everyone envies you for it. He only has eyes for you and you do the same
There is no better place than to be in his arms. There is a moment of the day dedicated to this on purpose! He loves to hold you in his arms while he showers you with kisses and tells you thousands of times that he loves you. At that moment there is nothing else you two appear. Then the others arrive and ruin the whole atmosphere...
standing under trees with orange and brown leaves falling onto your heads and into your coat hoods
drinking hot chocolate with rain pouring outside and banging on the windows, under piles of fluffy blankets
^ with his arm round your shoulder and a random 80s chick-flick playing through the television. steve placing small kisses on your cheeks and neck, slowly travelling down to your collarbone (this is the absolute cutest i should make an imagine of this)
running around and dancing in the rain outside, causing you both to get nasty colds and having to care for each other
matching sweaters and warm pajamas, not that you need extremely warm clothes as you have steve there to warm you up whenever you want him to
going on long autumn strolls in the evenings, maybe even running into nancy and jonathan (because they definitely go on strolls, winter or autumn; summer or spring)
omg though. hear me out on this: laying in bed facing each other in only your underwear as you both got hot from being near each other and the abundance of blankets on top of you. youโre facing steve, the both of you staring into each otherโs eyes and fondly smiling. you turn onto your back to look at the ceiling when you feel steveโs eyes still looking at you. โwhat?โ you ask. he repeats what you said but with confusion laced in his words. โyouโre staring.โ you reply, enlightening him on what heโs doing. โbecause youโre beautiful.โ you feel your cheeks heat up as you smile to yourself.
and the most clichรฉ of all, kissing in the pouring rain.
JOE KEERY as KEYS FREE GUY (2021) dir. Shawn Levy
when i say that dead poets society genuinely makes me romanticize my life im not joking. like whenever i feel too stressed or like im not living in the moment i watch that fucking movie. when i get to bogged down with logistics i remember "poetry, beauty, romance, love. these are what we stay alive for."
never forget that each day the powerful play goes on, and your life is your verse.