Angryshelf - Hand Me A Caprisun

Guys I'm gonna be real honest with all of you, I am genuinely so incredibly sorry for not posting or drawing for so long, but I've been in an incredibly bad depressive space because of financial, environmental, and health problems.

A big part of this is that my living situation continues to be rocky, but this time financially, and I haven't been working much beyond what I can physically and mentally handle at the moment

I don't know. I'm just at a loss for words at this point and unable to fully know what to do or what to even say to explain all of this. I already had so many people be so kind to me this Christmas by getting me gifts, I feel horrible asking anyone for anything again

We're needing $360 for rent, and I've learned that we can no longer do partial payments so this is needed asap, which is deeply terrifying because I don't fully know the time limit we have before my roommate and I will simply be kicked out. And I'm someone who has no where else to go

Anything helps, thank you even just for reading this

Belphegor: I forget but I do NOT forgive.

Belphegor: I'm wandering around hating people and can't remember why.

reblog to be eaten by this thing

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if you can't donate, reblog! doing something is better than doing nothing! remember to keep talking, keep calling and keep donating! from the river to the sea, PALESTINE WILL BE FREE!! 🇵🇸

This is what keeps me sane.

Drawing by me :))))

casper and the default mc are babygirling

there’s something beautiful and tragic in the fall out

here’s more babygirl. alternate version and commentary UTC (not really a process discussion more like. wailing.)

i’ve never been so indecisive on a piece in my life !!!! i redid the rendering once and this strayed so far from what i originally wanted for the sketch. idk how i feel about it actually. i might come back and redo it someday cause this isn’t what i wanted to do but im so sick of this drawing lmao i don’t wanna spend another 10 hours figuring it out again. i got finals to study for 👎

i was trying to combine my painterly art style with the more graphic style of my last drawing cause i thought it’d be cool. i was also looking at some of the art from reverse: 1999 but that didn’t really carry through in the final piece. i really wanted to do more painting ☹️ but whatever ive drawn so much in the last 2 weeks i need to stop lmao

this is the sample i made after i restarted the rendering. i like how this looks a lot more but i think a big problem was how i rushed the second lighting source (blue) so it wasn’t executed very well. the finished piece is just way too clean for what i imagined but i mean its still cool!

i could not figure out how to do the weird magic soul taking thing for the LIFE OF ME. i spent 20 minutes just redrawing it 😔

ok that’s all. i need to go will myself into studying now. o7

THIS SHIT MADE MY DAY

So no one really knows that the scene where the brothers are laying on the ground on loose clothes was supposed to represent the brothers offering themselves to MC? No one? Really?

testing a new brush