I'm Gonna Make Them So Proud.

DAN AND PHIL TOUR?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Learning to forgive yourself, soft daylight, walk in a foggy morning, looking at yourself in a mirror for a bit too long, making your first therapy appointment, a soft gray hoodie, dusty windowsills and empty bottles of prescription pills.

Sunlight – Sultry heat, white linen sticking to sweaty skin, faint smell of vanilla and tobacco, gold speckles in brown eyes when the sun hits them just right, withered sunflowers, tall white candles, gold jewelry, worshipping your lover, dry red soil, olive trees and sage.

i am his. i could be nothing better.

crying my mum just mentioned how grateful she is that dan and phil are back cause i'm vaguely less suicidal since they returned and then said if they disappear again she's gonna CALL IN A BOMB THREAT to their HOUSE

Having your main anxiety response be Avoidance is crazy cause you'll think you're chillin and then one day you're like waitttt I've been paralyzed with fear this whole time. Damn

ranch metaphor. dan and phil edit. kids from yesterday by my chemical romance.

Time to start saving up I guess, since my friend and I created a whole holiday plan based on TIT (seeing Chappell Roan and everything)

im gonna be sick istg