Damn What Was I On Lol

Hey, are you having a bad day? Did you know that the actor of Neil Perry, Robert Sean Leonard (Bobby) loves theatre more than acting in front of a camera? Bobby's love for theatre is just like Neil's love for theatre. <3

He also once played a teacher who cares for his struggling 17-year-old student.

Sounds familiar? Let me show you something...

So don't worry. Neil is alive, and Bobby made his dream come true. ❤️

he's so 😀

Ughh god....

different from my regular content but I'd like to introduce you to my Dr. James E Wilson snowglobe

he likes it in there

don't careeeeee

is my poetry surface deep and corny?

maybe.

but at least i'm getting it out

even if it's all just VOMIT

it's better out than in

bleed

carve your name deep in my flesh

drink my blood like a fine wine

make my skin your coat

for winter-time

knit my entrails into a scarf

wear my teeth on a silver necklace

blow me to bits, bite into my lips

i hunger to feel your reckless

cut my heart out and eat it on china

use my bones however you please

i live to serve, (or to be served )

for you I'll gladly bleed

an angelic silence

i cherish loneliness

i cling to it like apron strings

i crave it amidst the hurricane of company

the click of a lock, a clatter of limbs

a breath

and an angelic silence takes hold

everything cast in a buttery light of magma

and for a moment the screeching stops

and i'm not anything anymore

I think the most terrifying and devastating thing about Charlie's character arc is how quickly he became the defender, the hero, the fucking white knight. As soon as Neil was gone it was like he wanted to do EVERYTHING in his power to keep the others above water. No matter what.

It's like. You see this character where, the whole time, he has a cocky exterior, this evident facade—but despite that, it's so apparent that all that matters to him is his friends. And he doesn't know who he is, he doesn't know what he wants, but now one of them is gone—and his INNATE ROLE is to pick up the pieces. Because that's what he knows. In his eyes, it's his one and only value. Because if he can't be good for himself, he can be good for them.

And that's why his punishment earlier in the film gets me. Because he has to be okay. He has to keep himself from breaking. Because he's the brave one. If he breaks, they do too. It's because of that scene that everything he does at the end makes perfect sense. He was destined to fall. Just like Neil was.

🫶🏻