Splenda

would you wanna be mutuals? :)

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boys are evil and don't appreciate art

it's absolutely soul crushing to share a piece of media with someone who doesn't appreciate it. i often find it difficult to connect with my younger brother without having shared media to discuss. so I finally showed him my favorite movie, dead poets society of course, and his reaction was to call Neil stupid and say that the overall film was "ok, kinda funny sometimes". meanwhile I had cried twice and was shaking and sobbing.

it's ok. he's not an artist. it didn't move him the way it moved me and it doesn't have to. and yet I find myself disappointed and upset that he'll never want to "carpe diem" or suck the marrow out of life. that he'll never let out a barbaric yawp or be good REALLY good.

i dunno. just thoughts

Man killed himself exactly how I expect a theater kid would. Dramatic ass.

What are your favourite songs at the moment?

got back into blondie recently so the whole parallel lines album has been on my mind lately

other than that, townie by mitski and dream lover by dion

do you have any favorites rn???

“Don’t allow your wounds to turn you into a person you are not.”

— Paulo Coelho

rant.

WHY-?

why is tragedy beautiful?

why is suicide glamorized?

why do we romanticize the Ophelias, Hedda Gablers, Cleopatras and Sylvia Plaths?!

why are Neil Perry and Daisy Randone fan favorites?!

WHY do so many queer stories end in sorrow?!

We are here to live! Dying is a consequence, not an aspiration!

YES!! momento mori, but so you can remember to enjoy life now, CARPE DIEM!!

Why when we can romanticize life, do we choose death?

Why do we choose to retreat from the warm caress of the sun and turn to the suffocating vice grip of the earth?

DEAR GOD WHY!!!!!

Man killed himself exactly how I expect a theater kid would. Dramatic ass.